FelineBlue80 - Hobbyist, Traditional Artist | DeviantArt (original) (raw)

Literature

HL - Heavy Dreaming

Hey, it's been a while since I've written here. I've been so busy this year trying to keep up with farming and ranching and all that fun house keeping stuff. I really need to get this out though. I woke from a dream… well, more like a nightmare. And it doesn't want to leave. I was walking through a foggy cemetery; I realized just now it's probably where my mother was laid to rest. I was probably looking to visit her at her final resting place, but then my siblings and father appeared, jeering at me and blaming me. They always blamed me for mom's poor health. I still wonder, was it my fault? They said she was always sickly after my birth, but she doted on me and protected me from them. They always hated me for that too. I never understood it. I still don't. Dad was always super conservative in his beliefs, mom never really was, but she could only fight so much. I wonder sometimes if it wasn't their negativity that caused her illness. I have heard that too much negativity could hurt