u said u hated my suffering and u understood and u take care of me -- Day (original) (raw)

im leaving my mind [22 Aug 2003|03:23pm]
[ **mood** | lonely ] today was my last day of work!!yes!! im soooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo happy!! cant u tell...actually i just did lol. but i when i got home i watched nina go online and just chilled in the office ...and my papa goses its hot out im like yeah it is...hes like put on some shorts im like i dont have any... hes like o well then ur just gonna have to go out like that and pick the weeds so yeah me a my sista picked weeds and i did the pother side of the ouse o turns out i didnt have to...*sigh* oh well...and now im all nice and showered and online...i made up a song well out there i dont want to post it cause i dont one a someone seeing it...i think its great though... hahaha okay yeah im crazy... god i need someone to hold me right now... im soo damn lonely i hate it...*another sigh*well i hope u had a good day :D your the world to me lol...yeah okay im leaving...maybe ill stay but im gonna stop writing...well for now...loves!
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AND THE WINNER IS... [22 Aug 2003|05:18pm]
[ **mood** | dorky ] I TALK TO CHRIS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! AND IM THE HAPPIEST MOFO IN ALL THE LAND!!hes not mad at me i have my friendship back!!! i love it!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!i missed him soo much, he wasnt mad at he he was just kinda in a pissy mood the last time we spoke but not nemore of at the moment :Dnina just told me that the hillary duff cd is aviable at the disney store LMAO!! yeah walmart isnt bad kmart i dont think they sell cds. but the disney store haha probably by the mickey mouse stuffies nina said thats soo friggin great yeah i laughed lol...okay yeah ninas watching abcfamily waiting for brendan leonard to come on and get me offline to watch it lol.i keep on hearing about when a date with brendan leonard contest and how u should vote now or how u cant anymore lol whatever yeah...i wonder if anyone would compette over a date with me hahaha that be soo funny and unlike me... WIN A DATE WITH ME!!hahahahahaha yeah and what would we do go to the movies!like always lmao that be soo great have guys fighting over me hahahaha yeah i wish! im a loser ill be running away now but isnt that funny...noo its not u wish i was dead lol fine!! i hate u too!
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janitor(how ever u spell i cant type) [22 Aug 2003|06:35pm]
i wrote a song... its for tiffany lol i hope she thinks its funny...i wish u could here me sing it here it gosemean mean janitor manpissed off with his trash cangets anrgy if u have ur shoeson his clean little chairsbut im a bitchyes im a bitch(dont denie it!)so i wipe my muddy feetyes i wipe my muddy feetall over his chairsnow the hairs poping outta his neckhes more pissedbut its not my fault he never passed high schoolmean mean janitor man u dont understand im just a kid just trying to relaxid be pissed to if i was in ur shoes but stead im the the ones that wipe the mudyeah now hes madand im just glad my friends had a laughshit he has a gun...this is longer funmean mean janitor man just got meanerand now im cleaning the chair it cant be cleaner now im in fear for my life please mister janitor...im sorry
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lonely again... [22 Aug 2003|06:53pm]
[ **mood** | crushed ] once again im lonely...some please talk to me lol or at least right me a comment telling me how much of a loser im for begging...
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im happy see :D [22 Aug 2003|08:44pm]
[ **mood** | happy ] lol yeah im happy...nina is missing degrassi which is very unnina like but she talk to jt(not jt from the show) soo its kinda worth it for her lol.im happy...due to this fruit juice of some kind and good company...though he left me ;-; lol im just planing about the tear im not crying '-; lol jk i dunno im odd and bored...im on and no one else is...nina is using the phone..and im left all alone lol yeah rymes! well susan just sign on...hmm to speak or not to speak that is the question...im talking im way to bored lol...but im happy...going to the folk festivle yay!!okay im out i just wanted u all to know how happy i was
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im sad again...*sigh* [22 Aug 2003|09:28pm]
[ **mood** | blah ] oh well i dunno i need some1 2 love me...or at least pretend to... seriously im soo close to crying...i wish i was happy...happy is nice...i can prentend...gawd...i was happy earlier...oh well...im sorry i complain far to much...im watching the starting line the soo sad...it reminds me of say anything and the lead singer is reely hott lol...but still im sad...im kinda getting to happy...well im gonna gooim online restlessleeper12 (if u pitty me im me)
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