i'm just a simple cop (original) (raw)

secrets out, dern!
10:20pm 01/02/2004
	mood: accomplished i never get to personal in my entries cause i just dont think the outside world would enjoy my life too much, but i cant really say that and think its the only reason i daont say things. im afraid and ashamed, but its like now i'm too far to go back. im tired of no one knowing i'm soldout to God. Yes i am not perfect, yes i still make mistakes, yes i have bad thoughts, yes, but i wont be that run my life anymore.I wont aploigize for loving someone more than anyone can grasp. I cant be scared to love outloud the one person who saved my life. I love God, and everything/everyone in this world will always come after.dont waste your time saying rude things to me about this, but if you must then do so. in fact i dont care if anyone else cares cause i know that God is proud and will NEVER leave me.when this world passes away, i will see him.what will you have.


09:40pm 07/11/2003
	WELL CHILDREN THIS EPIC ADVENTURE BEGINS!way way way way way back in the early 1993's in my youth i decided on not wearing sattle pants but i had no choice so i decided to ponder my young mind back the the highlight of humankind, 1886!well me a joe walked into the park that night and settled down beneath a weeping willow, as i looked far into the starless night i saw something glimmer out of the corner of my eye, a sharpe but blunt object that struck that side of my head and i scream of joe to save me i saw nothing but a patch of grass in his place, then i felt a burlap bag cover me instataliously and i was carried off into the darken realm of burlap bag darkness...........joe i cried, come back i know you'll come, little did i know that i was high on cocaine for the first time and having a "bad trip" well those were the good ole days.......


08:32pm 19/08/2003
	mood: optimistic i took this from a lj user beenforgiven and i think that was one of the most beautiful things written and i realise that i need to get more in touch wiht god even thou i am but i must put more effort into it i don't care what anyone comments cause this is a wonderful thing that happened to me and it'll be a shame if no one esle can see what a wonderful person god is.God Said...If you never felt pain, then how would you know that I'm a healer?If you never went through difficulties, how would you know that I'm a deliverer?If you never had a trial, how could you call yourself an overcomer?If you never felt sadness, how would you know that I'm a comforter?If you never made a mistake, how would you know I'm forgiving?If you knew all, how would you know that I will answer your questions?If you never were in trouble, how would you know that I will come to your rescue?If you were never broken, then how would you know that I can make you whole?If you never had a problem, how would you know that I can solve them?If you never had any suffering, then how would you know what Jesus went through?If you never went through the fire, then how would you become pure?If I gave you all things, how would you appreciate them?If I never corrected you, how would you know that I love you?If you had all power, then how would you learn to depend on me?If your life was perfect, then what would you need me for? ^that is so well done, kudos