PURGE THIS EMPTY HEART. (original) (raw)

According to a girl from the local Catholic School, liking poetry makes you into some kind of freak of nature. I wonder why it is so socially unacceptable to write poetry. Her: "Do you like poetry?"Me: "Yes."Her: "Hahaha."Me: "What?"Her: "Nothing."Me: "Is it an insult or something?"Her: "Yes."Me: "Why? Because my words are a form of art?"Her: "Hahaha."Me: "Whatever."I don't know why that bothered me. But it did. Any thoughts?
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OMG. Tristan is home after being snowed in in the middle of no where which his drug dealing cousin and a week, well 4 days of Moi being a nervous wreck. I don't even have words to begin to say how utterly stressed I've been over it. My period barily started. I've been sick everyday (no I'm not ;) ). I've just been so stressed. I really thought things would fall apart but he's in bed asleep and I'm not sure if I want to cry, or laugh just from the relief. Loving someone with an addiction is scary. And I'm just glad he is ok. I also wish I didn't need him so very much, I'm sure THAT isn't healthy but I'm fascinated with him and he fills so much of my obsessions. :-p
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ok so a while ago i posted my college essay and asked for advice. well i decided it sucked, lol. so i blew it off and now ive got till wednesday to send it in. grr... im such a procrastinator. anyway, let me know what you think of these, they are 2 seperate essays for 2 diff colleges. neither is done, they are both about half, but im stuck. so any input, advice, whatever would be cool. thanks guys.( my essaysCollapse ) p.s. i wasnt sure if this is really relevant to the community, i just know there are a lot of intelligent and talented people in here.
and left it on the cold floor...
k guys, right now this is a jumbled mess, the paragraphs arent even in the right order, so just pay attention to each individual one, they dont flow together yet. but im running into a wall and i dont know where to go from here. this is my college essay. that means it may determine whether i get into the school i desperately want to. i do not want to hear that it is good. i want to hear what would make it better. if it sucks, tell me. any advice is appreciated. thanks.( why me?Collapse )
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