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	[27 Dec 2005\|12:26pm]
Hi, I am a bbw involved in the erotica industry, I absolutely love it! I've always been really horny and now I have an outlet to express it with people that appriate me, lol. Here's a pic from a recent shoot I did, I hope you guys like it. ;)( Oh baby!Collapse )Katie♥
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	[15 Sep 2005\|11:59pm]
I wrote a poem about my rape experience. It has really helped me, and I wanted to share it._no_that is my poemit is revolutionaryand it cries loudbecause it contains only one wordthat was more than one worda resounding cry against the continuous attacksdriven by our male-worshipping patriarchy they pound the walls of my womanhood
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hello there	[22 Oct 2004\|03:41pm]
[ mood \| squeee ] Hi!... Im an Anarchist Amazon and im happy to seee other Amazons out there!!ummm.... bye
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Hey!	[18 Nov 2000\|10:36pm]
[ mood \| strong ] I was looking for information on mythology, when i stumbled across your group. I was reading some of your posts, and was so surprised to find a group of people who go through the exact same thing i go through. I have to say "can't hold us down" is my theme song! And i can also identify with being called a feminazi. Having people demean your beliefs get's old quickly. What is so bad about wanting to be treated as an equal, or wanting to have a voice? nothing? so why are people so threatened by femmenists?
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Hey!

[18 Nov 2000|10:36pm]

[ mood | strong ] I was looking for information on mythology, when i stumbled across your group. I was reading some of your posts, and was so surprised to find a group of people who go through the exact same thing i go through. I have to say "can't hold us down" is my theme song! And i can also identify with being called a feminazi. Having people demean your beliefs get's old quickly. What is so bad about wanting to be treated as an equal, or wanting to have a voice? nothing? so why are people so threatened by femmenists?

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It's too quiet!	[04 May 2003\|12:56pm]
Hey everybody, almost no posts lately! What's up? I know someone must have something to vent about, or has noticed something interesting they want to bring up...
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PMDD	[22 Apr 2003\|08:26pm]
(this is a repost from my actual journal. lol)Today I called Dr. Young's office to see what he had to say about my headaches (I used to have one every blue moon, now I have two to four a week while on Necon), occasional dizzy spell and awful mood swings. Basically I wanted to know if they were hormone-related. I've pretty much ruled out anything else they could be.His nurse called back and said that it was possible I had PMDD that was "egged on" so to speak by the hormones I'm taking. (Last time I was on the pill, when I was 15, I felt the same effects and Necon is certainly a MUCH stronger pill than the originals.) So he prescribed me an antidepressant. What I want to know is, what the hell is PMDD? I've heard about it vaguely and (no offense to anyone out there who may have PMDD) I have always understood it to be a condition that makes you unbearable, unreasonable and is only right before your period. Dr. Young's nurse says it can strike at any time.And I've never had PMS either. It's just not been something that I've had to deal with. Now I'm all like, huh?
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PMDD

[22 Apr 2003|08:26pm]

(this is a repost from my actual journal. lol)Today I called Dr. Young's office to see what he had to say about my headaches (I used to have one every blue moon, now I have two to four a week while on Necon), occasional dizzy spell and awful mood swings. Basically I wanted to know if they were hormone-related. I've pretty much ruled out anything else they could be.His nurse called back and said that it was possible I had PMDD that was "egged on" so to speak by the hormones I'm taking. (Last time I was on the pill, when I was 15, I felt the same effects and Necon is certainly a MUCH stronger pill than the originals.) So he prescribed me an antidepressant. What I want to know is, what the hell is PMDD? I've heard about it vaguely and (no offense to anyone out there who may have PMDD) I have always understood it to be a condition that makes you unbearable, unreasonable and is only right before your period. Dr. Young's nurse says it can strike at any time.And I've never had PMS either. It's just not been something that I've had to deal with. Now I'm all like, huh?

