I'm a Monster by Sabi-Cat-13 on DeviantArt (original) (raw)

'The secret side of me, I never let you see.
I keep it caged but I can't control it.
So stay away from me, the beast is ugly.
I feel the rage and I just can't hold it!

It's scratching on the walls, in the closet, in the halls.
It comes awake and I can't control it.
Hiding under the bed, in my body, in my head.
Why won't somebody come and save me from this, make it end?!

I feel it deep within, it's just beneath the skin.
I must confess that I feel like a monster!
I hate what I've become, the nightmare's just begun.
I must confess that I feel like a monster!

My secret side I keep hid under lock and key.
I keep it caged but I can't control it.
'Cause if I let him out he'll tear me up, break me down.
Why won't somebody come and save me from this, make it end?!

I feel it deep within, it's just beneath the skin
I must confess that I feel like a monster
I hate what I've become, the nightmare's just begun
I must confess that I feel like a monster

It's hiding in the dark, its teeth are razor sharp!
There's no escape for me, it wants my soul, it wants my heart.
No one can hear me scream, maybe it's just a dream.
Maybe it's inside of me! Stop this monster!

I feel it deep within, it's just beneath the skin.
I must confess that I feel like a monster!
I hate what I've become, the nightmare's just begun.
I must confess that I feel like a monster!'
~lyrics from Monster by Skillet~
(some lyrics were removed due to repetitive-ness )

Here's my OC, Demitri.
After he made his deal with the devil, every century or so Lucifer will drag Demitri down to hell for his little 'check-up', making sure that he's still 100% under his control. While in Hell, for the most part, Demitri is bound in this way so he can not escape. Hell's surroundings also make him go insane, and he tries to kill any demon that comes near him.
Lucifer would even use Demitri as a weapon in Hell to torture human souls that were dragged to Hell after dying on Earth. Because they're already dead, Demitri can tear them apart as much as he (or rather, as much as Lucifer) wants.
When Demitri gains control of himself again, he deems himself a monster because he can't control himself anymore.

I felt the lyrics from 'Monster' fit Demitri rather well And now I feel that it will be his theme song

To read Demitri's bio: [link]
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Demitri & art (c) me