Something Dark (original) (raw)

| Nothing | | | | ------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------ | --------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- | | | 11:57am 13/10/2004 | | | | | mood: poetic Not significantNot importantBarely thereBut no one caresNot lostJust boredWhere's homeFor another droneNothing mattersUntil the endWhen your lifeRepeats againThe same failuresThe same mistakesEvery choiceThat I makeA mindless droneTo a dying QueenWhere's the solace?What's it mean?The end eludesThe beginning pursuesA worthless circleEngulfing my worldWhat's the pointIn going on?From the beginningMy life was wrong. | | | | | | (take a stab) | | | | | |

| Untitled III | | | | ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- | ------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------ | | | 08:31pm 04/10/2004 | | | | | mood: bored Take care of yourselfFor you will be the only one leftAfter you're done with your lifeYou shall be aloneAs I have always beenBroken and lost am ISearching for someone who knows who I amWhat I needI cna't find the strength to go onI wa sleft for deadCome save mexKareNx | | | | | | (2 blood stained hands |take a stab) | | | | | |

| Untitled II | | | | --------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- | ------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------ | | | 08:29pm 04/10/2004 | | | | | mood: apathetic I can't stand this feelingOf living inside a nightmareOf having a corrupted dreamNever before devised by the human mindSick and twistedMarred and mutilatedA curse upon mankind, you areBrainwashing fools into self-hateAnd lower self-esteemYou're a monster released into the worldKilling all in your pathSparing not a soulTo be trapped foreverIn a constant freezeOf tormentAnd never-ending sorrow.xKareNx | | | | | | (2 blood stained hands |take a stab) | | | | | |

| Untitled | | | | -------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- | ------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------ | | | 08:23pm 04/10/2004 | | | | | mood: Look! Flower! I will surely run out of timeI can't see past this hazeIts growing slowlyTaking the placeOf a heart that once knew joy.Belonging to a worldThat lies and hatesI can't seem to comperhendWhy we can't just live our livesDay after dayYear after yearIn one continuous stream.I cna't believe my eyesWhen I see the world todayAll the painAll the hurtI can't stand the sufferingOf the people who deserve morePeople like me.When I thin of people like youI can't help but wonderHow you came to beAs sane as I wish I could beI wish I could seeA world without hateA world without warAll this I askFrom the bottom of my broken heart.xKareNx | | | | | | (2 blood stained hands |take a stab) | | | | | |

| No title... I hate having no titles. | | | | -------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- | --------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- | | | 02:33pm 02/09/2004 | | | | | mood: totally great! The normal way of thinking, is totally gone.Nothing I do is right anymore.I don't know what I'm doing wrong...I still have that feeling, always have, always will.And even when he tells me "No."The beat in my heart still goes on.xKareNx | | | | | | (take a stab) | | | | | |

| Untitled | | | | --------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- | ---------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- | | | 11:24am 29/08/2004 | | | | | mood: grrrr... A/N: I wrote this when I had been up for more than 24 hours straight, and I was just staring at our dying campfire. I don't know what I was thinking.The embers that were once my broken heartHave smothered out at lastThe flame rising slowly to the rising sunWill soon wither and dieA shattered soulBeatenBruisedTornIn hopes of being mendedOnly time can tellThis lonely place you have banished me toIs my own personal hellA/N: Like I said... I have no idea what the hell that was...xKareNx | | | | | | (2 blood stained hands |take a stab) | | | | | |

| Eraser | | | | ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- | -------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- | | | 12:44pm 26/08/2004 | | | | | mood: heading off to work Forget all the words we saidThey were never saidForget the first time you said, “I love you”Forget all the times I said it backErase me, like I erased youForget the hours we talked on the phoneThey were never spentForget all the days we were togetherThey never happenedErase me from your mind, as I have erased youForget meForget I was ever bornForget the first time we metIt never occurredErase me from your thoughts, as I have erased youA/N: Its kind of an old one. I did this a few months ago and decided it would be a good first... second post.xKareNx | | | | | | (take a stab) | | | | | |

| Welcome | | | | ---------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- | -------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- | | | 11:08am 25/08/2004 | | | | | mood: tired This is the first post of my community and I am your moderator, Karen. I personally don't have anything to write now, but I will. Please enjoi your stay here and welcome to Something Dark.xKareNx | | | | | | (take a stab) | | | | | |