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[	mood	|	determined	]

Breaking the Habit
Linkin' Park

Memories consume, like opening the wound,
I'm picking me apart again.
You all assume, I'm safe here in my room,
Unless I try to start again.
I don't want to be the one
The battles always choose,
Cuz inside I realize that I'm the one confused.

I don't know what's worth fighting for, or why I have to scream
I don't know why I instigate, and say what I don't mean
I don't know how I got this way, I know it's not alright
So I'm breaking the habit,
I'm breaking the habit, tonight.

Clutching my cure, I tightly lock the door,
I try to catch my breath again.
I hurt much more than any time before,
I have no options left again.

I don't want to be the one the battles always choose,
Cuz inside I realize that I'm the one confused.

I don't know what's worth fighting for, or why I have to scream
I don't know why I instigate, and say what I don't mean
I don't know how I got this way, I’ll never be alright
So I'm breaking the habit,
I'm breaking the habit, tonight.

I’ll paint it on the walls cuz I’m the one at fault
I’ll never fight again
And this is how it ends

I don’t know what’s worth fighting for or why I have to scream
But now I have some clarity to show you what I mean
I don't know how I got this way, I'll never be alright
So I'm breaking the habit,
I'm breaking the habit,
I'm breaking the habit tonight

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Figure.09
Linkin' Park

Nothing ever stops all these thoughts
And the pain attached to them
Sometimes I wonder why this is happening
It's like nothing I can do
Would distract me when
I think of how I shot myself in the back again
'Cause from the infinite words I could say/I
Put all the pain you gave to me on
Display/But didn't
Realize/instead of setting it free/I
Took what I hated and made it apart of me

[It Never Goes Away] x2

And Now
You've become a part of me
You'll always be by years
You've become a part of me
You'll always be my fear
I can't separate myself from
What I've done
I've given up a part of me
I've let myself become you

Hearing your name/The memories
Come back again
I remember when it started happening
I'd see you in every thought I had and then
The thoughts slowly found words
Attached to them
And I knew as they escaped away I was
Committing myself to them/And every day I
Regret saying those things/'Cause now
I see/that I
Took what I hated and made it apart of me

[It Never Goes Away] x2

CHORUS

[It Never Goes Away] x4

GET AWAY FROM ME!
Give me my space back, You've gotta just (GO!)
Everything just comes down to memories of (YOU!)
I've kept it in but now I'm letting you (KNOW!)
I've let you go! So..

GET AWAY FROM ME!
Give me my space back, You've gotta just (GO!)
Everything just comes down to memories of (you)
I've kept it in without letting you (KNOW!)
I've let you go!

CHORUS

I've let myself become you
I've let myself become lost inside these
Thoughts of you.
Giving up on part of me
I've let myself become you
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I take the blame, I know that this marriage might of been able to survive if I had not done what I did. The reason I am moving on is because I need to do just that, move on. I need to stop pitying myself, I need to forgive myself, forgive you. If that is wrong, then I do not know what is right.