Give my Heart Away (original) (raw)

I was looking somethings I had said or well written I realize I've been a pain. All this talking about Draco/Ginny, which could have been my imagination and I feel so stupid for bringing it up. I'm supposed to be a smart, sencible Ravenclaw for heaven sakes! And also I've been going on about Cedric more and more... Its something I should talk to myself more then bring it out on other people. I thought I had gotten over him after Harry but I guess I haven't. People say you don't forget your first, but thats bull. I just won't forget him.

But that peice of dirt in the green and silver scarf shouldn't have even brought him up! Strip him away from his money and luxury, the only thing he probably cares for, and see how he takes it!

Oh, there I go ranting on and on again! I

will stop. I'll tape my mouth closed if I have to and take away every drop of water so I odn't end up bursting in tears over him.

Ok maybe thats a bit dramatic. I'll try my best to stop. There we go.

[Charm for girls] Boys are so complicating! Shouldn't there be an instruction manual or something? [/charm]

Of course something is missing. We are in the middle of a war, and still stuck here and its...peaceful. No attacks have been heard from and nothings been happening here. Even before You-Know-Who became powerful there was something going on. Chamber of Secrets, Sirius Black, Sirius Black, Triwizard Tournament and of course Umbridge(the worst of all). Maybe its just being save up. Maybe theres going to be something so great...not great but powerful.

I shouldn't be predicting the downfall of Hogwarts just yet. I have homework to do(and probably some of Pansy's too)