Confessions of a Party Girl (original) (raw)

(no subject)	[Jun. 15th, 2010\|01:31 pm]Jenn
I hate cleaning my parents house....I miss cleaning my own place. that didnt bother me...BUT UGH....I hate how its not organized the way I like it and stupid knick nack crap. I know my mom hates clutter but I hate it even more!! Cant WAIT to move out! Giving myself a deadline...I WILL be moved out by July 31st!
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(no subject)	[Jun. 12th, 2010\|11:28 am]Jenn
I miss writing in here soo much! I can't seem to remember to do it anymore. Facebook has taken over my life lol. Lots going on....Im done with dental assisting school. Only thing that blows I didnt pass one of the stupid math things so I have to take it again and pass it before AUG 3rd. GOD...IM SO BAD AT MATH! I havent done it in YEARS! I dont remember all the stupid little geometry rules and crap like that. BECAUSE YOU DONT USE IT IN REAL LIFE! ugh. So have to study somehow and pass it. I do have some possible jobs. In one week I got like 3 calls...I honestly wouldnt mind just doing front desk. Assisting can be exhausting sometimes...Oh and I have a new boyfriend :) I swear this is the year of boyfriends..this will be my 3rd one this year. This one is different though. The others were not my type. I just dated them because they were opposite my ex and I knew they would be good to me. I have to have passion though! I actually saw greg at this cute beach bar while I was celebrating my graduation. We kept looking at eachother. Hot tall blonde shaggy haired surfer boy mmm...He never came up to me though so after a little liquid courage I came up and started talking to him and got his number haha. thank god i did! we didnt hang out until like 3 weeks later. REALLY like him. ( Read more...Collapse )
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[Jun. 12th, 2010|11:28 am]Jenn

I miss writing in here soo much! I can't seem to remember to do it anymore. Facebook has taken over my life lol. Lots going on....Im done with dental assisting school. Only thing that blows I didnt pass one of the stupid math things so I have to take it again and pass it before AUG 3rd. GOD...IM SO BAD AT MATH! I havent done it in YEARS! I dont remember all the stupid little geometry rules and crap like that. BECAUSE YOU DONT USE IT IN REAL LIFE! ugh. So have to study somehow and pass it. I do have some possible jobs. In one week I got like 3 calls...I honestly wouldnt mind just doing front desk. Assisting can be exhausting sometimes...Oh and I have a new boyfriend :) I swear this is the year of boyfriends..this will be my 3rd one this year. This one is different though. The others were not my type. I just dated them because they were opposite my ex and I knew they would be good to me. I have to have passion though! I actually saw greg at this cute beach bar while I was celebrating my graduation. We kept looking at eachother. Hot tall blonde shaggy haired surfer boy mmm...He never came up to me though so after a little liquid courage I came up and started talking to him and got his number haha. thank god i did! we didnt hang out until like 3 weeks later. REALLY like him. ( Read more...Collapse )

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(no subject)	[Jan. 12th, 2010\|07:08 am]Jenn
27 degrees is WAYYY too damn cold for us Floridians....AM I REALLY HAVING TO SCRAP ICE OFF MY CAR?! ughhh I could never live up north. We have iguanas falling from trees its so cold...hahaha.
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(no subject)	[Jan. 3rd, 2010\|12:55 pm]Jenn
Winter break has been awesome..one more week! Celebrating it in Vegas! my flight is today at 5..First week of winter break I went to NYC...heres some pics. I have barely been home except for winter break. I cant wait until Im done with school! 5 more months! I start interning on the 11th so excited/nervous at the same time!!( Read more...Collapse )
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(no subject)	[Dec. 3rd, 2009\|09:46 pm]Jenn
I totally miss LJ!! im always on facebook now...it slightly takes over my life at times...next week is the last week of school until winter break...and then Ill be interning at an office!! Ive kinda been an emotional mess this week...my anxiety is REALLY bad again..i got paxil again but i havent taken it yet...i so dont want to have to be on meds again sighs I keep getting sick..and thats making me super depressed. I think its this house. ever since i moved back in with my parents i keep getting sick. theres 4 cats in this house rt now and i think my allergies are weakening my immune system. I think im going to look for an apartment close to school with a short lease like 6 or 7 months...I think i do better living on my own..my parents mean well but they i think are contributing to my anxiety..As far as men in my life...eh nothing serious...i have guys I talk to...but idk if ne thing is going ne where..I kinda dont want it to. When school is over I really want to move. Possibly out of state. I need a change..a drastic change. Nothing is really holding me back right now..just hope I can find a job rt out of school!! I cannot wait for winter break! a whole month off! I wont have to crunch ne fun I have into a weekend every week! i hate that! I can never do all the things I want to do!! Idk whats going to happen with my life..but I do know im FULLY ready for a change..and I need to get this anxiety under control...I didnt have it at all when I lived with Josh..I miss that..and yes I still miss him all the time :( I wish I didnt...we hung out a few weekends ago. I really loved him..IDK whhhhyyy but I did. Pic of me and my little cousin Beth..shes so adorable!!
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[Dec. 3rd, 2009|09:46 pm]Jenn

