Past Lives (original) (raw)

[	mood	|	confused	]

....It's.... Odd.... I feel drawn to this page for some reason...
But....

I've had dreams before, dreams that felt like they were memories... But... They weren't exactly my own, yet, it was similar to me.... The people who I am related to know weren't people I was related to before... More... Maybe it wasn't me at all.

But... This feels very important to me. I feel like I need to know who I am. I have to remember, because something happened before to the person who seemed like me.

This is the dream I had to help you understand...

In my dream, I was inside a consciousness, able to look and see, but I wasn't in control. It was more like I was inside someone else's mind, but we had a odd/warm connection. The girl looked like me, and from her feelings, she's still living inside of me in a weird way, like she's not finished yet.

She was staying with the family I have now, but in the memory, they're kind strangers hiding her from some people. They lived on a mountain cliff.

When the spouses get in a fight, The mother takes "me" (Well, not really, I'm only watching this threw her), her daughter, and a niece. We took a passage down the mountain and went by a river, and we began talking for a an hour or two.

But then we hear horses and men (most likely soldiers) come, and barge into the house where The wife's husband and nephew was at.

I felt her heart sink...

I heard yells, and then a whole bunch of arrows being shot.

I don't know what it was, but the person who was me felt guilty, scared, and didn't want anyone else to get hurt because of her, but the wife, daughter, and niece went back to the house also, and was told to stay by the wife.

I woke up, but I was crying and felt bitter, because i knew they had died, and I knew it was "my" fault, but I felt innocent, and I knew I hadn't done anything wrong....

So.... Who was I?.... And... Who am I?