a tiny speck of light (original) (raw)

04 February 2011 @ 03:18 am

I didn't get nearly as much fic up as I wanted to, but for what it's forth, here's what I did write:

somewhere only we know - harry potter, rose/lily luna, steam
...both of them knowing that tonight, there will be no awkward fumbling of fabric between them. Soon they're both naked, and both wet and soapy and pulling each other closer and closer.

All Enchanted Paintings - Mary Poppins, Mary/Burt, wind
He smiles, and then his lips are on hers, hungry and wanting and raw, full of the same longing that she feels singing inside her when she's stuck on that cloud, fit to burst, with nothing but thoughts of his slow smile and stolen kisses to keep her company. Not tonight. Not in this painting, in this moment.

Keep Shadows At Bay - The Lord of the Rings - Eomer/Aragorn, brothers in arms
Later, he'll realize that this is how he survived the war, how they both survived, staying as sane as could be expected, as able as could be hoped for. And this is how they will survive remembering it.

04 February 2011 @ 03:06 am

Title: the time you wait subtracts the joy
Summary: "Girls don't like to be a last resort, Joshua." Josh/Amy, Drought Conditions, written for shutterbug_12 's prompt at the last things prompt meme. Hope you like it, bb!
Rating: pg
Pairings: Josh/Amy (sort of)

( We could be so good together, Yeah, we could, know we could.Collapse )

02 February 2011 @ 12:23 am

ich habe ein schraube locker

offen war ich für dich
wie eine schraubenmutter.
wollte dich ganz fest in mir spüren
wollte mit dir einiges aushalten
wollte das es hält.

und so drehten wir uns um einander
und unsere welten mit
bis sie ganz verdreht waren
und nicht mehr ganz klar war
ob deine welt sich um mich
du dich um dich
oder ich mich um deine welt
drehte.
so haben wir uns verkeilt.

schief geschraubt;
zu stark gedreht oder
von anfang an falsch ausgewählt?

ich hätte dich so gern zurück
und fürchte fast
die fassung
ist permanent verkrazt?

so dass ich höchstens noch
eine lockere schraube hätte.

(das mit dem auseinanderschrauben
war leicht:
mit viel kraft einmal
weggedreht.)

27 December 2010 @ 11:13 pm

so lucky to be loving you
a mix for star-crossed lovers and similar fools

title: so lucky to be loving you
notes: picking the aforementioned girlfriend up at the trainstation on friday, made a playlist already. thought i'd share. lots of happy indie music and gratuitous taylor swift, because that is my jam when i'm in a good mood.

//train: hey, soul sister (☞)
you're the only one i'm dreaming of, you see, i can be myself now, finally, in fact there's nothing i can't be, i want the world to see you be with me

//scouting for girls: stupid love song (☞)
keep it, love it, do what you do - fooling around i've fallen for you //joshua radin: the fear you won't fall (☞)
it hasn't felt like this before, it hasn't felt like home before you, and i miss you more than i should, than i thought i could, can't get my mind off you

//plain white tees: 1, 2, 3, 4 (☞)
tell me that i'm special even when i know i'm not, i'm so glad i found you, i love being around you//frou frou: must be dreaming (☞)
i must be dreaming, oh, pinch me to wake me, so undeniably yours as long as i'm losing it so completely//jack johnson: better together (☞)
love is the answer at least for most of the questions in my heart, i'll tell you one thing: it's always better when we're together

//taylor swift: ours (☞)
And it's not theirs to speculate if it's wrong and your hands are tough but they are where mine belong in//the weepies: a painting like chagall (☞)
we float like two lovers in a painting by chagall

//the postal service: such great heights (☞)
and when you scan the radio, i hope this song will guide you home //maria taylor: cartoons and forever plans (☞)
did you know electricity favors us, and did you know i'm not as fragile as i thought, and did you know our love will never die?//taylor swift: i'm only me when i'm with you (☞)
i'm only up when you're not down, don't wanna fly if you're still on the ground //the beatles: in my life (☞)
though i know i'll never lose affection for people and things that went before, in my life i love you more
//margaret whiting: time after time (☞)
so lucky to be the one you run to see in the evening when they day is through and time after time you'll hear me say that i'm so lucky to be loving you

//BONUS TRACK: taylor swift: love story (☞)

12 December 2010 @ 02:40 pm

Make it get better!

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06 December 2010 @ 11:52 pm

forever yours, faithfully
a cj/danny ep

title: forever yours, faithfully - a cj/danny ep
fandom: the west wing, pairing: cj/danny
notes: lots of pining!romantic!danny, with a hefty side of swooning!cj and terrified!cj. featuring ingrid michaelson, the weepies etc. &hearts lyrics, zip and individual upload inside inside

( i want us to talk, because i like hearing the sound of your voice Collapse )

30 November 2010 @ 07:54 am

Title: Our Cracking Bones Make Noise
Summary: Later, she'll chalk it up to the fact that she was cold. That it was raining and she'd been up for 22 hours and spent the last ten of those on a plane as the court jester of the Leader of the Free World, and not in the good, telling-truth-to-power kind of way. Post-ep to The Portland Trip
Rating: PG-13
Pairings: CJ/Danny

( She'll say that she was hungry and tired and he was thereCollapse )

21 November 2010 @ 02:27 pm

I go to college in a small, back-woods kind of town decried in the rest of the country for being full of backward-ass conservative hicks.

I dropped my LD girlfriend off at the train this morning after a week together. We're not all that PDA-y, really, mainly because we have a pretty complicated relationship, but over the course of this week, I kissed her in the supermarket aisle, and in our favorite café, and in the middle of a crowded high street, and in the checkout line at H&M, and on an escalator at the mall. You hear stories of homophobia from people, and I kept expecting something to happen, but there we were, in what has to be one of the most conservative places in this country, and the only acknowledgement was that this morning, after I dropped her off with a kiss or two or three, and a heart drawn on a grimy train window with my fingers, as I watched her train leave and wiped my cheeks, a little old lady smiled at me and asked me if I needed a tissue.

So, for the record? Small town Bavarians give me hope.