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for your discussion:	[27 Mar 2003\|04:24pm]
University funding threatened over sexuality class that uses 'obscene' videosEds: Note content throughoutBy EMILY FREDRIXAssociated Press WriterTOPEKA, Kan. (AP) -- Upset by videos used during a sexuality class at the University of Kansas, the state Senate passed a bill that would withhold $3 million in funding to the school.The bill, passed Wednesday on a 24-13 vote, requires public universities to ban the purchase of such "obscene" material or lose funding for the offending department.The measure, an amendment to the state budget proposal, targets a popular class taught for 20 years by award-winning professor Dennis Dailey.Republican Sen. Susan Wagle said she offered the amendment after learning about the class from a student. She told colleagues that during the class Dailey displayed pictures of the genitalia of girls at ages 5 and 10, told female students to explore their own genitals as homework, and implied that a woman leaving for the restroom was going to masturbate."I think what is going on in this undergraduate class is obscene, and I want to make this type of activity not funded by the taxpayer," Wagle said.Dailey, who has numerous teaching awards, declined to comment on the Senate vote or on Wagle's description of the class, but said Wednesday that his materials were designed for classroom use."These are educational films. They are made by educational organizations and used as part of the educational process," Dailey said.University spokesman Todd Cohen said the university agreed.The class consistently reaches the maximum enrollment of 500, Cohen said.A 45-year-old student in the class Wednesday said she had initially been somewhat concerned."I was fearful and didn't want to view pornography," said Peg McFadden, a social work major. "But because he prepares you with a fine lecture before you view it, you're really prepared."Dailey's class on Wednesday included a lively discussion of homosexuality and homophobia. Before students left, Dailey told them that the next lesson would include a video of "vivid homoerotic" acts.Dailey is also leading a weekly seminar this semester for the campus' Ecumenical Christian Ministries and other religious groups.On the Net:Kansas Legislature: http://www.kslegislature.orgUniversity of Kansas: http://www.ku.edu
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[27 Mar 2003|04:24pm]

University funding threatened over sexuality class that uses 'obscene' videosEds: Note content throughoutBy EMILY FREDRIXAssociated Press WriterTOPEKA, Kan. (AP) -- Upset by videos used during a sexuality class at the University of Kansas, the state Senate passed a bill that would withhold $3 million in funding to the school.The bill, passed Wednesday on a 24-13 vote, requires public universities to ban the purchase of such "obscene" material or lose funding for the offending department.The measure, an amendment to the state budget proposal, targets a popular class taught for 20 years by award-winning professor Dennis Dailey.Republican Sen. Susan Wagle said she offered the amendment after learning about the class from a student. She told colleagues that during the class Dailey displayed pictures of the genitalia of girls at ages 5 and 10, told female students to explore their own genitals as homework, and implied that a woman leaving for the restroom was going to masturbate."I think what is going on in this undergraduate class is obscene, and I want to make this type of activity not funded by the taxpayer," Wagle said.Dailey, who has numerous teaching awards, declined to comment on the Senate vote or on Wagle's description of the class, but said Wednesday that his materials were designed for classroom use."These are educational films. They are made by educational organizations and used as part of the educational process," Dailey said.University spokesman Todd Cohen said the university agreed.The class consistently reaches the maximum enrollment of 500, Cohen said.A 45-year-old student in the class Wednesday said she had initially been somewhat concerned."I was fearful and didn't want to view pornography," said Peg McFadden, a social work major. "But because he prepares you with a fine lecture before you view it, you're really prepared."Dailey's class on Wednesday included a lively discussion of homosexuality and homophobia. Before students left, Dailey told them that the next lesson would include a video of "vivid homoerotic" acts.Dailey is also leading a weekly seminar this semester for the campus' Ecumenical Christian Ministries and other religious groups.On the Net:Kansas Legislature: http://www.kslegislature.orgUniversity of Kansas: http://www.ku.edu

