For the Tall Ones (original) (raw)
Saturday, July 7th, 2012
8:23 am
[messed_penguin]
I'm so frustrated.
For two weeks the number on the scale has not budged. It's so fucking annoying. I've been so good, sticking to my running plan, eating under 1000 calories every day, and I'm overweight so it's not like I'm just "done." I'm so frustrated, and I've been so patient. :( I haven't been eating after 6, and I spend the rest of my night going out, watching them eat all these fried foods and drink a lot, and I sit there, starving, with water. What do I need to do differently??? Please, any help is appreciated.
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Saturday, June 12th, 2010
7:29 am
[a_v_b]
:S Zis community, she iz dead! Where my tall beauties at?
20 yrs, 5"9, cw-123 lbs, hw- 170lbs, 31-24-34, bulimic
feeling large and in charge ALL THE TIME! I tried treatment, outpatient, a few weeks ago, and I couldnt stand it, being there with all those tiny, tiny girls! adding to the fact that im only just flirting with underweight, I was a good 4 inches taller than the tallest other girl there. My mom just couldnt grasp that being around girls smaller than me is incentive to get sicker, not better. I dropped out after about 3 days, and now im caught in this binge cycle that I cant escape from. Every day I tell myself I can make it through, and Im lucky if I can even get until dinnertime. It discourages me so much, makes me think I can't do it without treatment, but I dont want treatment. And I don't want to gain weight. or even eat 'normally', so to speak. I just want to stop purging. I hate it.
Sunday, July 5th, 2009
1:08 am
[howlovelyisthat]
i need someone to msg to distract me from food.
=[
friend me.
and msg.
im going to fast tomorow.
and i havent done that in a whileeeee;
so.
add me. add me. add me. add me. add me.<3.
Wednesday, July 1st, 2009
2:47 am
[ashielovesana]
newbie:) Hello everyone. My name is ashley and im new to livejournal.
My stats
age: 19
height: 5'9
cw:142
hw:155
lw:102 @ 5'5
gw1:130
gw2:120
gw3:110
iv'e been so pissed lately. im so efing stupid. i was @ 132 & then a friend mentioned i was loosing weight so i ate something bcuz i thought it wudnt hurt. OMG in a week not even, i gained back 10 pounds by eating barely nething. Fasting here i come. im starting today!! oh, if anyone wants a fasting buddy just ask:)
Current Mood: crappy
Tuesday, June 9th, 2009
6:25 pm
[hippieballerina]
I'm new to this community.
Height: 5'9
HW: 152 (makes me cringe)
CW: 137 (still bad!)
LW: 118
Short Term Goal Weight: 129 (I so wanna break that stupid 130 mark!!!!)
Please add me as a friend, especially if you're 5'9. I'd love love love your friendship and support!
You all rock!
Tuesday, March 31st, 2009
10:52 pm
[lc111889]
Ah thank god the horrible month of March has ended and now i can focus all my effort on April!!!
I know April will be a good month and I just created my new community known as fast_4_ana which is the bomb to make up for my lost of the beloved ana fasts communty! I hope that it does good!
Well my new dieting program starts in officially 2 hours and I am pretty excited!
I will hopefully be in dream land by then!
Up early tomorrow with an 8am! Ugh yuck I know but tomorrow is hump day and then it is all down hill after that!
Hoping school goes fast tho it never does!
I am planning on some pilates tomorrow followed by some elliptical workouts at the gym because class goes too late.
Weather permitting on Thursday...5k baby! Outside!!!! Loves it!
I feel a new found happiness coming on because I think I can do this...plus pilates is working and my abs are coming back again!
Hell ya! Top 2 are in only 4 more too go!
If you know any good pilates workouts let me know!
Current Mood: optimistic
Sunday, February 22nd, 2009
9:25 pm
[broken_girl_56]
hi, i'm new here so i don't know how to put these info, but anyways i'm 5'9 ft n today was pretty good, i had a bowl of special K n skimmed milk, 1 apple n 1 kiwi, diet coke which means 304 kcal n 1.5g of fat, hopfully tommorow is goona be 202 kcal (only the special K bowl), so wish me luck :D:D
i don't know why but i feel kinda good today :D it feels soo good to finally have a place wher i can talk about this freely
add mee
Current Mood: busy
Friday, February 20th, 2009
11:38 am
[un_just]
newwbie name: Elliana
age: 16
Location: Newww Yorkk
ED of choice: Ana
height: 5'7
current weigh t: 150{shoot me please , im begging }
STG : 120
LTG: 97
other goals: become a model or a doctor
a few interesting things about me:
i have a boyfriend btu hes clueless to anyhtign , i have my eye on someone else , and i have to become skinny to get him , other than that im not really unique
Current Mood: annoyed
Tuesday, February 3rd, 2009
12:27 am
[howlovelyisthat]
hi, im newer than new can be.
name: jonna
age: 17
Location: kentucky, holla.
ED of choice: ana.
height: 5'10.
current weight: 155. shoot me.
STG
: 135.
LTG: 115.
other goals: learn to control my painic/asthma attacks. and get back into soccer.
a few interesting things about me: i used to be really over weight, but i lost sixty pounds. yay. and now, i feel the need to lose more. its really hard for me though, because pretty much my whole family is obese. and their really annoying. and i have a boyfriend im in love with.<3.
i need friends. add me?