I totally miss LJ!! im always on facebook now...it slightly takes over my life at times...next week is the last week of school until winter break...and then Ill be interning at an office!! Ive kinda been an emotional mess this week...my anxiety is REALLY bad again..i got paxil again but i havent taken it yet...i so dont want to have to be on meds again *sighs* I keep getting sick..and thats making me super depressed. I think its this house. ever since i moved back in with my parents i keep getting sick. theres 4 cats in this house rt now and i think my allergies are weakening my immune system. I think im going to look for an apartment close to school with a short lease like 6 or 7 months...I think i do better living on my own..my parents mean well but they i think are contributing to my anxiety..As far as men in my life...eh nothing serious...i have guys I talk to...but idk if ne thing is going ne where..I kinda dont want it to. When school is over I really want to move. Possibly out of state. I need a change..a drastic change. Nothing is really holding me back right now..just hope I can find a job rt out of school!! I cannot wait for winter break! a whole month off! I wont have to crunch ne fun I have into a weekend every week! i hate that! I can never do all the things I want to do!! Idk whats going to happen with my life..but I do know im FULLY ready for a change..and I need to get this anxiety under control...I didnt have it at all when I lived with Josh..I miss that..and yes I still miss him all the time :( I wish I didnt...we hung out a few weekends ago. I really loved him..IDK whhhhyyy but I did. Pic of me and my little cousin Beth..shes so adorable!!

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(no subject)	[Oct. 18th, 2009\|05:54 pm]Jenn
i have no posted in here in 4EVER! im kinda addicted to facebook...if u have it def add me :) my email is jennifercochrane86@gmail.comMuch better btw. having the flu was horrible! it turned into a sinus infection and then i got mono!! i def missed classes and it was really nerve wracking going back..but FINALLY im all caught up and confident in class again :) i CANNOT believe how much ive learned in dental assisting school in just 3 months...like next term i'll be working with actual people..INSANE. so yeah school has been consuming most of my life. Im so tired when i get home from class i have GOT to start working out again! i need to join a gym.Im not used to doing something m-f i have got to get used to it though..can't wait until May when i can get a job! I miss orlando so much!! and i totally miss living in my own place. and ugh i kinda miss my ex...sighs maybe i just miss being with someone. and it doesnt help that hes soo fine...im also on twitter now..i know haha..ifuseekjenn so fun. this weekend was a good one. first off its randomly COLD out of nowhere here in FL. WTF. we didnt get ne nice fall days! it litterally went from like 85 to 50s in a day. NOT COOL. i hate cold. but i like cold weather clothes..lol. need to buy some cute new boots and some new jackets...i need a damn job. but i dont have the time. more like i need a sugardaddy..lol. friday-didnt do much. totally chilled and caught up on shows..had a lil wine..and went to bed.sat-WILD night..went out to the Venue for TLS bday. then we ended up at a strip club hahaha. i love going to strip clubs i randomly had a dollar fall out from my dress when i got home from the night...LMAO. 2day-COLD and tired,slightly hungover..school 2morrow...then gotta push myself to atleast get a run in. tuesday we randomly have off "no college day" so might go to orlando to hang out with carter.which is an entirely different update that is confusing the hell out of me. my mind is telling me i should be with him. but my heart may still love someone else..or be scared to love someone else..i can't tell. i wish my heart and head would be on the same page for ONCE. and also talking to this new guy in orlando. God i cant wait to get my ass back to the O!!next weekend going to halloween horror nights with jessica and her friend brooke. should be a fun time. i need to find a new drink im startn to be over my captain and cokes...ne suggestions? i totally got over the whole cran vodka thing when i was like 19...lol. i dont like too sweet. i should just stick to beer..lol.also thats a 3 day weekend! our teacher has jury duty on monday..HOLLER! i hope it lasts dayssss! lol. i cant wait until winter break. think i might go up and visit my bffl in NYC. i miss him. im going to go get a pumpkin spice latte..yummy.
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[Oct. 18th, 2009|05:54 pm]Jenn

