Tell a Secret (original) (raw)

	[09 Aug 2011\|11:08pm]
More than anything, I would just like to go back to that time when everything was fresh and new, there were no responsibilities, and you loved me.
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	[08 Aug 2011\|11:47pm]
I'm a simple girl with simple dreams. I don't want the big lights and loud noises.I don't want the extravagance and gaudiness. I want the quiet solace and simple pleasures. I want to be frugal and comfortable. But I feel like if I don't make something of myself and have money, I will be a failure. I know it wouldn't be true. But with everyone around me flaunting and needing superficial crap, it's hard to just be content.
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[08 Aug 2011|11:47pm]

I'm a simple girl with simple dreams. I don't want the big lights and loud noises.I don't want the extravagance and gaudiness. I want the quiet solace and simple pleasures. I want to be frugal and comfortable. But I feel like if I don't make something of myself and have money, I will be a failure. I know it wouldn't be true. But with everyone around me flaunting and needing superficial crap, it's hard to just be content.

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	[04 Aug 2011\|09:51pm]
I miss you. But then I remember that you were an asshole,so I stop missing you. I still stalk you though.
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	[04 Aug 2011\|09:49pm]
I am going to will myself to move out of my house. I don't care that I don't have any money or a means to support myself. I need to leave for sanity's sake.
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	[04 Aug 2011\|09:48pm]
My stress about life gives me an excuse as to why I don't date. Dealing with life after graduation is more important then finding a man. But damn....it sure is getting lonely.
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	[03 Aug 2011\|07:45pm]
JESUS FUCKING CHRIST, BLOW YOUR FUCKING NOSE ALREADY. YOUR CONSTANT SNIFFLING IS DRIVING ME UP THE FUCKING WALL.
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	[03 Aug 2011\|07:40pm]
i just looked at all of the naughty pictures we took and they're all of my ass. none of any other body parts, none of us. just 30 pictures of my ass. i'm so sick of being used by you as you tell me you love me.
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	[02 Aug 2011\|12:36pm]
Don't know how you feel about me, but I suspect you might be into me. The thing is... I'm crazy about you. You're the most awesome person I've ever met in my life.But I have no romantic or sexual interest in you at all.
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	[02 Aug 2011\|12:30pm]
I want to stop thinking about you.You forgot about me a long time ago... I just wish it was that easy for me to forget about you.
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	[02 Aug 2011\|12:25pm]
I miss you... I think I always will... you weren't my first love because you didn't allow yourself to be..... but you could have been.
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	[02 Aug 2011\|12:19pm]
You've always been my "what if". I've always wondered why we never got together. I'm going to see you in a couple days for the first time in 6 years. A big part of me hopes something comes of this.......
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	[02 Aug 2011\|12:14pm]
I want to be your best friend but you say we aren't close like that.We went from being the closest close you can have, to nothing. All because you believe in a lie.My best friend tells me I have no respect for myself by talking to you, because I keep getting hurt.
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	[18 Feb 2011\|12:13am]
We've been best friends for so long, it was strange for it to finally end...for about a minute. I feel so much better without you.
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	[18 Feb 2011\|12:10am]
I still love you, even though we haven't spoken in months; even though you're lazy and selfish, even though you believe in everything I hold issue with, I still miss the feeling of being important to you.You're engaged to the same girl you've been on-again, off-again with since junior high, and you're both living with your mother. She apparently has a job but doesn't get any hours, and you apparently have a job but aren't going to school anymore, at least for the time being.I think you're a failure done in by his own arrogance and laziness; you think you should be a famous musician, or an internet celebrity, renowned for his "vlogging," but you lack the motivation to make a name for yourself - to attempt anything that isn't mediocre.You're a loser. You're going nowhere with your life. You're a terrible friend whose only interest is himself....but I still love you.
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[18 Feb 2011|12:10am]

I still love you, even though we haven't spoken in months; even though you're lazy and selfish, even though you believe in everything I hold issue with, I still miss the feeling of being important to you.You're engaged to the same girl you've been on-again, off-again with since junior high, and you're both living with your mother. She apparently has a job but doesn't get any hours, and you apparently have a job but aren't going to school anymore, at least for the time being.I think you're a failure done in by his own arrogance and laziness; you think you should be a famous musician, or an internet celebrity, renowned for his "vlogging," but you lack the motivation to make a name for yourself - to attempt anything that isn't mediocre.You're a loser. You're going nowhere with your life. You're a terrible friend whose only interest is himself....but I still love you.

