[ **mood** | calm ] I don't have a whole lot to update on. Yesterday my father and I had another blow out. It started out tiny, and ended up this gigantic mess. I was making a joke, and he took it seriously. My mom left to go get groceries and he called me out to the living room, and I said I didn't want to because I didn't want to get yelled at, and he said he felt like yelling so, whatever. I'm tired of behing his target for the worst kind of verbal abuse.The kind of verbal abuse that makes you feel worthless and like you'd be better off without that person around. He even triggered an anxiety attack, man do I hate those. My anxiety has gotten worse over the past couple years.Ah well, I'm off to sell things on Runescape so I can make moolah. |
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