Things aren't always what they seem to be. (original) (raw)

Saturday 2nd Apr, 2005. 12:00 am.


So everyone, I got a new LJ name... It's called... ilovemythongs I got it when I was telling Matt R, poetmatt , that I love my thongs. I had just bought 2 thongs today and I was excited. He was like, perfect, there's your lj name. Thanks Matt, you rock my socks so badly. Comment if you want to add, but don't add me unless you ask cause I'm sick of having people who I don't even on my friend list to have me added...ugh. Especially when they won't fucking take me off.
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So everyone, I got a new LJ name... It's called...

ilovemythongs I got it when I was telling Matt R,

poetmatt , that I love my thongs. I had just bought 2 thongs today and I was excited. He was like, perfect, there's your lj name. Thanks Matt, you rock my socks so badly. Comment if you want to add, but don't add me unless you ask cause I'm sick of having people who I don't even on my friend list to have me added...ugh. Especially when they won't fucking take me off.

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Thursday 31st Mar, 2005. 5:35 pm.


Getting a new lj name tomorrow, I guess I'm sick of seeing people who I don't have added on my list that has me added. Plus my paid account expires on the 4th of April and I have been waiting for it to do that so I can get a new name and all that shit. I'll let you all know what's the new name as soon as possible, but I don't really want anyone who I don't have added add me unless they comment asking.
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Getting a new lj name tomorrow, I guess I'm sick of seeing people who I don't have added on my list that has me added. Plus my paid account expires on the 4th of April and I have been waiting for it to do that so I can get a new name and all that shit. I'll let you all know what's the new name as soon as possible, but I don't really want anyone who I don't have added add me unless they comment asking.

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Tuesday 29th Mar, 2005. 7:33 pm.

Wednesday 23rd Mar, 2005. 5:15 pm.

Monday 21st Mar, 2005. 5:44 am.


Ladies, having a boyfriend cheating on you? Single? Do you simply just fucking hate men? Well, we're right here for you. Chiara, crazeelime , and I have created this new community. femme_boost It's simply for only women. No male species allowed. Women can post anti men comics and pictures. They can write about their horror pasts with them. They can even scream and rant about how much they hate this guy. It's all welcomed in this community. The catch? No drama, and no fights, Chiara and I will give you ONE warning...if it keeps up, you are BANNED. We will not tolerate any of that. This is a community where women can feel comfortable with expressing freely. She can say WHATEVER she wants about males. None of you women who are in the community, can show a guy. It would be totally unfair and invasion of our thoughts and feelings. If we find a guy snooping in here under a different name, we will delete the community right away. It will be pointless to keep it up. So please, for once, Males, respect this, and go jack off since it's all you think about. Who's not allowed in the community? Women who are currently in a relationship. Women who are currently dating around. Women who has a fuck buddy. (Sorry, this is an ANTI MALE Lj Community.) Women who likes a male more than friends. Guys are absolutely NOT PERMITTED. Think the rules are crazy? Well, if so, then don't join. This is simply anti men community. We hate men, we're tired of their insensitive crap. We're sick of them thinking with their one eyed penises. Men just simply suck. That's that. No arguements there, not even "but he's so good in bed" crap!!! We got our goddamn fingers and vibrators ladies!!! --Ashley

Ladies, having a boyfriend cheating on you? Single? Do you simply just fucking hate men? Well, we're right here for you. Chiara,

crazeelime , and I have created this new community.

femme_boost It's simply for only women. No male species allowed. Women can post anti men comics and pictures. They can write about their horror pasts with them. They can even scream and rant about how much they hate this guy. It's all welcomed in this community. The catch? No drama, and no fights, Chiara and I will give you ONE warning...if it keeps up, you are BANNED. We will not tolerate any of that. This is a community where women can feel comfortable with expressing freely. She can say WHATEVER she wants about males. None of you women who are in the community, can show a guy. It would be totally unfair and invasion of our thoughts and feelings. If we find a guy snooping in here under a different name, we will delete the community right away. It will be pointless to keep it up. So please, for once, Males, respect this, and go jack off since it's all you think about. Who's not allowed in the community? Women who are currently in a relationship. Women who are currently dating around. Women who has a fuck buddy. (Sorry, this is an ANTI MALE Lj Community.) Women who likes a male more than friends. Guys are absolutely NOT PERMITTED. Think the rules are crazy? Well, if so, then don't join. This is simply anti men community. We hate men, we're tired of their insensitive crap. We're sick of them thinking with their one eyed penises. Men just simply suck. That's that. No arguements there, not even "but he's so good in bed" crap!!! We got our goddamn fingers and vibrators ladies!!! --Ashley

Friday 4th Mar, 2005. 11:29 pm.


