Hurt and Betrayal by CarmanMM-Dirda on DeviantArt (original) (raw)

This. Took. Forever. But I love it. It's vent art. :C

Carman - in her lunar rather than usual form - crying blood and bleeding from the mouth. The bloody cat in the background represents a friend that was going through a bad time and hid it from me because she was avoiding me until recently... I've always cared for her, but apparentally she hasn't always felt the same for me. With all that I went through with and for her, I had to add this.

And no, it's not Amber. I know I talk about her a lot, but believe me... that image would be like a disected body among other things. Our relationship is fucked up, this is just stress and saddness.

You can comfort all you want, but really my venting took care of most of it. Now I'm just repressing. Oh, how I believe I'll become a serial killer some day from all my pent up anger and stress. Wish me luck on that not happening. C:

Well... it was totally traditional. Darkened it in GIMP, but other than that, all prismacolor pencils. The cat and the immediant area around it haven't really changed from what it looks like on paper.

For those who don't know, the lunar demon is not a wolf. It's a feather mammal that mostly resembles a cat. If you had to think of it as a chimera, it would be a wolf/lion mix with feathers on it's cheeks, brows, and the backs of it's front legs. I made the snout too long in this image.

Characters and art (c)