Pulsating ambience (original) (raw)

A 3 hour drive with a cheap bus firm roundtrip costs me about 20 €.
The government owned train roundtrip costs me about 110 €. Guess which I'm gonna pick.
And they wonder why they're losing customers.

Not an episode goes by when I don't tell a certain someone "You dick!" while watching Hannibal, my latest obsession. Although when this has been done in a frustrated mood full of hatred, during the second season I'm saying the same thing but to Graham this time, with a smile at his cleverness.
This show gave me a nightmare which left me a strange sensation of desire as if I've been hypnotized. Someone who emphatizes easily with people and their emotions might not be the right person to follow the show, as noted.

How are you doing, reader?

Sweet dreams.

I've literally shouted several times, Fuck fuck fuck! Fuck, fuck!
Pardon my language. It's just that I was watching the episode eight of Game of Thrones. And fuck all of this! Just fuck. My stomach's cramping really hard and I couldn't breathe for a while so yeah. What a lovely relaxing evening.

I'm very sorry for no story updates but I'm in the middle of a crisis and tons of burdens to do.
I promise though to get back as soon as I can.

xx

I cried. Because of something so important as remembering a detail as Arthur having sex eyes for Eames at the warehouse. Fuck me. Fuck nostalgia.
That fandom. My precious. Brb holdin in tears.

p.s. browsing true detective fiction. i've gone too far.

Title: Souls of Darkness

Characters: Yongguk, Zelo, Himchan

Rating: R
Warnings: gore, character death, sexual content, language

Words: this chapter 17.630

Summary: Survival AU inspired by the Last of Us. A virus has spread that's making people blood thirsty and ruthlessly eat anyone on their way. A seasoned military man Yongguk tries to survive while meeting different people on the way. What will happen to them? Will the humanity be saved?
[Mass post] [Part 2]

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Fandom: B.A.PAuthor (&artist*): twisted_reamTitle: Souls of Darkness aka. Vampire Hunter BangCharacters: everyone (pairings: daejae, banghim)Rating: RWarnings: gore, character death, sexual content, languageWords: in progress (estimated 35.000)Notes: This took me way too long! I cry. But at the same time this is the most work I've ever put into anything and I hope it comes across.Summary: Survival AU inspired by the Last of Us. A virus has spread that's making people blood thirsty and ruthlessly eat anyone on their way. A seasoned military man Yongguk tries to survive while meeting different people on the way. What will happen to them? Will the humanity be saved?Chapters:SUMMER 01 02 03 I FALL I WINTER I SPRINGConcept art (coming soon)*all graphics edited by myself

Title: Souls of Darkness

Characters: Yongguk, Zelo, Himchan

Rating: R
Warnings: gore, character death, sexual content, language

Words: this chapter 17.630

Summary: Survival AU inspired by the Last of Us. A virus has spread that's making people blood thirsty and ruthlessly eat anyone on their way. A seasoned military man Yongguk tries to survive while meeting different people on the way. What will happen to them? Will the humanity be saved?
[Mass post] [Part 1]

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Title: Souls of Darkness

Characters: Yongguk, Zelo, Himchan

Rating: R

Warnings: gore, character death, sexual content, language

Words: 17630

Summary: Survival AU inspired by the Last of Us. A virus has spread that's making people blood thirsty and ruthlessly eat anyone on their way. A seasoned military man Yongguk tries to survive while meeting different people on the way. What will happen to them? Will the humanity be saved?
[Mass post]

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I have discovered the wonders of first person shooters (I'm an rpg girl). I've always doubted my capabilities because I can't handle the surprise elements. For the first time in my life I tried one, Far Cry 2, and it turns out I'm amazing at sniping and driving a vehicle HAHAHA. Read that with a sprinkle of sarcasm plus I panic at close encounters, but still, I'm surprised. However, the perfectionist in me takes forever to do anything because I check every nook and cranny and plan ahead five steps. It did confirm my lust for the third game so I bought it and played the second one for 10 hours last night. How's that for my day rhythm?

There's a column on a stupid native forum website that I follow for giggles, and it says they would rather buy concrete things like nice flowers than experience life like concerts because in the end they won't remember it anymore. What's your take on it?

p.s. I cry every night because I really want to continue my big story but I just don't have the motivation! :( I just wish I could get it done before Christmas! Is that too much to ask?

For the start of a new chapter and direction in my life, I came out to my mother.

She doesn't want to talk to me or anyone else. She asks me not to tell anyone. The irony of it is everyone else has always known but my family. I think she imagines it happened over night. After all these years I was brave enough to share a big part of my personality to a homophobic and ignorant mother. It's not shameful, just the opposite - this is natural, and this is me.

Now I feel free and more encouraged than ever. I can stand tall. I feel I'm invincible.

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