My First Self Bondage Adventure by RuRuCX on DeviantArt (original) (raw)

After tying up Rebecca two nights ago, I wanted to try bondage again. However, this time I felt like doing it on myself. While I was looking up all sorta of knots for tying Rebecca up with, I came across a strange phrase, “self bondage”. I ended up looking into it last night, and I decided I wanted to try it out.

As soon as my classes were over, I started my night out by texting Rebecca. I told her that I wanted some alone time tonight so I could try something new by myself, and that she could come visit later around 8pm. Just to be safe, I ended up giving Rebecca my lanyard so she could unlock my room later incase something happened.

Once Rebecca had stopped by to pick up my room key, I went on my phone set an alarm for 7pm. I turned snooze off because I felt like I might still be bound at that point and unable to press dismiss. After that, I started looking at all sorts of self bondage techniques and scenarios.

I decided to look on google images for some pictures of self bondage and I ended up seeing a large range of scenarios. Some of them looked really hard, while others looked easy~ish. I had noticed that a lot of the images seemed to be of anime girls. I’m guessing anime girls are easier to draw, whereas you’d have to have a model otherwise.

After looking at pictures for about 30 minutes, I came across two images that I found really interesting. The first image was of a girl who had her arms tied behind her back, and her arms were being forced upwards while she was standing. I looked into the position and it appears that it is an old torture method known as Strappado. I ended up looking into its connection with bondage, and apparently when you tie someone into a Strappado, they always have a part of their body on the ground such as feet or butt.

As for the second image, it was of an anime girl who was drooling through a ball gag. She had her upper body tied up into a box tie, while her legs were tied into a Lotus Position. To add onto the bondage, they even made her a rope collar that connected her neck to her ankles, forcing her back closer to her legs.

In the end, I had decided to have a mix between the two images. First, I got out my rope, then my nipple clamps, then my collar, then a rope ratchet I had lying around. I also grabbed handcuffs, a padlock, my spare lanyard, and the gag. I also grabbed a soft bathmat that I had been using as a rug, and laid it down in my walk in closet. I had already tested the bar In my closet, and I found that it is quite capable of holding a decent amount of weight.

I then grabbed all the stuffs and placed it on the rug. I started out my session by stripping. I then tied my spare lanyard to one of the screw gate chain links I had attached to the cuffs. I then clipped the key to the handcuffs onto the lanyard. I put the handcuffs on and tapped the velcro part off so I wouldn’t be able to take the cuffs off later without my hands being free.

After that, I attached the rope ratchet to the closet bar, and then lowered the hook on the rope down to the floor. I then made sure that I could only pull on the pull rope, but not on the hook rope. I decided to put the collar on next. I made sure it was a little loose, but also nice and snug.

Once that was done, I put my gag on as tight as could be. I also added a couple extra holes the other day, so when its at its tightest, its impossible to push any part of the gag out of your mouth. I then started tying the rope around my legs to get myself into a lotus tie. After a while of looping rope around my legs, I finished it off by wrapping it around one of the d rings on the collar and pulling it tight. This left me with my head about 15cm from my ankles.

After that, I grabbed my clover clamps and put them on. I decided to give them a little bit of twisting and pulling to make it more sore at the beginning. That way I can start my session out a little more spicy.

The last thing I had to do was lock my hands together, and put my arms into a strappado position. I started out by locking the two cuffs together. This sounds like an easy task, but It took me a good 3 minutes. Once I locked the padlock in place, I placed the hook from the rope ratchet onto the padlock.

I was now at the last step of setting up my session, so after making sure I couldn’t wiggle my way out, I began pulling on the pull rope. I managed to make a lot of clicks before my arms were effectively stuck in place. I had a little bit of slack, so I ended up having to figure out how to get rid of it.

I found out that if I sort of lift myself with the pull rope, I can tighten the strappado even more. I ended up doing this for a couple minutes. I decided to see how stuck I was by moving my arms and waist side to side.

I didn’t notice the feeling when Rebecca tied me up, but I really like the idea of struggling against the rope as if I was trying to get free that way. While I was enjoying my time struggling, I started to feel drool drop down my chest. I wasn’t really sure how to feel about the feeling, but it made me feel pretty cold in that area.

