You Raise Me Up (original) (raw)

Title: Our Lovely Pink Spider

Rating: G

Pairings(if any): hide/US

Summary: NONE

Notes: This is in memory of hide. (松本 秀人, Matsumoto Hideto)

Disclaimer: This is not to be re-posted. It belongs to me.

Last night I had dreams of the demons in hell. Yushiro had a horrible time fighting them off. I don't know how he did it, all I know is he alive. Everything in my life is going crazy. I can't think, can't write, barley able to go about my daily life. It's crazy. They've been pulling at my soul for a while now. I don't know why they want it. I can't think of anything would make them want me. right now it's all I can do to write this journal. Angels, please protect me while I sleep tonight.

hide-san, Kami-sama, Tou-san, Ojiisan und Yushrio-san, diejenigen zu schützen halte ich nahe an meinem Wärme dieser Feiertag, immer und ewig.

hide-san, Kami-sama, Tou-san, Ojiisan, and Yushrio-san, protect those who I hold close to my heat this holiday, always and forever.

So, today I have had weird experiences.

One was with hide-san.

I keep seeing this image of a young child, about 11 years old who looks a lot like hide not to be hide's child and I was thinking and wondering, what if he left a child behind and he's worried about him?

The other is demons from hell where haunting my dreams.

Yushiro was there to protect me when I woke, but it still disturbed me.

Yushiro has been my guardian angel most of my life. He's a Japanese samurai, and oddly enough looks a lot like Gackt-san. No joke. When I saw this picture: I freaked on how much they looked a lot a like. Makes me wonder if that whole he was born in the wrong time was the truth. I don't know.

So, I will just sit here and wonder about these things and try to figure them out.

Until later, Je ne, Sidney

Please post your own introduction as a comment to this post. <3

Mein Vater ist am Sechzehnte März gestorben. Er war nur 46. Meine Schwester und ich glauben er hier mit uns ist. Er ist so nett, aber wenn er mit einem Freund von mir, er kann so gemein sein. Er ist meinen Vati. Sei nett, bitte. <3

Hideto Matsumoto hat Gitarre für X Japan gespielt. Er hat zu mir gokommt wenn ich kläglich war. Wann mein Vati ist gestorben, hide hat gekommt. <3

For those that don't understand German:

My father died on March 16th. He was only 46. My sister and I believe he is here with us. He is so nice, but when he is around a friend of mine, he can be so mean. He is my father. Be nice, please. <3

Hideto Matsumoto played guitar for X Japan. He came to me when I was miserable. When my father died, hide came.

^_^

Welcome to Spiritual Awareness

(Picture is not mine)

After having a talk with a few of my friends, I decided to make this community so we can talk about our experience with the spirit realm.

Here you can be open to talk about what ever. Weather it's guardian angels, or demons that haunt you. We will no judge you here. We believe anything is possible even when others don't.

Before you post however, there are a few things we would like for you to know.

Rules

1. Please do not make fun of those who are in this community. We really do believe in these things and don't want others making fun of us. It is hard enough as it is without a bunch of "non-believers" making fun of us.

2. Respect everyone in the community.

3. Don't be afraid. We all will understand in one way or another.

4. May add more rules if needed.

Other Information

We do like some order for this community. So, to better navigate, we have some tags and such to use.

Subject Title: [ART, FIC, JOURNAL, TRIBUTE: Then the title. If you don’t have one, put Unknown]

Tags: [your user name], [topic: (example: hide’s my guardian angel)], [rating: (g+, t, m, nc-17 and so on) (This is if you go into great detail about what you sense. Like violence, death, etc.)], [art, fic, journal: (Some of you may feel better writing your experiences in a journal form, the other in art form, like a music video, drawing, etc. or in the form of a fic. If you chose this form, please do not lie. This is suppose to be your true experiences.) [tribute: (This is if you want to make a tribute to someone. It doesn’t matter if they are famous or someone you know. This can be in any form you want it to be.]

If you have questions, comments or concerns, PM me. I am here to help.