Sie Geben Mich Ekelkhafte Alptraeume und Schreckliche Traeume (original) (raw)

[	mood	|	So Much Stuff A-Goin On	]

So many decisions that are undecided!
I'm unsure how to treat Adnan now.. I don't want to be just his friend.. And I'm NOT a groupie.. groupies are sluts who just like anyone in a band.. But I don't think he got that.. Oh well.. I really really like him alot, still.. but if I have to settle for friends, I guess I can deal, but I'd rather not.

On the other hand, of course I still like the other person on my list of people.. I always have, but you know.. Whatev. I'm not sure I could pick him over Adnan, though. I think it's not really that I feel for him, so much as I want to be important to him... but, he's oblivious and I'm so obvious.

Anyway.. I went over to Brian's yesterday! It was fun times doing nothing, like we always do. Haha. We wateched the Hellfest 2002 DVD.. It rocked. I said that I wanted to go, and Brian told me to go when his band plays. Haha I get to be media for them. He promised.
Going to Amelia/Liz's birthday party on Saturday. Mmmmmhm. I hope Brian/ maybe Adnan can go. I think that'd rock. Big time. BIG TIME. -cough cough-

PSATs on Saturday...

Oh yeah, and I think I'm gonna go look at my car, and maybe buy it/drive it home on Saturday. Yayeah.

Ps- I had a dream with Brian and Adnan's friend Andy in it! It was weird.. I've been dreaming about their group alot.. kinda weird. Some dreams I enjoy, though. Rawr.

pps- I found out that on a scale of 1-10, my back massages are a 23. Yaaaaaah. That's awesome.

Ppps- Mr Savard said, and I quote, "Now that you're not dating that cute Bosnian boy, why don't you just go out with Brian and get it over with?"
I wasn't sure what the funniest part of that sentence was.. maybe it was that he called Adnan cute.. or told me to get it over with Brian. Good man, that Savard. Good man, indeed.