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I think it's becoming a thing now to take around a month to answer. January, February, March and now in April LOL
Anyway you can expect this from me too, depending on my mood and depression phase. Tbh sometimes I wonder if I have ADHD too xD I get so easily distracted, this has been going on for more or less ten years and it's really annoying. But meh. Doing what we want, when we want and feel like it, works the best!

How is 24 old? Please. we crossed that border with 18 times flies by, it's amazing. when I think about how one of my cousins is 16 now, THEN I feel old xD but I luckily dont see her often, so every time I do, it seems like she got 2 years older again ahaha

yeah, 2010 was really a turning point. I dont even understand why. It probably started adding to me having less interest too. Well if other generations want to take over. in worst case we just use MAL to update lists and search for new anime/manga. that's good enough too.

Kinda like that. I think people at insurance companies (and legal protection insurance) do even less and use more pre-written texts, so their payment is kinda ridiculous. But that's what happens when you get paid by labor contract *shrugs* Anyway, yes, the transisition would be quite easy, IF I manage to get a job in one >.< Most lawyer's offices are way too stressful and paralegals do way too much for the shit money they get. I seriously dunno why I decided to go that way.

Can agree on that. I mean Europe has a lot of stuff they are ahead of other countries (even the US), but depression & Co. really are a thing where we are behind with same with prisons, like our "imprisioned for life" in Germany is literally 15 years, while in the US it's really for life.
If meds and drugs alone would help "cure" depression, then that wouldnt even be a problem. But they dont help take care of the root of the problem. And searching around until you find a psychologist that fits and is willing to help, that really sucks.
I mean everyone has like "depressive moments", but they are in no way like actual depressive episodes/depression? Not like they'd understand. Them saying stuff like "it will go away" just proves that fact.

I went to finally see a psychologist and she wasn't all that interested either. Didnt even listen to everything. Also told me that I should stop having so many internet friends and just go out and get new ones. Like if it would be that easy, then I wouldnt be here right now? Especially if I cant seem to keep friends, finding new ones will probably suuuuper easy. She described me meds and told me to look for a psychotherapist for behavioral therapy to help me change my way of thinking etc. Currently on that and will see how it goes *sigh*

Well it's still some time until NZ, but I will do if I remember :D My mom wanted to do it next year, but for now they pushed it another year until 2018. Didnt plan to go much earlier anyway. But cant wait <3
I think the natural beauty alone is worth the trip. Usually I'm not even that much interested in nature (I can appreciate nice places tho), but NZ is just stunning. By sister was there and she showed us pics too.
Ahaha I feel you. Sometimes I wonder if it isn't much worse that you can easily go places, communicate all over the world, study here and there and so on. Compared to generations ago. And how they had other "problems". And at the end of the day society (and family) put too much expectations on us too.

Waiting sucks. Always did, always will. And you dont wanna bug them and ask, but let's just hope they are just lazy and slow to get back to you =D
I mean all the English I really spoke was in school up till grade 11 and then dropped it, because what we learned was just stupid. And even watching tv series/movies in English is not helping thaaat much, because a lot of actors pronounce words also different. But even though it would be a disaster, we could speak enough to get around. It's not like one needs much more than everyday expressions :D