I have come to a decision. I'm deleting AIM tonight. I'm going to stop posting on lj. But do not take me off of your lj list. I will still read and comment. But I've decided to put you all in dark about my life for a while. I feel it's the best, while I go explore and find my trueself. I feel I haven't found what it takes to make me happy. It's time to put aside the habit of spilling my innermost mind to the world. It's time...I feel that it's time. Fear not... You can still contact me... Just email me. Hotbubblingash@gmail.com Pager Email: kittyrunner_00@yahoo.com Please email me if you wanna talk, I will be around, just not on AIM. I will leave my yahoo im on for my mother and emergency use only. It is time...to discover myself. To find the true meaning of Ashley Susanne Hinton. I'm not gone, don't worry. I am still around, just that you will not hear of me as much. I believe it will help me discover myself if I do not have the distractions of AIM and Livejournal. I will miss chatting with some of you, yes...but I will not miss it. Because I know I will enjoy life even more that I won't be on AIM or Livejournal. Don't worry, I will come back...when I feel I have discovered my true happiness and my purpose of life, I will be back, and I will be stronger than ever, and happier. I will prove to you humans, that I am not weak, and that I can do it. It may take a week, a month, even a year. Who knows what the future will hold for us all?? I may only use LJ to post PRIVATE entries, to vent...but it will not be visible for you all to see. I am also changing my password, and I want you all to be in dark of how I am doing with my journey. Right now, when it begins, it also ends.
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I have come to a decision. I'm deleting AIM tonight. I'm going to stop posting on lj. But do not take me off of your lj list. I will still read and comment. But I've decided to put you all in dark about my life for a while. I feel it's the best, while I go explore and find my trueself. I feel I haven't found what it takes to make me happy. It's time to put aside the habit of spilling my innermost mind to the world. It's time...I feel that it's time. Fear not... You can still contact me... Just email me. Hotbubblingash@gmail.com Pager Email: kittyrunner_00@yahoo.com Please email me if you wanna talk, I will be around, just not on AIM. I will leave my yahoo im on for my mother and emergency use only. It is time...to discover myself. To find the true meaning of Ashley Susanne Hinton. I'm not gone, don't worry. I am still around, just that you will not hear of me as much. I believe it will help me discover myself if I do not have the distractions of AIM and Livejournal. I will miss chatting with some of you, yes...but I will not miss it. Because I know I will enjoy life even more that I won't be on AIM or Livejournal. Don't worry, I will come back...when I feel I have discovered my true happiness and my purpose of life, I will be back, and I will be stronger than ever, and happier. I will prove to you humans, that I am not weak, and that I can do it. It may take a week, a month, even a year. Who knows what the future will hold for us all?? I may only use LJ to post PRIVATE entries, to vent...but it will not be visible for you all to see. I am also changing my password, and I want you all to be in dark of how I am doing with my journey. Right now, when it begins, it also ends.

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Friday 4th Mar, 2005. 10:24 pm.


If you read this, even if i don't speak to you often,post a memory of me and you together, or a memory we share.it can be anything you want, it can be good or bad, just as long as it happened.then post this to your journal.see what people remember about you...you can post more than one Please do this for me, everybody. ;)
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Friday 4th Mar, 2005. 3:12 pm.