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	[22 Dec 2010\|02:05am]
it's hard to see you as a decent person when you make a point to tell me whenever someone insults you, then proceed to insult them back.
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	[17 Dec 2010\|12:23pm]
Maybe I tried to hard to be everything to you.I don't know what I did wrong.I am just sorry for bothering you and I hope some day you can forgive me.
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	[17 Dec 2010\|12:18pm]
I'm never worth the search, but sometimes I like to imagine that I am.
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	[17 Dec 2010\|12:13pm]
Everyone thinks we're dating. Sometimes I wonder why we're not.
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	[30 Nov 2010\|03:28am]
I came back because I thought I was going to be in a relationship, and I'm not. I came back because I thought I was going to be happy again, and I'm not. I thought my life for once was going in the right direction, and it's the same. I'm still alone.
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	[22 Oct 2010\|10:00pm]
Today I started to miss you again. _Now all these feelings are coming back to me._I think I need to disappear for awhile, maybe figure out why I do this to myself all the time.
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	[10 Sep 2010\|01:13am]
I miss you so much, but I worry that initiating conversation would irritate you after nearly a year of silence. I just want my friend back, you don't have to love me anymore. I wish I knew whether or not you were willing to speak with me still...
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	[08 Sep 2010\|01:32am]
i can't stop thinking about you. we haven't talked very much, but i've already decided that you want to ask me on a date.i hope i'm right, and not just fantasizing.
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	[08 Sep 2010\|01:24am]
I hate when I fart in the shower. You're in there cleaning yourself and there are lots of nice smells from the soap and shampoo and then you fart! It's awful!
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	[08 Sep 2010\|01:15am]
I'm glad to have ended things with you when I did, because as soon as I did so it became apparent how immature and selfish you really were. You claimed I didn't love you, you acted as if you were the only one hurt by what had gone on between us, and then, suddenly, everything was okay again - you'd gotten back together with your whore of an ex-girlfriend, the same girl you'd been "on-again, off-again" with since junior high, and immediately became "engaged" to her. Tell me, how much of your crap did you have to sell (because you're so unwilling to get a job, you lazy lardass) in order to, not only buy her a ring, but go to PAX as well? Did you have to sell the Christmas and birthday presents you received shortly after we had split? You know which ones I'm talking about - the ones you had the audacity to bitch about because it wasn't enough? Because they weren't what you wanted? Or did you simply return them and guilt your struggling mother into going back to purchase your insane list of material desires?I admit, it's satisfying seeing how much weight you've put on since we last saw one another in person, and knowing what you've told me about your abomination of a fiance, I can't wait for her to tear your heart to pieces by cheating on you once again because even her fat ass will become disgusted with your rotund form. Your suffering will be like the heralding of a thousand angels...I hate you, you stupid, fat, selfish, prick...I hate that I can't forget you, that despite all of your negative attributes I still long for your friendship and companionship...I hate that beneath this hatred is a jealous and hurting child, alone and mourning the joy that your presence once brought me.
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[08 Sep 2010|01:15am]

I'm glad to have ended things with you when I did, because as soon as I did so it became apparent how immature and selfish you really were. You claimed I didn't love you, you acted as if you were the only one hurt by what had gone on between us, and then, suddenly, everything was okay again - you'd gotten back together with your whore of an ex-girlfriend, the same girl you'd been "on-again, off-again" with since junior high, and immediately became "engaged" to her. Tell me, how much of your crap did you have to sell (because you're so unwilling to get a job, you lazy lardass) in order to, not only buy her a ring, but go to PAX as well? Did you have to sell the Christmas and birthday presents you received shortly after we had split? You know which ones I'm talking about - the ones you had the audacity to bitch about because it wasn't enough? Because they weren't what you wanted? Or did you simply return them and guilt your struggling mother into going back to purchase your insane list of material desires?I admit, it's satisfying seeing how much weight you've put on since we last saw one another in person, and knowing what you've told me about your abomination of a fiance, I can't wait for her to tear your heart to pieces by cheating on you once again because even her fat ass will become disgusted with your rotund form. Your suffering will be like the heralding of a thousand angels...I hate you, you stupid, fat, selfish, prick...I hate that I can't forget you, that despite all of your negative attributes I still long for your friendship and companionship...I hate that beneath this hatred is a jealous and hurting child, alone and mourning the joy that your presence once brought me.

