Ambient (not a vent ^^) by weirdest0username on DeviantArt (original) (raw)

I had to clarify in the title that this is not a piece of vent art. I know it probably looks like one, but its not.

Let me tell you what I mean by the words "I need to disappear".
So I'm a person who has some odd habits that I do when I want to calm down, I will not go into detail about them but one is listening to ambient music. More specifically, "dark ambient music". Something about just makes my brain quiet and its useful when I need to focus or get overwhelmed and need to not focus on anything. That is what I mean by "disappear" just listening to the music in order to relax in the dark for a while and let my brain shut down, letting my thoughts just disappear I suppose. heheh 😅

Anyway, I also wanted to let you guys know that I have some IRL stressors ramping up again so it might be radio silence from me for a few days, I'm not sure yet. (I'm going to listen to ambient music so hard once its all over lmao)

AND I RENDERED STUFF PROPERLY FOR ONCE??? HAHA I normally hate drawing my sona semi-realistic but like this one!