The summoning by erotesque on DeviantArt (original) (raw)

THE SUMMONING

Pretending to be pretentious,

The bloodstains are invisible on your black Prada tie.

It matches with my scarlet nails,

Around your neck,

scratching the surface of lust.

You offered your guidance through my private hell,

Promised it would hurt just a little.

You told me that you are here for me,

not after me.

My dear private devil,

My love begins where your breath ends.

Bloodthirsty cupids shoot with poisoned bullets.

How deep the bullet has reached,

we dont bother to let our hearts heal.

diving deep inside, we call it love.

Cupid bullets reflected in your eyes,

You split the lies with ease.

I’m nervous,

My roots are merging with your nerve endings.

I have lost control.

My heart stays silent as it urges to yell,

Golden needles between your slender fingers

Piercing my sanity, surgeon precision.

I need nobody else,

I am a deviant deserter

and you love my freedom.

You grab my heart and put it in a jar.

Am I the first in your collection, or the last?

My heart is glazed with opioids,

Pleased, you dig your teeth deep,

your spit melts my reason.

You call it therapy.

All the precious things have short life expectancy.

You taught me to be robust, to be mean, to be dirty.

All the fragile things are expensive but easy to break.

All expensive things are easy to buy but hard to sell.

Carefully I study your face,

Stendhal syndrome clouds my mind.

My privacy and all my secrets,

cyphered between the patterns of my butterly wings,

You decode them with ease.

I am your missing exhibit of your lepidopterist collection.

Our love is strangled with thick robes, shibari style.

Your heart pumps bitter perfume I wear around my neck.

Your expensive cigarette dissolves in purple smoke of creative lies.

I am watching our mutual exchange of insanity,

but Idont care enough to address it.

I have summoned a demon I cannot tame.

A noose around my neck

You call it a pathology,

Yet, it chokes me back into sanity,

And makes me see the difference

between who you truly are,

And who I want you to be.