| For those of you who asked "why, why why", when i said I was leaving.. This is why.. I started this groupd for the greater good of the paranormal community.. Not for a dramatic "goth scene" type shitty deal... I love paranormal research.. Not just the afterlife aspect, but the scientifcal part of it as well. I stay up late every night researching this shit.. Looking into things that we have uncovered and ruling things out... I spent hours on the telephone today calling various places for us to invetigate, so that we were able to be more professtional.. I talked to the people at restland earlier to try to uncover more about the grounds and even tried to get permission for us to go inside of the office to look around..I worked hard for this.. So I got really upset to find anyone could be so disrespecteful and go behind my back... I can be equally as childish and just delete these entries. But, I want.. If someone should come accross this and see how unprofessional this group is by posting such things it could hurt the groups chances at being taken seriously.. I had private convos with Ali and she posted then on a fucking journal anyone to see... That says a lot about her character.. So obviously im not a good judge of character. Because when people told me that they were interested in being a part of this group, I tried to accept them based on how they would be about everything.. "I feel like I have a lot to offer this group, but we'll see what jon says?" How would anyone feel if they came up with an idea like this and worked their ass off, only to be disrespected like that.. I made Jon the vice president because hes knowledgable, hardworking and i figured trustworthy.. I thought he was my friend.. Even know we didnt know one another long.. I really thought that he was.. But I asked jon "are you talking to ali?" Thats it.. I didnt ask him what they were talking about.. Because that is personal, but to just lie to me and say no... It doesnt even make me angry.. Its really hurtful.. I can not work in a situation where I feel like I cant trust people... If ali wouldnt have told me I would have never known.. And I think thats fucked up in itself.. She told jon NOT to tell me that she was talking to him.. So he didnt he lied to me.. Then she turns around and tells me anyway.. So basically she had him lie to me for nothing.. Thats just causing trouble.. I'm not being a part of that.. I love and respect most of you.. Even Jon, because I think that he was just set up basically. But, Maybe i'm just not good enough for this.. So, i've left ali and jon in charge.. I will miss all of you and it was really fun while it lasted.. If you ever need anything just let me know!! This hurts me more than you'll ever know.. But I can't and will not deal with someone just not respecting me for no reason.. Just because I called a self proclaimed skeptic..A skeptic...Love yous :)Bye |
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