   its COLD here. Just about 20degree here can make my hair really stand up & its also windy!!wish Id have sth warm rite now...or even a warm hug from someone. :)my mind is kinda "all or nothing" again -eat (?) or binge (?)tmr i'll get a day off, recieve TOEIC's result, another driving licence, & may meet up my X bf.hope i dun look disgusting when i meet him.have u got poppy lov or bf? *curious* Love to ALL!--------------------------------------------- last post -------------------------------------------------last nite i got up & felt as if i'd be faint or pass out (if i still kept sleepinging). I tried so hard to sleep but i just couldnt. I was thinking of food, binge at the same time. I can feel my heart rate was pretty low. Its also difficult to breathe.in the end, i decided to left 2roommates who were sleeping, tiptoed & walked to the shop and got some food (ugh!). I had eaten about 950 cal :'(I dunno y i felt that way...i use to feel like this when i fast (eat less than 50cal per days for more than 2days)why why why. I used 2b able 2 only drink water for 3days.. but its diff now.. why?x x x |
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