love letters by TheTigerPurr on DeviantArt (original) (raw)

Published: Oct 30, 2021

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my uncle passed away last saturday, & his funeral is today.
he was in his 50’s, only 4 years older than my dad.
in 2019, they found he had cancer.
about three weeks ago, he had a pulmonary embolism - which was very sudden. It was only a few days later they decided to put him on hospice.
i dont really know what exactly he died of for sure, but it’s been a week and I still dunno how to feel or process. I’m sure I’ll have found out by this evening just how I feel ofc..
but he was a jokester. And he always said he wanted us to think of happy times when he died, not to cry and mourn.. which can’t really be helped, but we are gonna try our best to do what he wished. I tried to do that with something he asked me to draw, but it wasn’t really..working out. So.. I’m gonna have to put that on the back burner & tell the guilt to shut the hell up, because this was all I could manage right now. His favorite color was purple, so that’s why I went with this scenery n blah. I’ll try to get that painting done another day…

grief sucks.

( lyrics are from: youtu.be/zMEzD2G2IKA . been a fave since it came out )

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