After enjoying my session for what felt like an hour, my alarm started going off. I didn’t notice that the time had gone by that quickly, but I needed to get out or else Rebecca would come in and see me like this.

I started by grabbing the lanyard. It was pretty hard to figure out where it was without using my eyes, but I eventually grabbed the key. I decided to take the key off my lanyard because I thought it would be easier.

I tried putting the key in the padlock, but it turns out it was a really difficult task in a strappado position. I kept trying for about 2 minutes until I realised I fucked up. I had managed to drop the key out of reach and I began struggling.

Unlike earlier, this time I REALLY needed to try struggling my way out of this one. I tried taking the tape off the velcro cuffs, but I couldn’t undo the tape at all. I then tried getting the hook off the padlock, I pushed my arms up as far as I could manage, and I still couldn’t manage to get out.

At this point, I was sweating with drool dropping down my chest and there was nothing I could do to escape Rebecca finding me like this. After I had given up, it felt like I had been held hostage for a couple hours before I heard the door start to unlock.

Rebecca entered the room and I was relieved to see the door open, I could finally get out of this painful predicament. At this point, the room was completely dark, so Rebecca looked around a little bit and then finally glanced in my direction. I was soo glad she looked because it meant I could finally get untied.

To my surprise however, Rebecca said to herself “she must have gone to the bathroom or something, i’ll have to come back in 20 minutes”. I started making noises though my gag to get her attention, but all my effort was in vain. She left, locked the door, and went up to her room.

I was starting to feel my hands becoming red from the tension, and my clamps felt like they weighed 10kg. I tried passing the time thinking about other things, but the pain from the clamps alone was too much to ignore.

After waiting for what felt like forever, Rebecca came back, started unlocking the door, then turned the lights on. She looked around my room at first, then went back to leave and saw me sitting there. I didn’t feel like moving because at this point I wanted to get out, but I was too embarrassed to struggle in front of Rebecca.

She went up to me, undid my collar, and raised my chin up so she could make eye contact with me. She then decided to move my hair out of my face and wipe the drool off my chin with her thumb. She then looked at me and said “so this is what you were doing for all this time huh?” Now that I could move my head, I nodded.

Rebecca didn’t seem eager to release me at first because she just kinda looked me up and down as if she was trying to learn from what I did. All of the sudden, Rebecca pulled my chin up again and said ”alright Ruru, I’ll give you two options, either I have a little fun with you now and then get payback for Thursday later, or I leave you hear for another hour and add a vibrator to your little “alone time”.

I tried speaking, but I couldn’t make out any words through the gag. Rebecca smiled as if it was the most entertaining thing she had seen as I struggled to make understandable words. I finally gave up and grunted. Rebecca said “alright, shake your head up and down if you want me to have a little fun with you now and a little later, and don’t nod if you want me to use a vibrator on you”.

I was thinking for a little bit because I wasn’t really sure which would be worse, but then Rebecca got impatient and said “alright, I’ll go get the vibrator” I started making noises and shaking my head up and down. Rebecca looked back and smiled as if this was all apart of her plan.

She lowered my arms a little, but she didn’t lower them enough for me to get out. Then she pulled my clamps off and started twisting my nipples with her finger tips. It hurt, but for some reason it felt good in a way. I wasn’t sure what to make of this feeling because I had never experienced anything like it up till now.

Rebecca stopped, got up, and walked over to the bag I had all my stuff in. She started looking through the bag, after a minute of her looking, she started giggling and looked back at me while smiling. She pulled out what looked like 4 things.

She then walked over to me bringing only one of the four things she had pulled out. When she got closer, I noticed she was holding the blindfold. She then aggressively pulled my hair back and kissed me on the forehead.

The next thing I know, Rebecca folded the blindfold in half and started tying it tightly in front of my eyes. At this point I could not see anything Rebecca was going to do. She walked over to what sounded like my bag, and then walked back over.

All of the sudden, I felt a cold flat object hit me hard on the thigh. I could only guess because I couldn’t see, but I assume she was using the paddle on me. She then started paddling me on the chest where my nipples hurt from earlier.

Every time Rebecca paddled me, I couldn’t help but let out a mini scream. Rebecca then decided to take my gag off and ask me “is this okay with you? I want to make sure I have your consent before I do any more.” I ended up being silent for a minute and then slightly nodded yes.

