Drowning Me by yuumei on DeviantArt (original) (raw)

This is how I have felt for 9 years, with all the bullshit I went through in junior high, high school, the pandemic, my friends not contacting me for almost 3 years, my snake I had for 7 months dying from starvation, because I forgot to feed her, and the sexual harrassment allegations I had to deal with in junior high and slightly in high school, and, hopefully not, at a job. I've contemplated suicide countless times, but I don't want to, because my mom and brothers would be devastated. I don't give a fuck about my piece of shit father, he can go fucking live in Montana and blow his own fucking head off, or get hit by a bus, or drown or some shit. This makes me feel better, because knowing other people are going through similar shit is comforting. Arigato.