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[May. 5th, 2004\|03:10 pm]Haley James
[mood \|crushed] [music	--(EVERYTiME)--(BRiTNEY SPEARS)--]so i'm back online, and let me mention that i'm on my own computer free of porn of hot, fake naked men on my computer, unlike my boyfriend however who likes to look fake women porn, I don't really know what to make of the situation, I know he doesn't like care too much for waiting to have sex with me, but I want the moment to be romantic, and beautiful not fake and dangerous like those porn ho's or whatever. Now that i'm aware of Nathan's looking at porn, I feel more uncomfortable to have sex with him when i'm ready that is, thinking that he may hold my body to higher standards due to the way he's seen these girls. Also on his computer, the pictures of Peyton, what do I make of this? I don't really know where we stand right now but like I told him, all I can do is give him my heart right now, and if that's not enough for him then I can't give anything else .. gotta go! bye xo . Haley .xop.s - advice needed =/
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[May. 5th, 2004|03:10 pm]Haley James

[mood** |crushed] [music**

--(EVERYTiME)--(BRiTNEY SPEARS)--]so i'm back online, and let me mention that i'm on my own computer free of porn of hot, fake naked men on my computer, unlike my boyfriend however who likes to look fake women porn, I don't really know what to make of the situation, I know he doesn't like care too much for waiting to have sex with me, but I want the moment to be romantic, and beautiful not fake and dangerous like those porn ho's or whatever. Now that i'm aware of Nathan's looking at porn, I feel more uncomfortable to have sex with him when i'm ready that is, thinking that he may hold my body to higher standards due to the way he's seen these girls. Also on his computer, the pictures of Peyton, what do I make of this? I don't really know where we stand right now but like I told him, all I can do is give him my heart right now, and if that's not enough for him then I can't give anything else .. gotta go! bye xo . Haley .xop.s - advice needed =/

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Hales you have every right to be mad at him. He should respect you a lot more than that. Honestly- how does he expect you to be comfortable with him when he's got crap like that on his computer? And about the pictures of me...I had no idea. I don't know what's gotten into him, but I hope he fixes it so you too can be happy again:)luv ya hales-peyton She should be comfortable with him having those pictures on there...if she loves him then she shouldn't have a problem with him trying to make her happy by not pressuring her into having sex or doing something she might regret. I would be mad if my boyfriend watched porn and didn't ask me. do you actually think he'd feel comfortable asking you? im sorry those pictures offended you. you have a right to be mad, but i do think i have some rights to privacy. i dont go through your things. but im a guy, and guys look at stuff like that. i know those websites dont exactly make me boyfriend of the year but i promise it doesnt mean anything. i love you more than some stupid website and i wouldnt hold your body to higher standards or whatever just because of some stuff i saw online. i know you dont believe me but im okay with us not having sex right now. i know you gave me your heart, and that is enough. you're the only person i ever said "i love you" to and meant it, and i still love you. sorry to hear all of that drama, guys suck so much.

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Hales you have every right to be mad at him. He should respect you a lot more than that. Honestly- how does he expect you to be comfortable with him when he's got crap like that on his computer? And about the pictures of me...I had no idea. I don't know what's gotten into him, but I hope he fixes it so you too can be happy again:)luv ya hales-peyton She should be comfortable with him having those pictures on there...if she loves him then she shouldn't have a problem with him trying to make her happy by not pressuring her into having sex or doing something she might regret. I would be mad if my boyfriend watched porn and didn't ask me. do you actually think he'd feel comfortable asking you? im sorry those pictures offended you. you have a right to be mad, but i do think i have some rights to privacy. i dont go through your things. but im a guy, and guys look at stuff like that. i know those websites dont exactly make me boyfriend of the year but i promise it doesnt mean anything. i love you more than some stupid website and i wouldnt hold your body to higher standards or whatever just because of some stuff i saw online. i know you dont believe me but im okay with us not having sex right now. i know you gave me your heart, and that is enough. you're the only person i ever said "i love you" to and meant it, and i still love you. sorry to hear all of that drama, guys suck so much.