I am so sorry (original) (raw)
| [21 Aug 2009|07:43pm] | |
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| J.Im sorry youre this aloof, indifferent asshole sometimes.Im sorry you couldnt appreciate my poem and my email.Im sorry you make me feel lonlier than ever.Im sorry you cant open up.Im sorry that for the last year I have been here for you whenever you needed meand you cant do the same.Im sorry you hurt my feelings tonight and im planning not to speak to you again.Im sorry im depressed and lonely and tired.Im sorry I call you three times a day and text you.Im sorry youre so bothered by me.lets see how the world is without you in it,-S. | |
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| [23 Apr 2009|08:57pm] | |
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| Im sorry theres times where I cant stand you.Im sorry that sometimes when i say 'i love you' i only want to mean itIm sorry you still dont trust meIm sorry youre verbally abusivefuck. | |
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| i'm sorry. i wish i could just say that to you... | [16 Nov 2008|01:26pm] |
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| i am so sorry...i want to fix this. you have no idea the lengths t which i would go, to earn your forgiveness. i'd let you to take me "back there", however you saw fit.and it would be a release. a perfect apology. if you had to check me every singe day, i would be your best parolee. just touch my wris and you'd protect it from harm. i really wish you would bring me back there. i'd feel so much less guilty and that much more forgiven. 'cause i'm unbelievably sorry. i just want you to hold me tight and tell me i'm still your best girl. 'cause you're everything upon everything to me. it hurts to look at your pictures because it's been so long since we've talked. i hope you still actually love me, because that would be nice right about now when everything is falling apart. everything is falling apart. i wonder if i had told you that, instead of you having to drag it out of me...maybe we'd still be close. i just never wanted to hurt you, ever. * * * *(i won't write the rest, because it was part of a letter i really shouldn't write...) and for the record, i've gone 15 months free of the addiction.sorry, free of *acting* on it. nora. | |
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| [24 Mar 2008|08:38pm] | |
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[ **mood** |  envious ] I'm sorry I don't understand you.I'm sorry that I can't seem to breathe.I'm sorry for being so horrible.I'm sorry for not being your Baby Girl.I'm sorry I;m not as beautiful as you say.I'm sorry I find lies better than truth.I'm sorry I hated my last statement.I'm sorry I can't cope.I'm sorry I'm not living up to who I really am.I'm sorry I'm not good enough for my own taste.I'm sorry I have an insecurity in everything little thing.I'm sorry I complain to you, love.I'm sorry I'm just another cliche.I'm sorry I had to write this. |
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| [20 Feb 2008|10:00pm] | |
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| Im sorry I dont think Im worth all of this.Im sorry Im constantly scared youre going to leave me because family is going to be worth more than your 5-month-im-so-in-love-with-you-this-means-forever-i-swear relationshipIm sorry I cry too much because my heart achesIm sorry you kissed him and it secretly hasnt left my mindIm sorry you kissed him twiceIm sorry I do everything you ask of me but you dont do the sameIm sorry Im so easily controlled.Im sorry youre seeming controlling.Im sorry Im still as in love with you as my last post (below this one) shows.Im sorry I dont make any mistakes as serious as those you already have.Im sorry I think youre going to leave me for a guy.Im sorry I think you really arent a lesbian sometimes.Im sorry Im insecure and uncomfortable with my body sometimes.Im sorry I make no sense.Im sorry Im terrified. | |
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| [25 Oct 2007|10:13pm] | |
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| Im sorry I didnt tell you about this whole thing sooner in the day,before we kissed, before you got scared.Im sorry you cant tell me how weirded out you actually are.Im sorry Im falling in love with you so much sooner than I planned.Im sorry sometimes I can be actually too intense.Im sorry youre everything I could ever want and Ive only ever felt jealous with you.Im sorry for wanting you every second and every day.Im sorry for sometimes not looking as well kept as you seem to always be.Im sorry,Im sorry,for everything other relationship before you and how they ruined my heart.Im ready, really,im sorry. | |
| 1 realize| I'm not perfect |
| [14 Oct 2007|04:13am] | |
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| [ **mood** | crushed ] I'm sorry I can't be the wife you deserve.I'm sorry I can't quit lying.I'm sorry that place, that desert, ruined you. I'm sorry that you had to do what you had to do to survive.I'm sorry you had to see all that.I'm sorry for that girl, and what she did. I'm sorry for what you put her through.I'm sorry for the way we treat Nicole. I'm sorry I can't say any of this to your face.I'm sorry I can't keep the house clean.I'm sorry I don't try harder.I'm sorry that I'm so resentful.I'm sorry that your dad died. I'm sorry that you don't have any friends.I'm sorry that I'm so needy.I'm sorry that I need you so much.I'm sorry that our marriage is falling apart.I'm sorry that we've only been married for 4 months and I'm already ruining it.I'm sorry that I can't love you better.I love you. I really do. But most of all I'm sorry. |
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| [08 Oct 2007|03:09pm] | |
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| [ **mood** | sad ] im sorry i hurt you that bad,im sorry you wont let me in again,i understand,im sorry i dont belongim sorry you wont give me your heartim sorry i broke itim sorry i lost hopeim sorry i fell apartim sorry you werent thereim sorry you wont let me be there for youim sorry you will never understand how much ive cried |
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| im sorry. | [22 Sep 2007|08:39am] |
