Char's True Hollywood Story (original) (raw)

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October 4th, 2005

11:47 am: Surprise Surprise
Ok everyone (yeah right, "everyone" who am I kidding!) don't get excited. I am only posting b/c I am bored. I am actually bored with a lot of things...life is the biggest thing. My anxiety is at its all time worst, my depression is pretty bad too and nothing seems to be getting better. If any one cares to trade I will be more then happy too!
Happy living everyone!

Current Mood: depressed

Current Music: Sour girl- STP

February 20th, 2005

January 22nd, 2005

06:08 pm: I wanna be a baby again....
My life sucks....Kieran is in CT, I am in FL and I am depressed. Anxiety sucks. Everything sucks. Thats about all that is going on here. Whoo hoo.

Current Mood: depressed

May 13th, 2004

09:31 am: Only me....
So this morning I was throwing something away in the garbage which we keep in the laundry closet in the kitchen. The closet doors are the big metal kind that close in the middle. Well as I was turning to leave I wacked the left side of my face on the edge of the door, hard! Luckily I only cut the inside of my lip a little but I thought I broke my teeth at first! Now the side of my face hurts and I have a headache...I really hope my face doesn't bruise up! Shit like that this can only happen to me! Aghh!

Current Mood: sore sore

May 11th, 2004

08:51 am: Motivation Please!
I can't get motivated today! Getting out of bed this morning really sucked! I have been up for 3 hours now and I still am not fully awake! Aghhhh! I just pray today is not going to be long and dragged out. If anyone has any motivation they want to lend me please feel free! hahahaha Thank God for Rhonda! hahaha

Have a good one!

Current Mood: lazy lazy

May 10th, 2004

08:45 am: May 10th
Today is my dad's birthday. He would be 76 today. I still can't believe he is not here any more. Damn I miss him!

Happy Birthday, Daddy

Current Mood: numb numb

May 3rd, 2004

05:39 pm: 25 more mins....
I am soooooooo ready to go home...today was a busy day....I am exhausted...I wish I had a bathtub so I could just soak in a nice bath when I get home...Technically I do have a bathtub but it is in Brendan's bathroom and I would rahter be dirty for the rest of my life then take a bath in that. I dred having to clean it when he finally leaves AGAIN! Tonight I think we are going to watch Big Fish. I hope it doesn't suck. Well that is all I ahve for today...I am too tired to think. Have a good night!

Current Mood: exhausted

April 30th, 2004

07:34 am: They can't block me forever!!
Well hello everyone! Damn people at work blocked me out of LJ for the longest! I just checked the site last night and I was able to get in! Yea! Have I been missed?

Well, I got a new position at work! Yea! No more phones! I am working in the credit auth. dept. now. Much Much Much better! I am still poor but it is still ALOT better then before!

So my birthday is in 16 days! Yea! I love my birthday! Kieran has been all sneaky and I know he bought my present already, one of the main reason's we are poor, but I have not a clue as to what it is! He keeps telling me that they had to mail it and that I am not allowed to check the mail. I hate that! I love to check the mail! Oh well...I guess I can wait 16 days! hahaha

Brendan is back w/ us. Do I ever have a say in this? nope. Well, I do, but usually he tells Kieran he will only be staying w/ us for a few days and then it becomes a few months. At least he has a job. Ok, enough about that, I want to stay in my semi-good mood.

Well, I am starving and I want to go smoke a cigarette so I guess I am gonna go. I will write more later. Happy Friday!

Current Mood: calm calm

Current Music: Castaway-Greenday

March 2nd, 2004

08:22 am: I'm Back!
I found out this morning that I was able to get back into LJ here at work! Yea! I am on the phones now at work so I can't write as much as I used to or check everyone else's posts that much but I will try! Nothing really new in my life except the job. Same place just on the phones. It is not that bad but I am still looking for another position to apply for. I CAN NOT do this for a long time! hahaha Besides that, everything else is fine. Kieran and I are GREAT! We are getting Direct tv tomorrow so we are very excited. Game Show Network here I come! hahaha Well, gotta start working...whoo hoo. I will try to post again as soon as I can! Have a good day everyone!

Current Mood: good good

January 29th, 2004

08:42 am: Dreaming.....
When I win the lotto or come into some money, which ever comes first (Ha!), I am going to go on a tour of Europe.

A girl can dream can't she?

Current Mood: mellow mellow