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This fall is an especially soul searching time. It is a trying time for all in the zodiac. Now is a time for reinventing, for atonement, for taking stock. Along with the autumnal harvest type themes here in the northern hemisphere, even the Aussie and other southern folks will see that there is a different feel to this particular season. There will be a period for reinvention, for rebuilding or rewiring of the self, a need to break old habits that are harmful, a need to seek out people who may be on the same spiritual path, whether this is how to read an aura or how to fix an S pipe in a sink.

This is not an easy time. And there will also be a general need to hermit and recharge our batteries often accompanied by a hot bath or music (don't let the discplayer fall in the tub!)

And this is all okay. Again like I have said in reference to myself there is a time for being and a time for doing and if you need to just be at this time and think, this is fine, this is actually going to be a bit more "natural" feeling at current time of writing. \ If you feel you should be doing, do. The world can't stop for a few "sensitives" taking stock. But if your doing is covering up what you might not want to discover about yourself while "being," you may need to take a moment.

Sometimes out of fear, we do things that we think are out of love. To ourselves and those around us. And we need to atone. I have a heavy heart myself today. Very. Because sometimes the only force allowing us perspective in this type of atonement is time.

How many times have you hidden a truth or caused a drama directly or indirectly that you couldn't be straight up about for a decade or more? I've learned now in lying to one's parents, about where you are going or whatnot, now at almost 28 I can laugh with my parents about these things, realizing they knew all along.

But at sixteen? Christ, no!

So what I am trying to summarize now is that those orbs in the heaven, those fixed and nonfixed stars, they are telling us all to fess up to ourselves, so that later we can atone properly to any we've hurt. Now is the time.

I will share with you some of my own personal findings about me:

I sometimes talk loudly or exagerrate a funny story for attention. If the guy's fake leg fell off at the bar in the real story, my version may have it sailing across the room landing in the piano.

I sometimes don't speak up for myself to preserve someone else's feelings. If someone is going on and on about for example a band I don't really care for at all, I just say nothing or I nod. But I neve r have the more aries bravado to say "I hate that band!"

I am lazy. It is very hard for me to get up early early and go to an office type job.

These are all things that I personally need to do some working on. Look inward and see what needs maintenance in YOU. Sometimes we are so busy pleasing others and taking care of things, we forget to take care of US. And if you have very little YOU to work with, how can you help anyone else?

love and peace and bountiful blessings to you and yours, pepper