__protrudinghipbone's Journal (original) (raw)

yay! i'm so excited to be joining a new community, even though the pro ana one i first joined is awesome...it's just more support from more awesome girls....bsides, i really like the name ;) !!! anyway, even though i have a feeling most of the girls on here will be ones i know from other lj sites, i'll intro myself again:

YOUR LIVEJOURNAL USERNAME: killingkelly
YOUR AGE: 17
YOUR HEIGHT: 5'5''
CURRENT WEIGHT: 115.2
LOWEST WEIGHT: 103 (sigh...what a lovely number)
HIGHEST WEIGHT: 135?
BMI: 19.1
SHORT TERM GOAL WEIGHT: 110
LONG TERM GOAL WEIGHT: anywhere between 97-103

ok, i'm not gonna spend a whole lot of time discussing when/why i became ana...prolly in the beginning of 8th grade; and because i HATE HATE HATE the way i look,. it makes me sick, like, almost physically sick to see myself like this. also being skinny is addictive: not only the feel of being totally in control of how much i weigh/what my body looks like, but i am obsessed with feeling hungry, looking skinny....yada yada.

no big surprises there! ;) anyway, it's lovely to be here!!!! SOOO comforting to have all these beautiful girls (physically, i'm sure, but i'm talking spiritually, most of you are so encouraging and supportive and loving) understand how i am feeling, it's a piece of heaven!! my best friend constantly jumps my ass whenever i express dissatisfaction over how i look...which sucks, i feel like i can't ever talk to her about what's on my mind most of the time....but this place is PeRfEcT!! i love y'all and i hope lots more of lovely girls join this lj......

xoxoxoxoxoxo