Matthew Vaughan (original) (raw)
Sun, Dec. 30th, 2007, 09:36 am
I do not use this anymore. I post all my entries to privatehelmet. I even post personal entries and pictures that are friends only.
Fri, Dec. 7th, 2007, 05:17 pm
A woman who I work with just asked me,
“Hey! How much bigger is a cen-na-meter than uh inch?”
I had to tell her that a centimeter is considerably smaller than an inch. I told her that an inch is about twice as big as a centimeter but that isn’t completely accurate. Then she said,
“ok so does that mean that uh 4 inches is bigger than 5 cen-na-meters?”
Yes… yes…
Wed, Oct. 10th, 2007, 04:56 pm
I am going to use this journal strictly for pictures and personal stuff. I have created a new journal with the name of "privatehelmet". (a nickname I had in the Army) I am going to use that journal to record some of my feelings about politics and I intend to post interesting pictures that I take and things like that... I will use it for things that I want to talk about that are not personal. Please add that journal to your friend's list if you care about those kind of things and would like to see my thoughts about them- feel free to engage me in discussion about them too-
Sun, Jul. 22nd, 2007, 04:32 pm
Here are some pics from our weekend with William and Steve on Lake Harding! We had a great time- drank good drinks, ate great food and had good fun on boats and jet ski's!
Mon, Jul. 16th, 2007, 10:57 pm
My birthday was completely horrible. Work really sucked... Home time was miserable. The only good thing that happened was Nanny made me my favorite food... the chicken casserole. 23 really sucks. 25 will be cool. Other than that I don't have an age that I am looking forward to.
Thu, Jul. 12th, 2007, 11:27 pm
I FINALLY got my haircut today. It was getting REALLY long and just looked gross. I may have lost a pound or two just from the cut!
Tue, Jul. 10th, 2007, 11:12 pm
I am feeling so old. I am about to be 23. Everything is going pretty well though. I am not balding- at least not yet. I am happy about my job and my relationship. I just wish I had more friends. My parents are probably my closest friends. I am very thankful for that but still, having friends that did not raise me would be nice...
Mon, Jul. 9th, 2007, 08:37 pm
It is no secret that Madison and I do threesomes. It has been great! You get the wonderful parts of being in a relationship with someone that you truly love but you also get to hold on to the excitement of new adventures without feeling guilty- and you can share those adventures with the one that you love.
A few months ago we had a threesome with a guy who we know who I will call J. He was a friend of ours. His boyfriend was someone that I absolutely hated and honestly, I had a personal vendetta against. It is wrong to have sex with someone who is in a relationship- but I did it anyway because of lust and because of hate. It was only after this encounter Madison and I learned how bad the relationship between these two was... The boyfriend was heavily suspicious of J- as he should have been. He infact, suspected something the night the threesome happened. I remember putting J's pants on him with his dick waving in my face as he screamed at this boyfriend over the phone declaring that he would never cheat on him. I started to feel bad at this point. J talked about how horrible his boyfriend was and clearly made up alot of hateful things about him- he talked about how crazy his boyfriend was- Crazy because he constantly thought J was cheating on him, (he had a valid reason to feel that way). J made fun of his boyfriend behind his back and made him look like a fool in front of madison and me and others- all the while cheating on him.
Over the next couple of months the boyfriend became more and more insecure. He was a broken human who was constantly worried about J cheating on him or lying to him. The other night as we witnessed the two hatefully attack each other publicly on myspace, madison thought that we should tell the boyfriend everything that had happened. I thought about how I felt my boyfriend of years cheated on me constantly. I remember how I felt confused about feeling something was wrong with our relationship. I remember how I just wanted the truth. The honest truth. I felt bad for having sex with J behind the boyfriend's back- we were definately even for anything he had done to me and I had been vidictive. Madison asked the boyfriend to come to our apartment and we told him the truth. He was upset but did not have a violent reaction.
He went to see J and many things happened. The boyfriend's windshield was broken, somehow, and the whole thing was just really ugly.
A person who knows madison told him today that he broke the unwritten law of the gays. He explained how it was against this law for a gay man to tell another gay man's boyfriend about that gay man's cheating ways.
I don't buy into any of that. There are some secrets that should be kept. The kind of secrets protect people from being embarassed and the type of secrets that when kept deny other people their rights. Some other kind of secrets should never be kept. The kind that protect an evil should NEVER be kept. This is how I feel.
Tue, Feb. 20th, 2007, 08:52 am
Sometimes I feel so lonely...
Where is everybody?
Wed, Jan. 3rd, 2007, 02:09 am
School starts Monday... It looks like I will never have time for anything except work and school. Madison works second shift and I work first... That is the worst part of it. Everything is looking up though. Madison may be able to start working first shift. Also, an chance to earn my own store has just presented itself to me. For the next several weeks I am the only manager of a low volume store that is in serious trouble. If I can straighten the place out I will probably get my own store this summer. That's the plan and I am going to make it happen. Being a manager for years instead of just an Assistant Manager will go really well with my business degree and I am going to make it happen. I am a little concerned with how I will deal with having my own store and still going to school full time but... I will deal with that problem when I get to that point-