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Just seemed fitting...	[05 Feb 2003\|02:24am]
[ mood \| refreshed ] Can't Hold Us Down ~ Christina AguileraSo-What am I not supposed to have an opinionShould I keep quiet just because I'm a womanCall me a bitch cause I speak what's on my mindGuess its easier for you to swallow if I sat and smiledWhen a female fires back suddenly big talker don't know how to actSo he does what every little boy would doMakin' up a few false rumors or twoThat for sure is not a man to me, slanderin' names for popularityIts sad you only get your fame through controversyBut now its time for me to come and give you more to sayChorus:This is for my girls all around the worldWho've come across a man that don't respect your worthThinkin' all women should be seen not heardSo what do we do girls, shout louderLettin 'em know we're gonna stand our groundSo lift your hands higher and wave 'em proudTake a deep breath and say it loudNever can, never willCan't hold us downNobody can hold us down...Never can, never will...So-What am I not supposed to say what I'm sayingAre you offended with the message I'm bringingCall me whatever cause your words don't mean a thingGuess you ain't even a man enough to handle what I singIf you look back in history its a common double standard in societyThe guy gets all the glory the more he can scoreWhile the girl can do the same and yet you call her a whoreI don't understand why its o.k.The guy can get away with it the girl gets namedAll my ladies come together and make a changeAnd start a new beginning for us, everybody sangChorusHere is something i just can't understandIf a guy have 3 girls then he's the manHe can even give her some head or sex her allIf a girl do the same then she's a whoreBut the tables about to turn, i bet my fame on itCats take my ideas and put their name itIts aight though can't hold me downgot to keep on movinto all my girls with a man who be tryin to mackgive it right back to him and let that be thatyou need to let him know that his game is wackand Lil Kim and Christina Aguilera have your backYou're just a little boyThink you're so cute, so coyYou must talk so big to make up for smaller thingsYou're just a little boyAll you do is annoyYou must talk so big to make up for smaller thingsChorus x2
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Just seemed fitting...

[05 Feb 2003|02:24am]

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refreshed ] Can't Hold Us Down ~ Christina AguileraSo-What am I not supposed to have an opinionShould I keep quiet just because I'm a womanCall me a bitch cause I speak what's on my mindGuess its easier for you to swallow if I sat and smiledWhen a female fires back suddenly big talker don't know how to actSo he does what every little boy would doMakin' up a few false rumors or twoThat for sure is not a man to me, slanderin' names for popularityIts sad you only get your fame through controversyBut now its time for me to come and give you more to sayChorus:This is for my girls all around the worldWho've come across a man that don't respect your worthThinkin' all women should be seen not heardSo what do we do girls, shout louderLettin 'em know we're gonna stand our groundSo lift your hands higher and wave 'em proudTake a deep breath and say it loudNever can, never willCan't hold us downNobody can hold us down...Never can, never will...So-What am I not supposed to say what I'm sayingAre you offended with the message I'm bringingCall me whatever cause your words don't mean a thingGuess you ain't even a man enough to handle what I singIf you look back in history its a common double standard in societyThe guy gets all the glory the more he can scoreWhile the girl can do the same and yet you call her a whoreI don't understand why its o.k.The guy can get away with it the girl gets namedAll my ladies come together and make a changeAnd start a new beginning for us, everybody sangChorusHere is something i just can't understandIf a guy have 3 girls then he's the manHe can even give her some head or sex her allIf a girl do the same then she's a whoreBut the tables about to turn, i bet my fame on itCats take my ideas and put their name itIts aight though can't hold me downgot to keep on movinto all my girls with a man who be tryin to mackgive it right back to him and let that be thatyou need to let him know that his game is wackand Lil Kim and Christina Aguilera have your backYou're just a little boyThink you're so cute, so coyYou must talk so big to make up for smaller thingsYou're just a little boyAll you do is annoyYou must talk so big to make up for smaller thingsChorus x2

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New Poll	[22 Jan 2003\|02:36pm]
Who is the best female role model out there? Who is the worst female role model out there? How close are women to being truly equal to men? (1 being not equal at all, 10 being completely equal) Mean: 6.43 Median: 6 Std. Dev 2.26
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Roe Vs. Wade	[20 Jan 2003\|04:40pm]
[ mood \| anxious ] The Roe vs Wade decision which gave women the right to choose celebrates its 30th anniversary this month.If you'd like, take a minute to answer this quick poll. Should abortions remain legal? Why do you feel the way you do? Because this is such a hot button issue, I only ask that you keep discussion civil. If I see someone name call, I'll close this entry because, to me, that is contrary to the spirit of a proper debate.
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Roe Vs. Wade

