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Even knowing what I did even knowing my sins and my calm to that so-called "love" I did not believe that I was going to die of nine in this place, I believed that I would change it that I would do better and that I would not return to that route.

I was wishing it hadn't come to this, I'm here on the verge of being burned with all my memories and vivid bad times where no one is here to say it was a mistake or that they regret everything they've told me, because what's done is done ..

I wanted so much to be like you that you always say that you should do the separate view and say that it was planned and that nothing can be done.. But tell me if I was wrong for wanting you to hug me and tell me that if I was fine, I wish I weren't. Having arrived in this world, I would like to know why this happens to me.

You promised me that you would take me from here and that I would be free and dance like a flower in search of a path to an unknown place.

BUT YOU HURT ME! You sweetened your cold words with acts of alleged chivalry and that the colors you showed was what I should have received..

JUDGE:

Here in the presence of our Majesty and Glory of Sandez may all the Golden Blessing fall upon you!

The burning of the traitorous and defamatory Lise Brave will begin for having tried to poison Her Majesty Edian Gloria de Sandez and tell her that it is an act of conspiracy to her throne!

While the Judge waited for the delegation from the Emperor, the people mocked the young Duchess of the Brave House who was the old successor of the house, mockery, food scraps and more resided towards her person.

-You must die, because of you. THE HOLY GRAIL HAS NOT BLESSED OUR EMPIRE AND HIS MAJESTY THE EMPEROR!

-You used your appearance to end each of your people and think that it was intertwined with the Majesty of her knowing that you have no right..

LISE: *What did I do to be treated this way when everyone came together to do "it" and they know very well that it wasn't me, I have sworn before the Holy Grail Church that it wasn't me?

LISE: *I ​​tried to save you but this is how they pay me..

LISE: *They know what I have done, and that I have never said their sins and that is how they pay me.

It tears me apart and at the same time empties me inside, just knowing that that time I could end everything. That sill and its fall was so deep that I could have been like a tomato lying at the foot of my feet, all shattered like the color of sunrise so red and desperate and not being in this place.

But I'm glad I didn't say that what I longed for the most was to be told that they loved me and that they needed me... But not anymore now I can finally rest and if only I could go back home where the world of social networks gave everything.. . If I return to this time I think I will go crazy and I will not know what to do because I will have to take charge of the matter and I will change and I swear that I will destroy you along with everything that surrounds you, not in a way of killing but in a different slow way and painful..

It was my mistake from the beginning to believe and expect something from a person who is not born even the smallest of himself, it was just a filter, a staged scene, or more I could say that everything was a tablecloth in advance and what can I say I have fallen so round and sweet.

*** (I don't know maybe I wanted to be part of that vast blue sky, I got tired of everything, of my existence why am I still here why .. what is my purpose in this life? I feel so empty and I think that That was what I needed from him, his affection, his company, his thirst for me, it must be at the time they abandoned me or I abandoned myself, just depending on my emotions and how I felt was my worst mistake, I think get the accounts wrong I long for this to end how deep this pain can be, I just smile like a facet of always where I show myself trustworthy and listen, but who would want to listen to me, a princess who was now a concubine, where should you keep things to yourself, suppress every little thing and not show yourself vulnerable to that person at all. How much I must bleed my soul to find in myself that love that I lack, feeling that everything is falling apart)***

I climbed every step that was shown to me and proved to be capable of achieving it and let them see that I will not run out of steps to take, corrupting everything that they wanted me to submerge and letting themselves be carried away by madness and not letting themselves be governed by such stigmas words that came and went of that place where there was no space but my own palace.

Yes, I will come back and show that this story is twisted and I will make all your dirty and red-handed acts come to light and that by themselves they take out their own and go down, you who spit towards the sky die by your own saliva and acts..

In this Kingdom and Empire where the word of a lady is worth when she belongs to a high rank like the one I have, I will do everything that you have done the same, the value of each lady is worth and I will raise my voice together with everyone and I will make a revolution if it is what I have to do, so much dirt is going around, so many insults and fallacies in each mouth of those who claim to do good for those who do not deserve it, luxuries and riches on the basis of whom they break their backs doing everything with their small families , while those who arrive only lick and leave leftovers..

I will sink and return home again and I will continue with my normal life and I will prepare myself for what comes with the passage of time, I will not bow down to anyone or lower my gaze and I will not let them step on my pride, I will make a puppet of myself without controlling where I will be the one who takes charge of matters as it should.

UNTIL THEN..

LET MY BODY FEEL THIS PAIN EVEN IN THE CORNER OF EVERY PART OF MY BEING AND WHEN THAT TIME COMES I WILL ENJOY THAT EVERYONE KNOWS WHAT IT FEELS WITHOUT THE NEED OF THIS FIRE..