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Since the age of three, I have been completely engaged in thinking about where I found myself since before birth; reality. I was born thinking dualistically and knew it. This duality spun around in my head and I didn’t yet know what it... more

It disturbed my thoughts to the extent I wished to be rid of the sense of division or opposites. I relaxed and concentrated and asked for a little help and it all went away, poof, and only returned once due to my stupidity.

From then on I would either produce or have placed, complete, well formed ideas, in my head by simply thinking deeply about the nature of reality. I have no idea how many three year olds have the experience of deep cogitation, but I did.

I am sure, I drove my parents and folks who worked for my Grandparents crazy with my questions about the universe and various abstract concepts. I have always been naive and innocent about what other people think and know, believing that most people were and are aware of what has always been in my awareness.

I am now sixty six years old and, boy, was I mistaken about what others think about. I assumed that people were like Sigmund Freud or Plato or Einstein or the people that worked in the near-by school of technology like Doctor Willard who worked on the Manhattan Project for the atomic bomb who I knew growing up and in collage.

I grow up reading the Book of Knowledge and Freud and Einstein and many other books in my Grandmothers library which I still possess. I began buying books when I was in high school and continued until the world wide net and Pdf files came around.

These books were science fiction which has become a dead Art form, philosophical and metaphysical tomes, psychological and math and science. Early on determining, I had a math block like my Father had, after Doctor Einstein had him tutored at Cal Tech when he was there briefly to see if he could overcome the block which he couldn’t.

This did not daunt my spirit, now, having enough of a grasp of quantum physics and astrophysics to meld these sciences with the philosophy of these subjects and the ancient art of thinking dialectically about the phenomenonological and the inner explorations of purely subjective consciousness and cogitation. More simply put, a synthesis of a posteriori evolution and a prior involution of empirical reality of the human state of being. In my experience it is all One or all this IS That.

I recall thinking, the day I understood what the empirical method in science and the scientific method in science were; that I now had the tools to comprehend everything combined and together with pure reason derived from the dialectic which brought accurate visualization and synthesis of ideas and objective facts, measured by validity and reliability and truth based in fact.

Facts are tri-dimensional occurrences in time and space which are just as real in our bodies and heads as they are outside of our bodies. If facts are not the same thing in both states, objective and subjective, then knowledge is impossible and the study of epistemology is a complete waste of time. There is then no solution for the epistemological difficulty demonstrated by the perfection of the mathematics of quantum physics.

There are physicists who now contend that we will never know what reality is made up of scientifically as we humans are simply not capable of comprehending the complexity of the quantum state. I disagree because that quantum state exists right between my ears and I may observe it directly and examine what it is, ad infinitum.

I suppose I “worshiped” Doctor Albert Einstein and I still do, hearing from that early age about the final treasure to be accomplishment that the good doctor was working on as the Unified Field Theory. I am fairly sure I have found the path to its synthesis and I could care less if anyone agrees with me because I know I am correct in my fundamental insights and visualizations and pure epistemology.

I think Doctor Einstein had most of it figured out until the quantum physicists distracted him from his original insights and formulations. Had he continued to apply his astrophysics to the quantum physical world he would have found synthesis. I think Doctor Higgs and associates and a couple of groups of Russian physicists are on the right track and are not mistaken in their visualizations. As near as we may determine there is a Higgs Boson and likely five or more.

I think the scientific disciplines are very close to discovery of something more fundamental than fire or the genome or the Wmap or other profound discovers of science which are discussed in the ancient texts of India and more. Ah, but what do I know?

When I was in grade school an idea came into my head that was geometrical in nature that drove me until 1970 when I finally was able to get it drawn on paper and copy righted and published with theory and name. It has taken me until recently to actually write the whole idea down that others may comprehend.

The major thing that has always disturbed me is ego. Ego is derived from the fear of death and the fear of inferiority which all people are unfortunately obsessed in either defending (me) or escaping the thought of doing (dying). I do not give a crap about either state of consciousness that are really the same and are usually manifest as subconscious states in the majority of human beings.

My advice to any human being that has an ego they believe they need to defend or foist upon others is find the best method for each to get rid of it, the finite ego, because it is a disease process and malady derived from impressions of primitive evolution. Good luck to one and all and I won’t hold my breath; star seekers of all kinds being the worst condition of the disease.

Just ask Robin Williams and other truly talented people that have stardom forced upon them by the people who wish to be like them and suffocate these talented souls to death with their desires. This abnormal attention is what killed Jesus Christ who was God-Man and Melarepa the man-God of Tibet. Jesus was in Nirvikalpa/Sahaj Samadhi and taught in Kashmiri until He dropped His vehicle and has a Samadhi (Tomb) in Kashmir where He lived and taught.

These competing states of delusional thinking, fear of inferiority and death, are inherent relics of evolution and have kept humankind completely in the throws of utter ignorance and self induced stupidity and without recourse unless deeply and humbly and actively sought. In other words people who read this diatribe should consider waking the fuck up.

These willfully induced states bring us greed, warfare and mass stupidity in abundance and the proclivity of thinking dualistically, without objectivity, integration and dialectic synthesis. The best en masse example of the stupid delusion is the socially engineered political parties that unfortunately thrive in the United States of America and overly influence the rest of the Worlds’ peoples.

In other words, I think 98% of humanity are simply lost in a self induced delusion due to self generated fear of inferiority and death. Get over it and kiss your ego goodbye, Chillan.’

The most important thing humanity totally doesn’t get is who, what, when, where, how and why they are. All this information is now most available to anyone who has access to a computer connected to the world wide net, so there is no longer any excuse to remain stupid and ignorant if you can type, mouse, ask and read. Soon we will be able to talk to these unfortunately necessary machines.

The big question, of course, is God the Tetragrammaton (Everything and/or Light) and God the tetrahedron (Nothing and/or light) a Man-God?

This very paper is an attempt to bring this salient information to folks in a condensed and unified manner. If you don’t get it, go study somewhere else until you do or remain an ignorant sot drunk on the beliefs of dogmatism when true knowledge is fluid and ever changing due to study and firmly based in science and empiricism.

Most importantly do not injure your person in your seeking knowledge for if you do you are doing something wrong, must stop and regroup until it feels good which is normal and natural. You are your own best guide if you seek to avoid stupidity which is lying to one’s self and loving the lie which disrespects the Self which we seek love and acceptance from daily!