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Wow, an entry that's not at like, 4 AM.

Well, douched today by thinking my exam was at 12 when it was at 9. Not pleasant, lol. Got there at 10. And no, I didn't finish.

The big clusterfuck that is my school: So I told them I'd go. That was all fine and dandy. But when I go to pick up the tickets, the other guidance counsellor (the lady's husband) was supposed to give them to me. La la la, I'm standing there. Then I ask him what TIME I SHOULD BE THERE. Somehow, this invokes a stream of "Do you think you're that important? That I have to coordinate a certain time for YOU to be therE? I don't give a damn. You're the one receiving a bunch of money, graduating and you don't care. all these other students PAID, unlike you. I don't give a damn about you. I don't give a damn."

Me: ... Okay. I will not come then.

"I don't give a damn! It's not up to me so I don't give a damn. "

He hands over tickets. "Sorry m'dear."

WTF.

So I told my dad cause I was all sorts of pissed. So he got pissed usual (your typical asian dad) and he goes to the school to talk to them. And then what happens when he gets back?

"THEY SAID YOU WERE MAKING ALL SORTS OF DEMANDS LIKE YOU GET YOUR OWN TIME TO BE THERE AND THE PERSON PRESENTING THE AWARD HAS TO BE THERE. WHO DO YOU THINK YOU ARE." (Typical asian dad again. The whole your kid is evil thing.)

"DAD. I ASKED WHAT TIME I HAD TO BE THERE. I ASKED IF SHE WAS GOING TO BE THERE BECAUSE THEN I WOULD COME SINCE LOL IT'S THE RESPECTFUL THING TO DO. FINE BELIEVE THEM. " *muffled cursing*

"WHAT'S THE REALLLL REASON YOU DON'T WANT TO GO."

"I DON'T WANT TO GO."

"THAT'S NOT A REASON."

"WHAT? BEFORE IT WAS! OMG. NEVERMIND YOU DON'T EVEN LISTEN."

"..YOU HAVE AN ATTITUDE. YOU KNOW THAT!!!"

So I'm not going :D Mom's gonna be pissed especially after all the shoe shopping XD.
But I feel better this way. Not so much like a tool and happy that I don't have to see those fuckers ever again. Might as well go out with a BANG. Somehow, it just figures I'd end up getting in shit by everyone and everything SOMEHOW. No one ever believes the person involved. But, by now I probably have enough anger to get my muse working again, right Wendy?

Anyway the stereotypical asian thing to do now is avoid your parents for however long until they decide to start talking to you. Which sucks since my dad hangs out in the kitchen. When they act like they hate you it means they love you but think you're fucking retarded XD

Okay, since it's all ff people, reccommend me some fic now that I feel like reading again. (I'm e-literit.) I may read Inuyasha, Bleach, Card Captor Sakura, Champloo .. pretty much it. Or, music :D I'll listen to anything.

Final thought I promise. Do you ever feel like you're just in the wrong zone or something? Bad analogy. The wrong umm...element. Like I don't feel like I'm 18. Or going to college. Yet I feel a little more intelligent then others. I'll have to think about that somemore. Bye lovelies.