i have no posted in here in 4EVER! im kinda addicted to facebook...if u have it def add me :) my email is jennifercochrane86@gmail.comMuch better btw. having the flu was horrible! it turned into a sinus infection and then i got mono!! i def missed classes and it was really nerve wracking going back..but FINALLY im all caught up and confident in class again :) i CANNOT believe how much ive learned in dental assisting school in just 3 months...like next term i'll be working with actual people..INSANE. so yeah school has been consuming most of my life. Im so tired when i get home from class i have GOT to start working out again! i need to join a gym.Im not used to doing something m-f i have got to get used to it though..can't wait until May when i can get a job! I miss orlando so much!! and i totally miss living in my own place. and ugh i kinda miss my ex...*sighs* maybe i just miss being with someone. and it doesnt help that hes soo fine...im also on twitter now..i know haha..ifuseekjenn so fun. this weekend was a good one. first off its randomly COLD out of nowhere here in FL. WTF. we didnt get ne nice fall days! it litterally went from like 85 to 50s in a day. NOT COOL. i hate cold. but i like cold weather clothes..lol. need to buy some cute new boots and some new jackets...i need a damn job. but i dont have the time. more like i need a sugardaddy..lol. friday-didnt do much. totally chilled and caught up on shows..had a lil wine..and went to bed.sat-WILD night..went out to the Venue for TLS bday. then we ended up at a strip club hahaha. i love going to strip clubs i randomly had a dollar fall out from my dress when i got home from the night...LMAO. 2day-COLD and tired,slightly hungover..school 2morrow...then gotta push myself to atleast get a run in. tuesday we randomly have off "no college day" so might go to orlando to hang out with carter.which is an entirely different update that is confusing the hell out of me. my mind is telling me i should be with him. but my heart may still love someone else..or be scared to love someone else..i can't tell. i wish my heart and head would be on the same page for ONCE. and also talking to this new guy in orlando. God i cant wait to get my ass back to the O!!next weekend going to halloween horror nights with jessica and her friend brooke. should be a fun time. i need to find a new drink im startn to be over my captain and cokes...ne suggestions? i totally got over the whole cran vodka thing when i was like 19...lol. i dont like too sweet. i should just stick to beer..lol.also thats a 3 day weekend! our teacher has jury duty on monday..HOLLER! i hope it lasts dayssss! lol. i cant wait until winter break. think i might go up and visit my bffl in NYC. i miss him. im going to go get a pumpkin spice latte..yummy.

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(no subject)	[Sep. 21st, 2009\|06:19 pm]Jenn
Guess who got swine flu on her fun filled cruise?! YAY!! this SUCKS. Ive missed a week and a day of school so far. I cant seem to get back to normal. I really hope i just wake up soon feeling fabulous! im taking care of myself perfectly. been to the doctors twice. Ill upload the cruise pics when im better. I atleast didnt get sick until the last day.
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(no subject)	[Sep. 9th, 2009\|06:22 pm]Jenn
thinking bout going back on anti anxiety meds..totally has popped back in my life. UGH. Wish there was a natural route I could take...
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(no subject)	[Jul. 29th, 2009\|11:01 pm]Jenn
Ok feeling better. I'm going to Boston on friday to hang out with my good friend carter at his condo in capecod. im def excited!!have never been to Boston before!! I have so much going on right now its def a good thing!! On another note I went to orlando last night to see josh (ex). I know. I shouldnt have.BUT i feel sooo much better abour our breakup. I kinda just got up and left him without saying goodbye or ne thing. I needed closure. He is still a mess...if not worse. I did the right thing leaving him. He got laid off from his job and is just a mess. I cant believe i put up with that for so long. We did hook up though. and u know what..i was expecting the good breakup sex..but it was just like before BORING. so yeah i feel def over the whole thing and i wont be crying over him ne more. FINALLY.I cant believe school is less than a month away now. def a positive thing to look forward to!!! I wont have time for ne partying and bullshit. itll be m-f noon to six everyday. I just got my clinic shoes and books. Just waiting on my scrubs to come in. ps i think im addicted to adding stuff to my amazon wishlist..lol
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[Jul. 29th, 2009|11:01 pm]Jenn

Ok feeling better. I'm going to Boston on friday to hang out with my good friend carter at his condo in capecod. im def excited!!have never been to Boston before!! I have so much going on right now its def a good thing!! On another note I went to orlando last night to see josh (ex). I know. I shouldnt have.BUT i feel sooo much better abour our breakup. I kinda just got up and left him without saying goodbye or ne thing. I needed closure. He is still a mess...if not worse. I did the right thing leaving him. He got laid off from his job and is just a mess. I cant believe i put up with that for so long. We did hook up though. and u know what..i was expecting the good breakup sex..but it was just like before BORING. so yeah i feel def over the whole thing and i wont be crying over him ne more. FINALLY.I cant believe school is less than a month away now. def a positive thing to look forward to!!! I wont have time for ne partying and bullshit. itll be m-f noon to six everyday. I just got my clinic shoes and books. Just waiting on my scrubs to come in. ps i think im addicted to adding stuff to my amazon wishlist..lol

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(no subject)	[Jul. 26th, 2009\|09:40 pm]Jenn
I hate that i am pretty much "using" again. Ive fallen back into my old patterns that i told myself i wouldnt ever again do. Ive been hanging out with my old sugar daddy again. Its like a drug..Love all the material and $ i get and then later feel bad about myself. It was easier being in a relationship to stay away from this shit. I miss Josh more than ever just for that. I need to be strong on my own.
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[Jul. 26th, 2009|09:40 pm]Jenn

I hate that i am pretty much "using" again. Ive fallen back into my old patterns that i told myself i wouldnt ever again do. Ive been hanging out with my old sugar daddy again. Its like a drug..Love all the material and $ i get and then later feel bad about myself. It was easier being in a relationship to stay away from this shit. I miss Josh more than ever just for that. I need to be strong on my own.

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