You Dont Need Me by acember on DeviantArt (original) (raw)

"What if somehow you get hurt. What do I do? I don't want that for you...

What am I going to tell you? You're better off not knowing the trouble i'm in. I don't want you to worry, about what I've just seen, about where I've just been. You don't have to be a part of this. I don't think I want you to be.
You don't need this.. You don't need me.."
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I'm about to vent so uh, be warned: I got back from the GNPDMA Friday and i've been feeling kind of upset ever since I left. I met so many amazing people there and everyone was so motivated and involved in the program. Everything about the place was wonderful, but the people especially were fantastic, they were so kind and encouraging and oh man how much i wouldn't mind seeing my squad again or participating in one last march off with all those amazingly talented people. Anyway long story short, i got home and have been feeling really upset and lonely ever since. I mean it's probably something i'll get over soon, but being around people like that for pretty much 18 hours of the day for five days has already gotten me used to the energy and generally tight knit feeling of the whole group. It's amazing how much you can grow attached to complete strangers in just five days of being around them, especially when they're really great people. But yeah, i guess in general i'm just feeling really lonely, and i miss everything about dma and time is a sucky thing to watch go by.