AngryMangos - Hobbyist, Digital Artist | DeviantArt (original) (raw)
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Account Is No Longer Active!!!
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Hello, My name is AngryMangos and I have a major anxiety disorder, low self esteem, trust issues and OCD. I’m a good drawer but burnt myself out on it. I like to write but can never get a story started or finished. I always do my best on everything I do and still get told to do better or re-do it because it’s not good enough.
I have a bad problem with overthinking, feeling like everything is my fault, getting in trouble and messing up. I’m always worrying, stressed out, overwhelmed, scared, on edge, hiding, doubting myself, being used, being taken for granted and lonely. Mostly because of my anxiety, bad choices and my younger life. Most of the time I’m talking, unmotivated, being yelled at by everyone, getting lectured by my parents and just straight up giving up.
I love to cuddle up in my soft blanket and watch YouTube, drink Pepsi (Best soda ever), look at something and try to figure out how it would work. Having a fun time with my trusted friends (No one at the moment) and getting notifications, even if it’s just one favorite. (It makes me feel like someone is actually looking at the things I worked hard on and liking it instead of just telling me to do better)
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Thinking of future goals, I'd like to be an artist people remember. Someone who's not just there. Someone who makes a contribution to this amazing thing we're making! For the people who make art using the new AI thing, I'm not saying you're not doing the right thing, as I don't want to cause any trouble. I'm just saying you also have the potential to contribute in a way too! It doesn't have to be in art, if apparently, you don't want to make art. You could build the next major website like DA! Or create the next biggest trend! You could grow vegetables, and save our lives when we need it. You could be a scientist who creates the best and most useful medicine! Think about those things, and think, 'Is this really what I want to do in life?'. This is exactly what I mean in being someone people remember. Right now, I'm not completely sure of what I want to be as I get older either, but I still have years to decide.
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👻 ←This is Daniel, Daniel likes his coffee. Don’t touch Daniel’s coffee or Daniel will bite your kneecaps off
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DM me the word “Tomato” for a surprise