Heart Shaped Box (original) (raw)

8:54p

today sucked ass ok, so lastnite i got like 4 hours sleep cuz i had so much in my head that i was thinking about and couldnt stop listening to this song i duno. newayz.. so my mom doesnt fucking wake me up so i had to hurry up and get dressed really quick and shit and she was all bitchy and shit. i went to school and had to take gay ass algebra SOL's. so after im done i go to history and jenny's sitting in my seat and im like.. "can u get up please?" and shes like.. um no.. im like.. im not fucking playing with u, get the fuck up this is my seat. shes like.. its just a seat go sit rite there... and im like.. just get the fuck up and u move to the seat there... and shes like... huffity puffity little miss poo and like calls me a bitch while she gets up to move, and i said.. just shut the fuck up and sit down. i wanted to tell her that if she called me a bitch again, id fucking punch her in the mouth. but i didnt... i stayed calm cuz i didnt feel like getting in trouble. newayz... so lunch was hilarious. naomi cracked me up. um chem sucked cuz i have no idea what the hell were doing there, and english sucked cuz i duno what were doing there either, but hey, im passing both classes, so i must be doing something rite. then i get on the bus and stupid ass faggot double douche bag daddys boy motherfucker dyke gets on the bus and like bumps into me like a stupid fucking shit head and didnt apologize.. but i didnt care, just sat there listening to my CD Player, dont feel like wasting my breath on deadbeats nemore. so i got home and i was depressed as fuck, and just did my homework and shit. then i took a long nap thank god and of course i get up and mom is being mean when i ask her to hang out with justin and shannon tomoro.. im like.. ur being so stupid.. this isnt even ur weekend to be with u so just chill out, i already talked to my dad about it, and shes like. WHY DO U ALWAYS HANG OUT WITH THEM NOW??? ADELS ALWAYS BY HIMSELF NOW, U NEED TO STAY HOME SOMETIMES!!! im like.. HELLO??? im fucking 15 yrs old, my brother is dumb and wouldnt notice if a comit hit our house AND i only go out ONE nite on the weekends cuz ur gay AND i hang out with them cuz theyre my best friends... god damn fool. newayz.. im cranky and depressed now. peace

Current Mood: depressed

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