Dear Tina Blasko, Fuck you, Fuck you, and Fuck you!!!!!!! I have emailed you the past 3 months repeatly and you do not response to my emails. I decided to email you last week using a different email address that was more reliable. And what do I get? Zip, Zilich, ZERO!! You call yourself a VR counselor?? Well, I call you this goddamn irresponsible bitch who gets paid to do nothing for her clients. Let's see what's going to happen when I make the phone call to the headquarters to find out why the hell you have been abandoning your duties. They cannot say you were busy, because 3 month is far too long to go without a single goddamn contact. If I find you are still working and ignoring my emails, I will make sure I do everything in my goddamn power to get you fired.Love,Ashley Susanne Fucking Hinton.
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Dear Tina Blasko, Fuck you, Fuck you, and Fuck you!!!!!!! I have emailed you the past 3 months repeatly and you do not response to my emails. I decided to email you last week using a different email address that was more reliable. And what do I get? Zip, Zilich, ZERO!! You call yourself a VR counselor?? Well, I call you this goddamn irresponsible bitch who gets paid to do nothing for her clients. Let's see what's going to happen when I make the phone call to the headquarters to find out why the hell you have been abandoning your duties. They cannot say you were busy, because 3 month is far too long to go without a single goddamn contact. If I find you are still working and ignoring my emails, I will make sure I do everything in my goddamn power to get you fired.Love,Ashley Susanne Fucking Hinton.

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Tuesday 1st Mar, 2005. 1:40 pm.


To let everyone know, I posted my Chicago pictures in windowsofmysoul . I noticed that not alot of people have me added. So go there!
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Sunday 27th Feb, 2005. 11:36 am.


Why the hell do I keep getting owned?!It seems to me that the Chicagoians like to torture me.:(Hehehehe but I'm having fun with it. I leave tonight and I'm going to misss everyone.
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Sunday 27th Feb, 2005. 12:28 am.


I'm very... drunk right now. I'd like to make a major annoucement, now that my inhibitations have been vaporized. I'm in love. With a new guy.The guy's name is Douglas Edward Fresh, who lives in Lincoln Park in Chicago. At 511 Melcrose Place. Shit, he's fucking hot. Last night while at Hooters celebrating Brian's birthday, I kept on stealing glances at him, and slowly realized ... that I really do have the hots for him. Shit.Sigh. Yeah. That's what I wanted to say. To the world. All of you, Dear Readers.
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I'm very... drunk right now. I'd like to make a major annoucement, now that my inhibitations have been vaporized. I'm in love. With a new guy.The guy's name is Douglas Edward Fresh, who lives in Lincoln Park in Chicago. At 511 Melcrose Place. Shit, he's fucking hot. Last night while at Hooters celebrating Brian's birthday, I kept on stealing glances at him, and slowly realized ... that I really do have the hots for him. Shit.Sigh. Yeah. That's what I wanted to say. To the world. All of you, Dear Readers.

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Saturday 26th Feb, 2005. 6:21 pm.


CHIAAAAAAAARA! You sadistic bitch. I sat here last night and I read my lj to see if I had any comments about the Chicago post I made. Then I saw the fucking entry out of nowhere. I yelled at the guys blaming them for fucking with my lj. They kept telling me that I typed it and I got so pissed cause I couldn't figure out who the fuck did it and they kept telling me that I DID IT. Finally Jason said that you did it! Bitch. I admit I got owned by Chiara BIG ASSED TIME! I'll get you back, even if it's the last thing I do.Oh yeah, I'm joking, I ain't mad. ;)
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CHIAAAAAAAARA! You sadistic bitch. I sat here last night and I read my lj to see if I had any comments about the Chicago post I made. Then I saw the fucking entry out of nowhere. I yelled at the guys blaming them for fucking with my lj. They kept telling me that I typed it and I got so pissed cause I couldn't figure out who the fuck did it and they kept telling me that I DID IT. Finally Jason said that you did it! Bitch. I admit I got owned by Chiara BIG ASSED TIME! I'll get you back, even if it's the last thing I do.Oh yeah, I'm joking, I ain't mad. ;)

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Friday 25th Feb, 2005. 11:42 pm.


At Brian's 21st birthday party at Hooters, I kept getting turned on by these waitresses walking around. Damn they have such fine asses. I want to tap them so bad. Tonight when I go to bed at Jason's, I'm going to pleasure myself from explict fantasies of this one waitress, Heidi. Then maybe Jason could join me.;)crazeelime is so hot.
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Wednesday 23rd Feb, 2005. 2:24 pm.


