| im sickand i wish i would dieim disgusted with myself and im sicku have no idea how easy it is to forget out meat times i wonder if im even aliveif the world is realim sickdisgusted with myselfi dont want to be mebut imwhy can i just have a moment were im am happylost in the ecstasy that is life.to feel what love really is.i want to be wanted.but im sickalone disgusted with what has become of meso im laying on my floortrying to drown out the painwith music and fake smilesand i wait day by dayfor the feelingbut its hard to find it when im not even lookingim sick |
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