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Well... I'm socially awkward.I got up this morning and kind of chilled for a while. I watched the final part of the Red Riding trilogy, which along with Pulp Fiction is one of the most sordid, horrifying things I have ever watched. I wanted to watch it because Andrew Garfield is in it. I kind of regret the decision to start watching it, but the story was interesting enough that I got sucked into it and had to finish. But they went for realism with the violence, and sometimes it was made more horrifying by the fact that the grislier stuff was left to the imagination. There was a LOT of torture, though. Especially in the first part. I've gotten to this point where sheer cruelty like that just sickens me, and it completely horrifies me that people actually DO this stuff. Why the hell would anyone treat another human being like that? Lord Jesus, come soon. I'm not even getting into the sexual content. Anyway, don't recommend.So after I labored through that, I went to Utsunomiya. At the train station, I saw Ida-san, so we sat next to each other on the train and talked. Then I went to visit my friend Hisato at a book store, and... well, things went downhill. I tried to invite him for coffee sometime all casual-like but I blushed for some unknown reason like I was actually asking him out on a date (which was totally not my intention at all! Gaaah!) and things just got awkward from there. I think I probably freaked him out a little. Anyway, I'm really embarrassed and I'm not going back there for a while. It... it was just so awkward.I did find some good books though, and to be honest, that bookstore had the best English section I've found yet. I bought a book on Kanji that actually included radicals! I'm pretty happy about that. |