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| im sorry i never got to say good byeim sorry that you had to dieim sorry i didnt try harder to save youim sorry i didnt know you felt so blueim sorry you couldnt talk to meim sorry i couldnt get through this easilyim sorry i that i miss you so muchim sorry i didnt have the special touchim sorry i that i got so madim sorry things got that badim sorry for saying sorry all the timeand im sorry that you just won't leave my mind...but most of all im just sorry that no matter where you looked, happiness you could not find. | |
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| [07 Aug 2007|08:45pm] | |
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| i'm sorry that it meant something to me i'm sorry that i like you.i'm sorry that it's all a big mistake. | |
| I'm not perfect |
| i just am | [30 Jan 2006|04:36pm] |
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| [ **mood** | numb ] im sorry i like girls and guysim sorry im differentim sorry u grill me everydayim sorry that luis turned down bethim sorry she has to get so hurtim sorry that i cant kiss away her tears cuz im takenim sorry things got so complicatedim sorry i have to many problemsim sorry i scare youim sorry i was ur accedentim sorry i get really hyperim sorry i didnt hop in the car with those guys this weekend, maby it would be over nowim sorry its who i amim sorry that this world is so screwed up. im sorryi just am. |
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| 1 realize| I'm not perfect |
| [17 Dec 2005|11:52am] | |
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| im sorry he told u i kissed him, but i didnt.im sorry u broke up with me, but im glade u took me backim sorry u felt like crap over his wordsim sorry i didnt know what was going onim sorry i had to see ur painim sorry i was so mad at uim sorry | |
| I'm not perfect |
| [13 Dec 2005|06:03pm] | |
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| dammit. im sorry, u dont like me!im so sorry that u think im a wuss friggen emo kid. im not.im sorry but yes i know there are people worse off than me.im sorry, wtf u say i shouldnt be saying that and then u go off and say it to,ur a hypocrite.im sorry, but fuck off.im sorry u ever said anything.im sorry ur so dumb | |
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| my tears are not enough. . . | [13 Dec 2005|03:51pm] |
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[ **mood** |  ditzy ] im sorry that u dont say hiim sorry but i wont be borde cuz u dont feel like gracing me with ur prescenceim sorry but i went with himim sorry i embarrased uim sorry ur friends thought i was cheatingim sorry but i waz dizzyim sorry u acted like nothing waz wrong |
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| Dont Speak, Everytime u Open ur Mouth a Little Part of me Dies | [08 Dec 2005|04:04pm] |
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[ **mood** |  annoyed ] im sorry im not perfecteven though i try to beim sorry i want uand u dont want meim sorry all this happenedbut arent my tears enough?im sorry u dont dont know all the things i did for uim sorry that ur worth itand im sorry that i tryedbut especially im sorry for all those times u lied(wow that kinda rhymed alittle) |
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| dont make me bleed anymore. . . | [08 Dec 2005|03:59pm] |
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| [ **mood** | annoyed ] im sorry i do itim sorry ur madim sorry the color, just makes me gladim sorry it hurtsim sorry i cannot stopim sorry, but ive tryedim sorry they make me cryim sorry for the rumersand im sorry for the painim sorry that everything i dois all in veinim sorry its mebut im not deppressedim sorry for all this shyt that i regret. |
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| just, stop the pain, as only, u can | [07 Dec 2005|05:25pm] |
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| [ **mood** | depressed ] im sorry u dont want to us to be us anymoreim sorry u chose her over meim sorry for everytime u flirted in front of me with her and i acted as though it never happenedim sorry i came to u twiceim sorry for spilling my life to uim sorry for all the times u said i love uim sorry u said i deserved better,♥ then handed my heart back in piecesim sorry i wanna dial ur numberim sorry that the pain is escaping my eyes nonstopim sorry i ever botheredim sorry it just couldnt beim sorry U dont want MEim, just sorry, ok?no nevermind.IM SORRY IM APOLOGIZING FOR UR MISTAKE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! |
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| *new here* | [04 Dec 2005|10:29am] |
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| [ **mood** | depressed ] im sorry for taking those pills im sorry for making them laugh im sorry for passing out im sorry for being called to the counslers im sorry it went that way im sorry for what happened im sorry for them connecting the dots im sorry i cried im sorry they checked my pulse im sorry that they discovered u to im sorry she cant talk to us anymore♥ im sorry di is leaving im sorry i caused this pain im sorry they told on me im sorry he saw my scars im sorry life is this way im sorry they saw my scars im sorry they called u in im sorry im sorry our secret is out im sorry im sorry we can no longer escape im sorry im sorry we have to go back im sorry that its gonna suck im sorry were losing our friends one by oneim sorry it ever happened |
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| i just lost you | [06 Nov 2005|03:55pm] |
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| [ **mood** | sad ] I'm sorry i just lost you. I'm sorry i was too much to handle. I'm sorry nothing i ever did meant jack shit to you. I'm sorry i thought i was more to you than i really am. I'm sorry i'm just a waste of space. I'm sorry they're more important to you than me. I'm sorry i didn't do the right thing when i had the chance. I'm sorry that i have to go through this alone now. i'm sorry that she probably won't ever trust me the same way again...I'm sorry that i probably won't ever be able to make it up to you. iIm sorry i made you up....and gave you a costume you never *Ever* wanted to wear...i don't want to learn this lesson. I'll miss you...a lot...one more fuckin' friendship...gone |
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