[20 Jan 2003|04:40pm]

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anxious ] The Roe vs Wade decision which gave women the right to choose celebrates its 30th anniversary this month.If you'd like, take a minute to answer this quick poll. Should abortions remain legal? Why do you feel the way you do? Because this is such a hot button issue, I only ask that you keep discussion civil. If I see someone name call, I'll close this entry because, to me, that is contrary to the spirit of a proper debate.

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Is this just a me thing?	[18 Jan 2003\|04:44pm]
[ mood \| angry ] K, so last night I was called a feminazi by a guy at work. I was and am incredibly offended. Don't get me wrong, I'm proud to be a strong women with unwavering beliefs and a strong voice to state these beliefs, but at the same time, it still hurts. Like, if someone calls me a bitch, I don't really take offense to it, unless I know they mean it very offensively. Well, this guy meant it to be a negative thing. Why is it that women are supposed to be weaker than guys? So what if I'm smarter than this kid and could debate him under a table and am not afraid of telling him I think he's wrong? Why does that make me evil? Argh. I just hate that word. Like its a bad thing to think I'm strong.
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Is this just a me thing?

[18 Jan 2003|04:44pm]

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angry ] K, so last night I was called a feminazi by a guy at work. I was and am incredibly offended. Don't get me wrong, I'm proud to be a strong women with unwavering beliefs and a strong voice to state these beliefs, but at the same time, it still hurts. Like, if someone calls me a bitch, I don't really take offense to it, unless I know they mean it very offensively. Well, this guy meant it to be a negative thing. Why is it that women are supposed to be weaker than guys? So what if I'm smarter than this kid and could debate him under a table and am not afraid of telling him I think he's wrong? Why does that make me evil? Argh. I just hate that word. Like its a bad thing to think I'm strong.

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PMS tablets	[05 Jan 2003\|08:31pm]
[ mood \| curious ] I was just curious as to how many of you use them, and how effective they are for you...I generally use Midol for cramps, but have also started using PMS formula for the few days before. I tend to lapse into these terrible fits of depression and crankiness, so I thought they might help.I THINK they do...sometimes better than others. Has anyone actually heard anything about the effectiveness? or is this more of a placebo-effect thing?
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PMS tablets

[05 Jan 2003|08:31pm]

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curious ] I was just curious as to how many of you use them, and how effective they are for you...I generally use Midol for cramps, but have also started using PMS formula for the few days before. I tend to lapse into these terrible fits of depression and crankiness, so I thought they might help.I THINK they do...sometimes better than others. Has anyone actually heard anything about the effectiveness? or is this more of a placebo-effect thing?