Wow.It fucking saddens me how people like to start drama at a baddest time. I was reading Kyle's lj, and I was also thinking about adding him back on. Then I saw a post about his grades and stuff, I decided to comment with a positive comment.Then I start reading through the comments. I saw, that someone was posting idiotic comments and starting shit. See, this person already has started drama with me over stupid tiniest things. I saw the rude comments he posted and decided I had to post a comment and tell him that everyone fucks up and that it's life and to grow up and get over himself.So he resorted to name calling, called me an ugly bitch and told me to "back off." Such as if he was threatening me. Oh wow, I'm shaking!! Like I even care if he called me an ugly bitch. All I cared about was him spitting on Kyle. I mean, anyone would agree with me that he was being waaaaaay too harsh and rude to Kyle.I seriously get annoyed seeing this person start drama for no goddamn reason. I really don't give flying fuck what you guys, who are friends of him, think. I honestly don't, and I'm going to post this shit public so he can see what I posted about him. I think it's really stupid and pathetic that almost everywhere I go I see him causing drama.Oh well, yes, I cause drama too sometimes, but I don't go around posting on my friends lj at the worst times and fucking with them. To be honest with you all, I think without drama, the livejournal world would be boring as fuck.
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Wow.It fucking saddens me how people like to start drama at a baddest time. I was reading Kyle's lj, and I was also thinking about adding him back on. Then I saw a post about his grades and stuff, I decided to comment with a positive comment.Then I start reading through the comments. I saw, that someone was posting idiotic comments and starting shit. See, this person already has started drama with me over stupid tiniest things. I saw the rude comments he posted and decided I had to post a comment and tell him that everyone fucks up and that it's life and to grow up and get over himself.So he resorted to name calling, called me an ugly bitch and told me to "back off." Such as if he was threatening me. Oh wow, I'm shaking!! Like I even care if he called me an ugly bitch. All I cared about was him spitting on Kyle. I mean, anyone would agree with me that he was being waaaaaay too harsh and rude to Kyle.I seriously get annoyed seeing this person start drama for no goddamn reason. I really don't give flying fuck what you guys, who are friends of him, think. I honestly don't, and I'm going to post this shit public so he can see what I posted about him. I think it's really stupid and pathetic that almost everywhere I go I see him causing drama.Oh well, yes, I cause drama too sometimes, but I don't go around posting on my friends lj at the worst times and fucking with them. To be honest with you all, I think without drama, the livejournal world would be boring as fuck.

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Sunday 20th Feb, 2005. 11:02 pm.

Tuesday 15th Feb, 2005. 9:14 pm.


I hate this...I really hate the fact my feelings for him keep getting stronger, no matter what I try to do to stop them, it just seems to fucking beat whatever I try to do, and gets stronger.I really fucking hate what this is doing to me. I fucking hate being possesive.
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Tuesday 15th Feb, 2005. 1:35 pm.


I just posted some pictures of Chicago and Minnesota on, windowsofmysoul and keep in mind that I have like 12 more days, so I'll probably post alot more later after Brian leaves at the end of this weekend. Enjoy them.
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Friday 11th Feb, 2005. 11:48 am.