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	[22 May 2010\|10:42pm]
I told everyone that I'm not looking for anything right now, that I like being single. But every time I lay down to go to sleep, I can't help but wish you were right there, holding me close. I don't know much about you, except the few conversations we've managed, but I'm pretty sure you like me. I'm pretty sure I'd say yes if you asked me out. So do it, already.
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	[23 Apr 2010\|03:29pm]
I'm going to be a writer.
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Applications	[23 Apr 2010\|03:22pm]
I'm opening up applications for moderators in a hope to get this community going again! I will be working on posting the remainder of secrets that have been submitted, and hopefully people will continue to post secrets.If you would like to apply for a moderator position, please comment here, or contact me personally.
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	[15 Apr 2010\|10:09am]
You are my best friend.We go everywhere together.Whenever we're out, you dress like a whore.I know you have self confidence but when we're at an event and you end up getting all the attention and being in all the promo pictures, it makes me hate you.No one pays attention to me because im the ugly one.
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	[15 Apr 2010\|10:01am]
I think it is a complete joke that Obama won a Nobel Peace Prize. He was nominated TWO WEEKS after taking office and simply won on what he said he wants to do! Well I want world peace....when am I getting my peace prize?!?!
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	[31 Jan 2010\|01:55pm]
I hate my job. And I have to wonder how many people wake up every day and go to a job they hate.....I'm not going to remain one of them. My deadline is 1 year.At one year I'm quitting!
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	[31 Jan 2010\|01:52pm]
I am tired of having everything ruined in my life.
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	[31 Jan 2010\|01:48pm]
If you're going to be on your high horse about being a lesbian all the time, you should probably stop fucking dudes. Just saying.
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	[22 Dec 2009\|09:03pm]
After having seen the lack of supportI received from friends after having been involved in my first car accident, I no longer feel that I can call the majority of my "friends" just that. Thanks for being there for me, you self-absorbed assholes, I'm glad I'll always have you to lean on.
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	[12 Dec 2009\|09:40pm]
"We have forever, so why are you in such a rush?"We've bee together for so long. I can't tell if you actually believe we'll be together forever, or if you're saying it to please me.I don't want you to say things to please me. Be real. Don't give me hope if you're just going to end it.
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	[12 Dec 2009\|09:35pm]
I'm carrying on with this, pretending to be optimistic, but I know just like everyone else knows that no matter what I change about myself, I will still be ugly.
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	[12 Dec 2009\|09:32pm]
You ask what would happened if you had kissed me that night. I would have kissed you back. That night was 5 years ago and i can't stop thinking about it. I would do anything to get that chance back.
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	[12 Dec 2009\|09:32pm]
I read somewhere that the average American gets their first kiss by age 13. Seven years later, and I'm beginning to feel something is wrong with me.
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	[10 Dec 2009\|11:30pm]
ive been in college for a week and have yet to make friends. my existing friends dont care anymore because im too negative, and my boyfriend of three years wont even call me. i feel so incredibly lonely and i dont know if i can handle it any longer.
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	[10 Dec 2009\|11:23pm]
hm funny i thought friends were there to be friendly and social, not ignore me til they need to bitch about something. fuck you
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	[10 Dec 2009\|08:47pm]
i think its BS that the community was finally updated and yet some of my most prized secrets werent even posted.
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	[10 Dec 2009\|08:42pm]
i dont care that michael jackson died.i dont care that patrick swayze died, either.
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	[10 Dec 2009\|08:38pm]
You broke up with boy 1 three years ago. You've been with boy 2 for almost a year.You're only 17. Why the hell are you so hung up on boy 1?You say you are over him but everything you talk about involves him,UGH .
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	[10 Dec 2009\|08:33pm]
I cant even write my real feelings in my LiveJournal anymore because my loneliness bugs my "friends"
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	[10 Dec 2009\|08:30pm]
stuck in a dead end relationship, about to be homeless, plus i got a cold. life is shit atm
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	[06 Nov 2009\|10:06am]
I'm glad you're not in my life anymore. I do miss the person I knew, but that's irrelevant; you've finally shown your true colours and now I know that you're not someone I want to associate with. I'm utterly sick of the people close to me - the people closest to me - talking down to me, or treating me like shit, saying mean things and then acting like it's not even a big deal. I deserve a lot more fucking respect than that. I'm on my way to being completely bollocks-free and the end of our friendship was my first revelation.
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[06 Nov 2009|10:06am]

I'm glad you're not in my life anymore. I do miss the person I knew, but that's irrelevant; you've finally shown your true colours and now I know that you're not someone I want to associate with. I'm utterly sick of the people close to me - the people closest to me - talking down to me, or treating me like shit, saying mean things and then acting like it's not even a big deal. I deserve a lot more fucking respect than that. I'm on my way to being completely bollocks-free and the end of our friendship was my first revelation.

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	[06 Oct 2009\|11:14pm]
You tell me, constantly, that if anything is wrong, you will tell me. That if you have something to say, you'll say it. That whatever is on your mind, I will know. The truth is, *you're not saying much at all these days. I have no idea what's going on in your head-- and you're holding it against me*.
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	[06 Oct 2009\|11:13pm]
im NOT happy. I'm NEVER GOING TO BE happy.
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	[06 Oct 2009\|11:12pm]
I only stay with my boyfriend because im afraid to be alone. I hate him and he hates me. We use each other for different things.
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