Current Mood: bored
Wednesday, December 31st, 2008
10:36 am
[anapinupqueen]
New to LiveJournal
Name: Bea
Age 22
Location UK
ED of Choice: Been diagnosed ana purging type
Height 5ft10
Current Weight 126
Short Term Goal 110
Long Term Goal 95
Other Goals: Be happy, Get my house sorted for when parents stay. I love 1950s pinup fashion espesh Betty Page RIP. I'm Married and enjoying it, only thing I don't like is all the weight I gained :(
Tuesday, December 30th, 2008
5:53 pm
[mj_22]
hey im the new kid :) Name: Maddie or Jay... long stories
Age 19
Location Ny, Ny
ED of Choice not sure
Height 5'9.5"
Current Weight 150
Short Term Goal 139
Long Term Goal 127
Other Goals Go at least 6-4 in my tennis season this spring, get over him, and have a fabulous nye :)
I've been a "healthy" size all my life but first semester of college killed me. Bleh. Interesting things? I knit to distract my mind. Theres this dress that I just want to look amazing in (when I go to the Harvard formal ballll)!!! I'm a mess over my ex (hardly a unique story I guess) and I love living in New York.
Current Mood: hopeful
Monday, December 29th, 2008
12:24 pm
[mackattack14]
Name/Alias: Mackie
Age: 16
Location: IL
ED of Choice: Ana
Height: 6'
Current Weight (CW): 135
Short Term Goal (STG): 125
Long Term Goal (LTG: 115
Other Goals: Do well in upcoming horse shows
A few interesting things about me: I ride horses and play guitar
Hey everyone! I really need support, and who gives better advice than tall girls?
SoHowAreWeNow7 is my AIM address (I'm not on too much though :-/)
Stay strong and don't be afraid to wear heels!
Wednesday, October 8th, 2008
11:15 am
[princessslender]
Name/Alias: Princess Slender
Age 22
Location United States
ED of Choice Ana
Height 5'11
Current Weight (CW) 133
Short Term Goal (STG) 129
Long Term Goal (LTG ) 125
Other Goals I am actually trying to get into some regional modeling. I have an agency that I'm suppose to be hearing from Friday, then I have a sit down meeting sometime next month. So I need to get down in size REAL soon. This has been a goal of mine for about a year now so I need to stay strong and get nice and slim!
Current Mood: amused
Sunday, October 5th, 2008
4:52 pm
[eattolive713]
Saturday, October 4th, 2008
7:17 pm
[000skinny000]
Wednesday, October 1st, 2008
5:34 pm
[reaganward01]
Name/Alias: Ronny Age: 21 Location: Illinois ED of Choice: Not sure... Height: 5'10" Current Weight (CW): 151 lbs Short Term Goal (STG): 135 lbs Long Term Goal (LTG): 120 lbs (would love to be here but having trouble currently so we'll see) Other Goals: To successful be an active member in the entertainment industry (I'm an actress) A few interesting things about me: I've been a tumbler for about fifteen years so I've got - according to my mother - "legs that could kick in a door". So now, after I've completed puberty I have to get my body into the perfection I know I can achieve.
Monday, September 22nd, 2008
10:29 am
[nikoleanne]
weight goal reached 5'8 (68 inches)
starting weight: 138 pounds (early august)
current weight: 118 pounds.
20 pounds.. not bad!
I fit in size threes now, some fives because of my height.
Ive been fasting the last two days.
Today ill just drink some red machine, naked juice.
Its good, and is actually loaded with caffeiene.
The last two days ive been taking concerta, alva 36.
On day one i just took one, and it kept me feeling full and pretty good all day, no high,
the pill has an extended release that balances the pill through out a 12 hour period.
Day two I took two in the morning (I was out of it feeling loopy and kindof wanted to get a slight buzz, that was stupid, i know.)
I felt a bit speedy.
Then at work 7 hours into my shift i took a third.
had the worse comedown last night.
cried haha.
How do I stay at this weight, and possibly, get to 115?
I cannot fast anymore this week, nor throw up.
Just fruit today and have a 200 calorie day tomarrow?
do a 2 4 6 8?
I'm kindof loopy right now sorry..
How have you girls been doing?
Ive been away for awhile and i apologize :/
Your advice would be greatly appreciated
sstt xoxo
-Nikoleanne
Monday, August 25th, 2008
2:22 pm
[jo_mi]
Name/Ali as
Jo
Age
22
Location
Southern Pennsylvania, USA
ED of Choice
It's not a choice, if it were a choice I could get rid of it. I'm ana.
Height
5'7"
Current Weight (CW)
keeps bouncing between 163 and 165 lbs
Short Term Goal (STG)
145
Long Term Goal (LTG
125
A few interesting things about me
I've had ana with me since I was 14, I went into recovery which lasted about 2 years and now I've relapsed, however, it feels great to be in control again. During those 2 years of recovery, I ballooned into this blob that I am today. I can't look in any mirrors with out gagging at the hideousness. I have a wonderful fiance, very understanding. And I just can't stand the thought of wearing a strapless wedding gown until at least 30lbs gets off these bones
Current Mood: energetic
Friday, August 15th, 2008
2:55 pm
[anasaurus_rex]
Tuesday, August 12th, 2008
12:46 pm
[rustybones]
Lost 1 pound Only 7pounds to go before september !!
Anyone wanna join me??
Actually took some pipcs today.tell the truth please
Thats the 3 main areas iv wanted to see a change in.Mylegs still look horrbily fatFATFAT!!
And ok i do hav my arms up in the first one which always seems to help but i cant hide those legs!!