Things change only to stay exactly the same (original) (raw)

Not tacky, just delusional
totally_loca
2014-09-19 15:15:00

Why do I still feel like this, even when it was almost 7 years ago:
It's just that even in my head, in my own fantasy world where I am awesome and made of win, I'm still the stopgap, the one who's there until he finds someone better to love or gets who he actually wants. And I want "my" boys to be happy, it just never seems to be with me.

Because I'm going back to uni, I'm re-reading what I wrote my first year in undergrad and I feel no different. The things I wrote then are still pretty much the way I feel now.

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