Rebecca then whispered in my ear and said “ alright, now you better be quiet or else your neighbours will hear you.” She then started tickling me using the tickler. It didn’t really have any affect on me, but that wasn’t going to stop Rebecca. She then started using her hands to tickle my sides and armpits, as well as feet.

I tried squirming around to get away from her hands, but unfortunately I tied myself up too well to get away from her. She continued to the point where I was laughing and crying. Rebecca then let me calm down and asked me if I wanted to see what it felt like with my arms up higher than what I left it at. I had a blank facial expression for a good minute as I was thinking about it, then I nodded yes.

Rebecca didn’t want my answer to be a nod however. Rebecca said “ill only do it if you say yes daddy”. She then pulled my blindfold down. I really didn’t want to say it, so I ended up saying it quietly. She then said “next time you’ll have to be louder, but I’ll accept it this time”.

The next thing I know, Rebecca reached behind me and pulled the rope ratchet one click at a time. I decided I’d be fun to try and struggle as she was doing it. The feeling was great because I could struggle all I want and my arms would only get tighter and tighter.

After little bit, I started leaning forwards to make myself more comfortable. Rebecca gave the ratchet about 5 more clicks before she stopped pulling the rope tighter. I couldn’t move anything except my head anymore, I was basically Rebeccas prisoner.

She then put her hand on my neck and forced me up and stared at me. She started to whisper in my ear “it looks like you enjoy this kind of pain huh, well I’m going to make you struggle in a way you’ve never felt before.”.

All of the sudden, she grabbed something from her pocket and turned it on. It was one of the vibrators I had gotten with the bondage kit. She started using it on my neck, then on my nipples. I tried to move away because my nipples were really sensitive at the time, but there was no way I could possibly move more than an inch away from her.

Rebecca then put her hand over my mouth and shoved the vibrator inside of me. All of the sudden I couldn’t stay still, nor quiet. I had never felt like this before, but I knew I didn’t want to simply let it happen to me.

I started making noises I had never made before as I struggled every bit of my body. Suddenly, Rebecca grabbed my neck and started choking me. I could feel the blood circulation slowly being cut off from my head and right before I felt like passing out, she let me go and took the vibrator out.

Rebecca then released the rope ratchet and started untying all the rope I had used earlier. Then after that was over, she picked me up and placed me on my bed. She didn’t remove the cuffs or the lock, but I was too tired to say or do anything about it.

Rebecca then grabbed my bathrobe and put it on me. Instead of putting my arms through the sleeves, she decided to put the sleeves into the pockets. She then grabbed my covid mask, put it on me, then took me off my bed and stood me up.

She shoved all my stuff in my bag, put it on, then opened the door saying “lets go to my room”. At this point I was too tired to even complain about walking around in a bathrobe handcuffed. As we entered Rebeccas room, Rebecca picked me up and brought me over to the bed, then laid me down.

I laid there for a decent amount of time before Rebecca came over and removed the cuffs. I started rubbing my wrists with my hands because they had gotten sweaty from earlier. She then came over and said “alright, now it’s time for payback”.

Rebecca grabbed my arms and tied me into a star harness. She then tied my legs together. Now that I was effectively helpless to anything Rebecca did, she decided to bite me on the shoulder and chest in various spots. She then wrapped me in her covers and said “goodnight”. She turned the lights off, hopped in bed with me, and forced me to be little spoon by hugging me. I had never slept with Rebecca before, but it was definitely a new feeling as her chest pressed against my hands, while I couldn’t move even if I wanted to.

The next morning, Rebecca woke up and untied my legs, then undid my star harness. She then grabbed the handcuffs and handcuffed me to the top of her bed. She then proceeded to lay on me and get some more rest. I was too tired to even fight so I ended up sleeping as well.

After a couple more hours of us sleeping had passed, Rebecca woke up, unlocked only one of the handcuffs, and then locked her own hand in one. She then said “Alright, are you ready for your morning shower?”.

I was taken by surprise because I never thought Rebecca would say that. But in the end I said “sure!”. This was without a doubt, my first shower in handcuffs with another person. We had a hard time figuring out how to do certain tasks, like shampoo and conditioner, as well as drying off. But in the end, we figured it all out! Once we went back to Rebeccas room, we hung out for the rest of the day and had a pretty normal day