I am now a myspace junky. I don't pretend that I'm ever going to be really any more active on here as the sporatic posts that have been occuring since the first time i went nuts because of an ex and deleted half my life when i was under www.livejournal.com/users/oracius but... whatever. I'll be on here from time to time i'm sure. but if you want to keep up check in to www.myspace.com/oracius
horrid horrid drinks to have at the end of an evening full of liquor. AMF. I don't even remember all that happened because of that damned drink. Red Cap Garage some pool a dead nazi and a couple pitchers--- Embers a red headed slut a pitcher and loud music on the "goth" night(wednesday), a few more bars i cant remember and a few more shots and pitchers, back to embers to get tossed on stage, outed as turning 21 that day. The woman on the stage asks, " straight, bi, gay, unspecified?" I answer slurring noticeably... "I'm gay as fuck"
Then to Kelley's to be finished off by an appropriately named drink.
ADIOS MOTHER FUCKER.... AMF
I don't remember much after that, I remember the window of my friend's car being child-safe and me having to open the door to expell some of what I've taken in, hopes of gaining some semblance of sobriety fading with my coherency. Apparently I was trying to open the door even on the freeway at speeds of 65+, I ooooooooze out of the car when we get home and onto a road grate in the parking lot, and after that what i know is what i'm told. I spit and cursed and flipped the bird, passed out on the toilet whilst pissing, stood up and proclaimed "fuckit" while wiping with some poor roommate's towel. I also apparently was groped by my girlfriend.... I don't know.... She must've thought it was the only way to touch me... being passed out probably seeming preferable to my incoherent spitting and cursing whilst conscious.
So, I guess I don't really "freak-uent"/frequent the roxy... but...... it rocks and I was there last night... so, that counts enough for me to join this community. (?) (plus the roxy has been on my interest list for a while).
I'm not feeling all too talkative, but I was directed to this community by another member, and I thought I'd join, considering how much of my life is filled with that void existant only in the caffeinnated-juke love experience I get there.
Some of you may or may not know me, Ann//Indy... androgynous fucker. My journal is dominantly the ramblings of a random number in this crazy vast world, but the last post I actually placed had some current pics, if y'all are interested.
Anycase, whenever I get my happy-ass back up from this wretched, sun-ridden state of California, soon to be Arizona Bay (at least in my dreams), I'll be sure to drop some change down and buy some RoxyCrack and a Las Vegas Breakfast with a muthafuckin' English Muffin. *winces*.... ahh I miss that, I feel so deprived.
the roxy is closed and i am human for one day out of the week. i just stepped out of a steaming washroom with almost all of my metaphorical greasepaint scraped off.. no flailing jerky bodily movements or crass 40 watt smiles as obvious as a g-stringed beaver swinging it in your face. just some slightly noisy blacklung longplayer in the background and damp hair hanging in my face. having played at least 5 shows nightly for the past two years i'm starting to realise that i have put a lot of ideas and projects on hold just to scrape by..like what happened to my dream of a lo-fi-multimedium-pop-roadshow or studying different languages? expensive body-mods, ethnic dance and aesthetic overload? i dunno....but it's scary how those thing float right out of your head when your work schedule cuts you away from your friends and you end up too tired to have a life opting for sleep during the day rather than productivity. i'm not so shallow as to envy all the kids that frequent the sight-and-bite who have all day to geek out on their aesthetics and creative impulses...just shallow enough to wish them between that rock and a hard place called poverty. anyone have a croquet set? anyone want to invade a park and play with a make-up-less sight-and-bite star?
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