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Louis diaries.

hi, this is a copy of my diary, dont worry, i edited it to keep my personal info safe and secure. dear diary, i'm scared that i might be getting things wrong, what if i'm not really trans? and how do i tell Bun!?!?. what if she wont love me anymore, what if she thinks i'm not the person she thought i was?!?!?!. plus, i havent told her even after well...the incident. and i dont know what to do! maybe i should keep it secret for now, i dont want to stress her out any more, she has exams soon, and i have a big test soon, so i shouldnt get ahead of myself. day 2. so, Bun and i had a fight. i tried to come out to her but she got angry for some reason, i dont know what i did, but maybe i should give her some air. to cool off. day 3. did i do something wrong?! am i a bad person? what if shes in a bad place and she's just trying to make sure i'm not stressing?!?! what if she thinks i'm cheating?!?!?!?! what if SHE'S cheating?!?!?!. i shouldnt jump to conclusions. day 4. i cant take it