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vitamins	[29 Dec 2002\|11:00pm]
[ mood \| pensive ] I was just talking to my boyfriend and I remembered I ran into some terrible digestive problems a few years back when I was taking one of those women's formula multi-vitamins, you know, the ones with 150% of your recommended daily allowance of iron. Anyone else take them, and if so, did you end up with the same problem?
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Merry Christmas	[24 Dec 2002\|07:54pm]
I'd like to wish a Merry Christmas to those of you who celebrate it. If you don't celebrate it, I hope you have a good day anyways.~Karen
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From The Onion	[04 Dec 2002\|04:42pm]
[ mood \| bitchy ] Top 10 Euphemisms for Menstruation1. Ridin' the Cotton Pony2. Checking into the Red Roof Inn3. Kate Bush-ing4. Falling to the Communists5. A Visit from Capn' Bloodsnatch6. Walking along the beach in soft focus7. "Red Skelton dropped by"8. Gettin' down with the O.B.9. "It's 'that time of the month' where 'I'm not at my best' because 'my vagina is bleeding'"
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Quote for the week:	[04 Dec 2002\|03:26pm]
[ mood \| devious ] "Only good girls keep diaries. Bad girls don't have time."actress Tallulah Bankhead
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alright...	[29 Nov 2002\|10:10pm]
This community has been dead for the past few days. We need some good discussion going again. So here's a topic. Stripping. Are exotic dancers demeaning themselves or is this women's liberation at work? Go forth and discuss.
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quote to ponder:	[26 Nov 2002\|07:15pm]
[ mood \| contemplative ] No book has yet been written in praise of a woman who let her husband and children starve or suffer while she invented even the most useful things, or wrote books, or expressed herself in art, or evolved philosophic systems. Anna Garlin Spencer, Woman's Share in Social Culture, 1912
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A positive Message	[25 Nov 2002\|12:18pm]
I don't even like ice cream, not even godiva or haagan daaz, but Ben & Jerry are my Gods.Ben & Jerry's ice cream is my cure all. No matter how happy or upset I am, cramps, whatever, just get me some Concession Obsession and I'm fine. If I can sit down with an entire pint of Chubby Hubby, and not take any breaks from eating until I'm done, I feel so accomplished. I don't know about other places, but here you can only buy it by the pint and it's 7 bucks per pint. I have no idea why they don't sale the gallons. Probably because people like me would sit there and eat the entire thing.Ben & Jerrys kicks some major ice-cream ass. Just thought I'd say that.
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A positive Message

[25 Nov 2002|12:18pm]

I don't even like ice cream, not even godiva or haagan daaz, but Ben & Jerry are my Gods.Ben & Jerry's ice cream is my cure all. No matter how happy or upset I am, cramps, whatever, just get me some Concession Obsession and I'm fine. If I can sit down with an entire pint of Chubby Hubby, and not take any breaks from eating until I'm done, I feel so accomplished. I don't know about other places, but here you can only buy it by the pint and it's 7 bucks per pint. I have no idea why they don't sale the gallons. Probably because people like me would sit there and eat the entire thing.Ben & Jerrys kicks some major ice-cream ass. Just thought I'd say that.

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please help my tootsies	[24 Nov 2002\|11:32pm]
[ mood \| annoyed ] I know this grosses some people out ... but I have severe "change of season" skin. What do I mean? Well the skin on my feet is all cracked and peely and dry and nothing I do seems to help it. It gets like this whenever the weather changes. I know peeling the skin off is disgusting and doesn't help things. Anyone have any suggestions?
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vitamins	[29 Dec 2002\|11:00pm]
[ mood \| pensive ] I was just talking to my boyfriend and I remembered I ran into some terrible digestive problems a few years back when I was taking one of those women's formula multi-vitamins, you know, the ones with 150% of your recommended daily allowance of iron. Anyone else take them, and if so, did you end up with the same problem?
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From The Onion	[04 Dec 2002\|04:42pm]
[ mood \| bitchy ] Top 10 Euphemisms for Menstruation1. Ridin' the Cotton Pony2. Checking into the Red Roof Inn3. Kate Bush-ing4. Falling to the Communists5. A Visit from Capn' Bloodsnatch6. Walking along the beach in soft focus7. "Red Skelton dropped by"8. Gettin' down with the O.B.9. "It's 'that time of the month' where 'I'm not at my best' because 'my vagina is bleeding'"
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quote to ponder:	[26 Nov 2002\|07:15pm]
[ mood \| contemplative ] No book has yet been written in praise of a woman who let her husband and children starve or suffer while she invented even the most useful things, or wrote books, or expressed herself in art, or evolved philosophic systems. Anna Garlin Spencer, Woman's Share in Social Culture, 1912
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please help my tootsies	[24 Nov 2002\|11:32pm]
[ mood \| annoyed ] I know this grosses some people out ... but I have severe "change of season" skin. What do I mean? Well the skin on my feet is all cracked and peely and dry and nothing I do seems to help it. It gets like this whenever the weather changes. I know peeling the skin off is disgusting and doesn't help things. Anyone have any suggestions?
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