Path of a Legend (original) (raw)
26th January, 2006. 11:57 pm. University
As of Monday I offically became a uni Student.
Yippee for me, I suppose most Year 12 2005 are having similar experiences though
6th January, 2006. 12:53 am. Sleeping
I'm tired
Sleeping is good
Current mood: 
tired.
3rd January, 2006. 9:04 pm. New Year
Happy New Year! Even though its 3 days late...
While i'm doing that I might as well say Merry Christmas!
I'm updating for the sake of updating
18th December, 2005. 11:40 am. Done
95.9
Current mood: 
relieved.
15th December, 2005. 6:29 pm. Update
Still freaking out
Current mood: 
scared.
14th December, 2005. 5:56 pm. KILL ME
KILL ME, KILL ME, KILL ME!!!!!
I don't want my results back, I want to die
*freaking out, freaking out
OH GOD, ITS SO SOON
I don't want them back
KILL ME!!!!!!
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I feel better
Current mood: scared.
26th October, 2005. 10:28 pm. My Bored Rant
Much as it pains me to use this journal for purposes that are actually substantial (to a degree...) rather than my usual weird say-nothing posts, I deeply regret that lack of adequate distraction has nonetheless left me little alternative.
So here goes
I am fundamentally
absolutely
profoundly
undeniably
quintessentially
BORED OUT OF MY FREAKING MIND
I am sick of studying so much and need need need outlets for procrastination very badly and yet am unable to find them. This is frustrating to a degree unfelt in all of mankind. I can handle the tests, I can handle the disappointment of grades that have marked this year, I can handle the workload but when it gets to this point where all that is left is reading the same crap over and over and over and over again I really start to crack.
And oh God am I cracking. We have had tests on this stuff continually throughout the year so I have studied it so many times and I have been a good little student going over it in my spare time to make sure I know it. SO NOW I KNOW IT. I know it to death. But the goddamn HSC always makes you question and wonder whether you really do or if you have in fact been fooling yourself so you can justify taking a 2 hour nap instead of reading over it again. And so wake up and you keep studying and keep reading over it only to discover that yes you do know it, (oh GOD do you know it) and reading it again just makes your eyes hurt and your brain want to scream and yell then try to squeeze itself out of your ears so it can run away and not have to be put through the torture of going over this bloody annoyingly horrible crap that YOU ALREADY KNOW.
I love Biology I really do. It is a lovely subject and I am eternally grateful is merely in existence let alone that I had the presence of mind to choose it. I love learning about DNA and the functioning of the body. BUT there comes a point where if I read one more time A to T, C to G or each chromosome is 60% protein and 40% DNA or that de-oxygenated blood enters the right Atrium then the right ventricle and is taken by the Pulmonary artery to the lungs for oxygenation and then back to the heart via the pulmonary vein to the left atrium then the left ventricle before finally being pumped to the rest of the body by the aorta I swear some cute and cuddly cherished childhood toy is going to be so completely mutilated that it scare passersby and make them question the existence of good in the world
I WISH PEOPLE WOULD TALK TO ME. BUT NO THAT IS NOT MY LUCK. My luck is that when I am actually in the frame of mind to study and do practice questions that's when people start to talk to me, oh the hell of it all.
They couldn't possibly talk to me now when I am absolutely the epitome of bored and really really NEED it soooo much.
So
In conclusion, I believe that Carthage must be destroyed
Wait no, in conclusion the HSC sucks
Current mood: I bet you'll NEVER guess.
23rd October, 2005. 3:22 pm. This Update
In absence of any substantially world changing incidences happening to me in the last few days I give to you (my reader) this mindless update
Enjoy!
Current mood: productive.
19th October, 2005. 7:54 pm. Japanese
JAPANESE IS OVER. No more listening tests, Whoo.
So that's 2 down 6 more to go...
In other news I found a lucky ball. I saw it, picked it up and said to it 'I have found you, you will be my lucky ball. Now, be lucky' and it was. Japanese listening was not the screaming fiery hell that crushes and demolishes my self-esteem (and this is a very large self-esteem) that it usually is
GO LUCKY BALL
Current mood: (My lucky ball loves me).