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diary entry 45

DIARY ENTRY 45 By darcy prince Sunday morning, it's getting colder, winter, which i’ve never been a fan of, mainly because of the cold wind. This week is supposed to be another recovery week, where I'm at least conscious of my flaws, areas of life I need improvement on, that kind of self-development stuff, & meetings. Which reminds me of doing them every day is starting to wear on me. I don’t know if that’s a sign of my healing or not, but I do know that me doing them everyday is a result of not having anything in my life I could turn to. I woke up this morning, just before 7am, had some instant coffee, smoked, drove down to Woolworths, bought a couple of apples, an avocado, & a packet of smokes. In the car, lighting up a fresh smoke, I drove too manly. The three beans cafe next to Woolworths doesn’t open on Sundays, I don't know, but it’s annoying. So when I parked my car, I walked around the corner to get one. It cost me five fucking dollars for one. But coffee is required. Did the

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diary entry 73

DIARY ENTRY 73 By darcy prince I don’t know why i had agreed to buy the webcam that i did, i didn’t read the order properly, it ain’t coming till towards the end of november, which at the moment of writing this, is a month away. Regardless, I'm still looking forward to it. I should be looking up how to invite people onto the livestream. Again, I should really put the time & effort in learning how to manage my video recording. I’ve been using my phone to help out. But uploading the footage off from my phone. Easy but time consuming. On the same note. I got to get another battery. The one that I got for my camera doesn’t last for as long as i want. The battery should always outlast the amount of memory the card has. Talking about the card. I should buy a second one. Yesterday, I started exploring the scenic walkway around Wakehurst parkway. It's alright. It was wet & raining. So I didn't enjoy it as much as I wanted to. But I am going back to do it again. I have been wanting to

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angel death

by darcy prince Muse didn’t abandon you, everything is transparent. Like no one knew about their own character flaw https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=M9woWcSDRXs&t=3304s

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diary entry 96

DIARY ENTRY 95 I enjoy spending time alone. But i am depriving someone of their friendship Sometimes I do become unsettled. I can’t sit still & I move around in a restless fashion. I don’t know why, but I've been more drawn to floating around mainly at night. Sometimes I just walk around. Sometimes I'll find a spot & sit. Watching the night life go by. As I sit, smoking my cigarettes, my internal life clears up a little. But I wonder what others do when no one is looking. A few things I got to start working on, keeping my room clean on a daily basis, slow down on my smoking, but at least reaching out to others. If I go back in the hard spectrum of not being there, an entire world will go by in terms of interacting with others. I would love to work on this diary better. Maybe I should read more publications of peoples' diaries. Though the world will take it as a blog. A recent contemporary format of history. Let alone working on my cravings for croissants. Who knows though.

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diary entry 90

DIARY ENTRY 90 By darcy prince I’ve finally got around to be reading my first Steven Pinker book. I’ve seen some of his interviews, he has been featured in some documentaries that i’ve seen. A smart bloke. I recommend him to anyone. But not everyone will take that suggestion. I’m tired. I’ve started a new job in Manly. It’s my first time working in Manly. I’ve lived there before, i’ve been drunk there, i’ve spent some time being homeless there, i’ve socialized around there, i swam at the beach there. Just not working there. I won’t name it. But the place is dirty, filthy, poor business practices & poor food practices. Coffee wise it’s still okay. If you're reading this & you know me in real life. Please don't bother going there. Though it's another cafe in the Northern Beaches, so it will be right. Though I have finally gotten around to forming a new level for my personal life, during the time of preparing myself & the thawing process, I was all over the place. At the time I

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diary entry 92

DIARY ENTRY 92 By darcy prince Yesterday was my birthday, I don't know how to feel about it. I never do. I forgot about the facebook thing, so i did get a few messages. Which is nice. To me, this is only me, I am sure others feel the same. But they’re only nice things for face value. But I am reminded of my poor social life. Nothing special was done. I even told my family not to worry about presents. See the contradiction. They bought me some coffee. Some clothes. I bought for myself the first four parts of ‘remembrance of the past’ which is really good. I’m finally getting around to reading it. At the moment, I am only reading extracts from Sofia Tolstoy's diary. Interesting. See goes between loving her husband & hating him, then mentioning about some of his fans & the Russian government. I went to work, an easy shift. I still don’t know what to make of it. I think the staff are kind hearted, but just there. They want to work but don’t want to have career’s. So it brings a funny