Blue by Qeisvara on DeviantArt (original) (raw)

Real blue rose doesn't exist in real life. The closest the scientists and researchers ever got is a violet rose. All blue rose in this world is fabricated. Most of the times they're just white rose painted in blue pigment.

Because of its inexistent, blue rose often associated with the unattainable. And me, being a dramatic bitch I am, love the concept of its vulnerability and existential crisis.

For me, having a good life as our expectations is just another kind of unattainable euphoria. Stuff happened, good things are taken away from you. And then you start to question yourself about everything. Is this the life that I'm worth for? Is this really the fate that's bestowed to me, or can I make a change? Which part did I do wrong? You start to have doubt. You don't trust people any longer. You are on a summit of what ifs.

And before you know it, blue hue painted all over you, unable to see the other colors in your life.

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August 01, 2021 - Happy Birthday to me.