I woke up at like 9 and went back to sleep, then made myself get up at 11. I was feeling pretty sick to my stomach. I don't know why I feel that way almost everytime I wake up. Just hopefully it goes away before I get on the train. So yeah, I'm leaving today, at 5 pm, so I can grab some burger king and chill til the train comes. I usually like to be there at least half hour early because you never know what goes down. I will probably read and knit the first few hours on the train, but then go to sleep, cause I learned if you sleep, time goes by like, bam. I see Brian, purling_gold , Doug, deaferthandeaf , Jason, blindfotografer , and possibility Mark, stuntedparadise , and Matt, poetmatt . I don't know excatly if Mark is going to hang with us, and Matt, it depends on if I have time and stuff, but I'll try to see him. Our Plan: I'll page Brian on my ogo when I see the city of Chicago, cause on the train you can see the city like 5 minutes before you come into it. He'll get ready and leave the house. I just fucking hope he doesn't sleep in. But, anyways, after he meets me at the Union station, we'll page Doug/Jason to come and meet us there. I think what I'm going to do is, page Doug/Jason when I arrive to the Union Station, that way Brian and I don't have to wait too long. I don't know what all we will do there, but I sure as hell want some coffee, food, and buy a hoodie that says "Chicago" on it. Then I'll get Brian to take me back to the station at 1:45, and make him wait with me til my train leave. :) I'm attached to Brian, who wouldn't be anyways?? My train leaves at 2:10 pm. I'll arrive at St. Cloud, Minnesota at 12:40 AM, and will be greeted by Samuel E. Larson, threepwood , and we'll go get a bite to eat then go back to his house. Now everyone, don't get the wrong idea. Sam and I are only friends, and it'll stay that way. I don't have any feelings for him that are more than friends. I'll probably want to take a bath and wind down and relax. I won't go out cause I'll be really exhausted from all the riding on train and walking I'll be doing in Chicago. Brian is supposed to come up to Minnesota next weekend to see us and we're going to have a hotel party, so it should be pretty cool. I just really hope he doesn't back out or I'm really going to be done with him for good, cause he does it all the times. I leave on the morning of Sunday, the 27th, at 5:11 Am, and will be arriving in Chicago at 3:45 Pm, will meet up with the boys again, and leave at 10 pm. This trip will be wonderful for me. I can't wait to see everyone, but at the same time I'm so fucking nervous that zits are coming out of nowhere. Oh well, I honestly don't care. So everyone, please contact me at Shutterbugash on AIM for my pager 8143864088@mobile.att.net to page me kittyrunner_00@yahoo.com to email me on the pager. kittyrunner_00 is my yahoo id on the pager. SO PLEASE CONTACT ME TONIGHT, I'm going to need some company on the train, especially on the way to Minnesota tomorrow from Chicago. I'll appreciate it!!! Farewell my loves...
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I woke up at like 9 and went back to sleep, then made myself get up at 11. I was feeling pretty sick to my stomach. I don't know why I feel that way almost everytime I wake up. Just hopefully it goes away before I get on the train. So yeah, I'm leaving today, at 5 pm, so I can grab some burger king and chill til the train comes. I usually like to be there at least half hour early because you never know what goes down. I will probably read and knit the first few hours on the train, but then go to sleep, cause I learned if you sleep, time goes by like, bam. I see Brian, purling_gold , Doug, deaferthandeaf , Jason, blindfotografer , and possibility Mark, stuntedparadise , and Matt, poetmatt . I don't know excatly if Mark is going to hang with us, and Matt, it depends on if I have time and stuff, but I'll try to see him. Our Plan: I'll page Brian on my ogo when I see the city of Chicago, cause on the train you can see the city like 5 minutes before you come into it. He'll get ready and leave the house. I just fucking hope he doesn't sleep in. But, anyways, after he meets me at the Union station, we'll page Doug/Jason to come and meet us there. I think what I'm going to do is, page Doug/Jason when I arrive to the Union Station, that way Brian and I don't have to wait too long. I don't know what all we will do there, but I sure as hell want some coffee, food, and buy a hoodie that says "Chicago" on it. Then I'll get Brian to take me back to the station at 1:45, and make him wait with me til my train leave. :) I'm attached to Brian, who wouldn't be anyways?? My train leaves at 2:10 pm. I'll arrive at St. Cloud, Minnesota at 12:40 AM, and will be greeted by Samuel E. Larson, threepwood , and we'll go get a bite to eat then go back to his house. Now everyone, don't get the wrong idea. Sam and I are only friends, and it'll stay that way. I don't have any feelings for him that are more than friends. I'll probably want to take a bath and wind down and relax. I won't go out cause I'll be really exhausted from all the riding on train and walking I'll be doing in Chicago. Brian is supposed to come up to Minnesota next weekend to see us and we're going to have a hotel party, so it should be pretty cool. I just really hope he doesn't back out or I'm really going to be done with him for good, cause he does it all the times. I leave on the morning of Sunday, the 27th, at 5:11 Am, and will be arriving in Chicago at 3:45 Pm, will meet up with the boys again, and leave at 10 pm. This trip will be wonderful for me. I can't wait to see everyone, but at the same time I'm so fucking nervous that zits are coming out of nowhere. Oh well, I honestly don't care. So everyone, please contact me at Shutterbugash on AIM for my pager 8143864088@mobile.att.net to page me kittyrunner_00@yahoo.com to email me on the pager. kittyrunner_00 is my yahoo id on the pager. SO PLEASE CONTACT ME TONIGHT, I'm going to need some company on the train, especially on the way to Minnesota tomorrow from Chicago. I'll appreciate it!!! Farewell my loves...

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Thursday 10th Feb, 2005. 1:43 pm.


If I do go to brickfest in April, which I highly doubt, because the car is full, is anyone willing to let me crash at their place?????Thanks, it'd mean alot to me and I would appreciate it.
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Wednesday 9th Feb, 2005. 7:41 pm.

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