Ok. So I've been doing satisfactory since monday. I've been at the gym, working out. I was supposed to fast with this one girl, but I broke it when I ate cherry tomatoes. Save for Monday night, I've been keeping it under 600 calories a day. I'm down a pound. One more and I can kiss the 130's good riddance. So that thing about Dying To Be Thin that everyone was asking me about: turns out it was only a 40 page article written by a girl who had recovered. It was an okay read, but the better news is that I can download entire books from Amazon.com such as Wasted, Diary of An Anorexic Girl, Hunger Point, and Golden Cage. They are not very expensive to download; anwhere from 5.00to5.00 to 5.00to15.00 a book depending on the length. I'm so glad my mom bought me a Palm Pilot for Christmas. It has proved very beneficial in more ways then one. More good news still. One of my friends told me that I was starting to look too skinny. My mom told me that my pants look bigger. People at work are starting to notice my downsizing and even my personal trainer can see the difference!! She said "Well, I can see you've been following your diet and working out when we don't have a session together". Finally, progress!!Hope everyone is attaining their goals. Stay strong and be beautiful!~*~crossposted~*~Current Mood:bouncy (10 comments | Leave a comment)
One of the greatest things about owning a palm pilot is that I can download Dying To Be Thin onto it and read it without the hassle of lugging a book around where ever I go. It will keep me busy tomorrow when I'm at the gym. Hope you're all doing well.(2 comments | Leave a comment)
So I was doing so good from saturday till tonight. Like today was def my best day until about an hour ago. All I ate was a piece of toast and some saltines. Then, on the way home, my mom was like, "Oh we're getting McDonalds." Talking about screwed. She knows I used to eat the fries from there, so i didnt know what to do. Cause ive skipped around eating dinner the past 3 days, so it would be really weird. Plus when she had asked my what i ate for lunch, i was SO STUPID and forgot and said i gave my lunch to my friend cause i didnt want it. So I ate the STUPID fries and then she gave me STUPID chicken nuggets and now i feel gross and fat. Because now my whole week is ruined. I have to start over. Do you guys have any ideas about what i can tell my parents about dinner? They start to think im sick. Ive tried the "I have a stomachache" thing and my mom threatened to take me to the doctor. I just don't know what to do. I've never purged before so I don't know about that. HELP!Current Mood:disappointed (3 comments | Leave a comment)
HI Everyone,This is Thisisme888~ I have started a new community (well it's been around since October) called _almost_perfect ... it's just like this site only it's for ana/mia and ed-nos. I am trying to phase this community out so I only have to update one community... if it's ok with everyone~ start posting in _almost_perfect ! Thanks,HollyCurrent Mood:cold (Leave a comment)
Today, I bought Wasted and Stick Figure at Barnes and Noble. I've started on Stick Figure and it's quite captivating. We'll see what happens.P.S. I'm close to being freed of the 130's. Since my starting weight in July of 147.4, I have arrived at 132.3. Stay strong, ladies. *crossposted.(6 comments | Leave a comment)
Hi I'm new here. My name is Sarah...I think that I'v been ana for a while. It's kind of an on and off thing, if that's possible. My stats;HEIGHT: 5ft 5inCW: 128 lbsHW: 141 lbsLW: 120 lbs?STG: 115 lbsLTG: 105 lbsI'm absoultely determined this time to keep strong with it...no more getting distracted. Any help would be appreciated so so much. My email is lovetodance3143@yahoo.com Thanks so much.Current Mood:optimistic (2 comments | Leave a comment)
Hi all,Merry Christmas EveryoneWell life really sux at the moment, maybe its just coz its christmas, but im so suicidal at the moment, i can't stop crying, my family are getting really pissed off at me coz im so sad and i really cant help it, i want to stop crying and feeling so bad. My friends are also getting sick of me, i just dont know wat to do anymore. I'm in full on weight loss mode, so im fasting exercising and doing watever it takes, maybe if i focus on that i wont have to focus on how crap my life is??? Anywayz i could use support coz i can feel myself crumbling and giving up.My email and msn is - amp41286@hotmail.comLove AmyP.s X-postedCurrent Mood:crushed (2 comments | Leave a comment)
Hey girls, i'm fairly new on this site, ive had ana for 10 yrs now and ive hit a bump in the road, these bastard doctors put me on pills that made me gain 10kilo's in 2 weeks which i think is around 20 pounds, i desperatly need help and suggestions on how to loose weight quickly, anything thats worked for u or uve heard has worked please tell me, i really need ur help.I need support please add me if u want to.Love Amy(1 comment | Leave a comment)
Name:AnastasiaAge:18Height:5'6"Cw: 119lb.Lw:88lb.Hw:130lbSTG:110lb.LTG:100lb.Current Mood:coldCurrent Music: Gwen Stefani - What You Waiting For? (Leave a comment)
Since beginning to take Stackers, I have lost 2.4 pounds. I am no longer 136.6, but now 134.00 with 23% body fat. This also brings my BMI down to 23.7. I'm not entirely convinced if it's the Stackers and I haven't been restricting as much as I could have. You don't even want to know what my caloric intake was yesterday. It was quite a lot. I'm dying to fit into my skinny pants. Because they are really nice pants. I'm hoping I can tone down my food intake before Thankgiving. I would like to stay at or below 500/day. Because that seems more realistic a goal to me than trying to force myself to eat less than 300 or fast. I work with Autistic children and adults and need all the energy I can get, which means I have to eat at least a little bit. But I can always make sure that what I do eat is healthy and low-cal. Like this morning, I had 1 cup of raw veggies with a 1/4 teaspoon of dip. Roughly 90 calories. I burn about 800 calories a day because I'm always walking around at my job. For dinner, I'm thinking a microscopic portion of chicken and veggies. Possibly a salad even. See, I did the food shopping for my family last weekend and bought a lot of fruit and veggies for myself so it needs to get eaten by somebody and it has to be me because noone else in this house will eat produce. Slightly guiltless but not full of saturated fats and cholestoral. Okay, sorry for the ramble. Just want to let you know how I"m doing. Stay strong. Think Thin.(3 comments | Leave a comment)
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