Wonderful by LoulabeIIe on DeviantArt (original) (raw)

It's honestly something I really need to show off and say; KudoJin is really and truly the best partner I could've ever asked for;
When undergoing mental health, stress and overall life just being a bitch - Sometimes having someone can help;
...but having someone you love and loves you back, makes things more bare-able when overcoming those issues.

Kudo has made me feel really special, like I am someone who can change the world and everything around me,
I lost that confidence in myself two years ago when I really truly thought, I was worthless compared to everyone and that's where I fell the worst.
Having someone who reminds you that, hey, it's okay to

feel human

. It's nice to have.

I love wiping away his or my tears when we cry together, I love to kiss him and the warm heartfelt feeling I have when I do;
I couldn't explain in more depth how truly wonderful he is. He encourages me to do my best but he acknowledges my faults but doesn't make me feel bad for having them.
Knowing I have someone I want to do the best for as well as myself just lifts my heart up so highly; I do want to do my best for myself and us.

Kudo really shows so much affection and love to me and what he makes, seeing this sweet person going through what they want to do, who they want to meet, who to thank, how many people he wants to make happy through just being himself; I think that is just so beautiful to see in someone and when I see that, it's irreplaceable. It stays in my heart as something I can admire about him, his ability to try, strength to try even with days it looks so hard to.

Sometimes, when he leaves my house, I feel a little lonely;
I know he'll be back or I'll come to him-
...but you know that feeling when you really just wanna be with someone a lot? Or just even live together?
Yeah, I have that feeling with him. I just want to stay cuddled up to his side every morning when I awake.

Happy Valentines Day KudoJin !

(Technically we're also celebrating our 6 month/half a year anniversary together.) I adore you dearly, you really are the best person in my life.